Chapter 14 Retrospectiveness

Lin Shuyao

(In order to facilitate the distinction between id, ego, and superego, they are arranged as one, two, and three.) )

"Get out of here." Ermiao expelled her very indifferently, "It's already bad, I don't need you." ”

"Let's leave. Ichimiku has gone to another world. ”

"Don't bind me anymore and leave with your damn mercy and morality."

"I hate you, you are the embodiment of morality, but you are also a part of this body, what I have done for more than two hundred years, what you can't stop, has become."

"Look at yourself, because of me, you are not like your original self."

"Whenever I go against your will, how do you suffer from the pain of stabbing souls?"

"Leave, stop trying to sway me, I've tolerated you for over two hundred years."

Ermiao picked up Sanmiao, who was covered in blood, and his voice seemed to tempt the person in front of him with a magic force: "Leave, I'll send you to another world." You're better anywhere than me. ”

Sanyao leaned weakly on her shoulder and nodded slowly.

Erxiao smiled: "It's good to be so well-behaved earlier, so you don't have to suffer so much." ”

Ermiao lifted her bloody face with her hand, pressed her forehead against hers, and muttered in a low voice, "Actually, it shouldn't be like this." "It's all the damn executors...""I shouldn't be the way I am..."

Sanmiao struggled to open those swollen eyes and looked at Ermiao through a layer of blood mist.

"Eryao..." Sanyao made a slight sound, and blood quickly oozed from his chapped lips.

Ermiao cried silently, and after a while, she kissed Sanmiao's bloody face reverently, with a trance: "Sanyao, let's go... Don't stay with me anymore... I know you're in pain...""Sanyao...""I love you..."

"Three..."

I hope we're all okay... Let's go... You'll forget it all...

In that world, don't be so kind anymore, no one will protect you... You don't have a single unscrupulous means, you don't have my reason, your kindness will only hurt you, and even repeat those nightmares over and over again...

……

After the third kiln left, the second kiln sat in place for a long time and couldn't come back to his senses.

A teenager suddenly appeared beside her and asked with some surprise, "She's gone?" ”

Erxiao stood up and responded, "Hmm." Probably it hurts too much. ”

The boy raised his eyebrows: "It's a pity that morality can't do bad things." ”

Erxiao lowered his eyes: "Yes, I did it, but she was the one who was punished." Is it ridiculous? ”

The boy patted her on the shoulder: "Don't do this. The only conscience you have left is given to the two of them, and now being alone makes people look a little pitiful. ”

"And you." Ermiao pulled out a smile, "Juya, send a doppelganger to protect her for me." ”

"I'm a villain." Juya refused.

Ermiao changed his words: "Then you don't need to protect it, except for death, just look at her at other times." ”

"A clone without memory, do you want it?" Juya reluctantly agreed.

"Yes." Ermiao thanked him.

Juya laughed.

"It's time for the Parallel Worlds Project to begin."

One one

I am Lin Shuyao, or a part of her, I am the superego.

I don't know since when my existence became a prison of punishment.

I was burdened with guilt and morally punished for a long and indefinite period of time.

All the vines that represent error are flogged upon me, I can no longer exist in the light, I am ashamed, I am afraid.

Blood marks left marks in every part of my body, pain surging in every dark moment, my body was already peeled open and flesh blurred.

And Ermi, my dear other me, I watched her less and less like herself, accompanying her step by step to the road to hell, but she didn't need me and wanted to expel me.

My presence binds her and Ichimi.

Although I had let them go for a time and been punished for it, my presence was a constant reminder of her crimes.

Finally, one day, after another indulgence of mine, I nodded slowly when Ermiao expelled again.

As I was leaving, I heard her say she loved me.

I guess I heard it wrong, I thought, after all, she has always hated me deeply, how could she love me?

I went to another world, when I forgot everything, but all the punishment did not stop, and the punishment of sin was fulfilled on me, and misfortune followed.

After a dirty bullying (1) bullying, I wanted to die.

Then I met him in the form of a cat, and I took him home and decided to accompany him until death.

But that night in my dreams I remembered everything, all that I deserved and countless painful nights.

In my dream, there was a man with gentle eyebrows who told me everything Ermiao had done, and said that he would give me strength and hope that I could go back and change all this.

When I woke up, my cat was gone, but I saw him, the man with gentle eyebrows and eyes in my dream.

I begged him to let me stay in this world for a few more days, and to my surprise, he readily agreed.

The next ten days were my happiest in more than 200 years.

He gave me almost all the tenderness and pampering.

Emotionally, he is very clumsy, and now he sometimes makes a fool of himself and doesn't know it, but he has been taking care of me, my mood, and my body very seriously.

From stranger to irreplaceable, the transition time is short.

He would prepare me a glass of milk before bedtime, take me to and from school every day, hold an umbrella for me, protect me when it rained, silently write down what I liked and disliked, notice what time I would have nightmares, blow my hair, pour me a glass of water when I had been painting for a long time.

He just quietly melted into my heart.

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Jugu Chapter

When Juya saw Wen for the first time, his heart couldn't help but quicken, and his whole soul was in a hurry.

It was the first time they met, but he felt familiar with him from his bones.

"Wen, this is Jugu, who doesn't like to talk much. Juya, this is the Wen I just told you. Lin Shuyao on the side was introducing them.

Facing his gaze, Juya couldn't help but reach out to cover the wounds on his face from the fight yesterday, worried about leaving a bad impression on him.

While eating, Juya couldn't help but look at him secretly, the phone kept vibrating, and he didn't want to pay attention.

But the caller refused to give up, he had to go out to the door to answer the phone, it was an appointment, Jugu directly refused, in other words, he must have agreed to usually.

After eating, Ju Gu and Wen washed pots and dishes in the kitchen, while Lin Shuyao watched TV in the hall.

Juya stood beside him, very worried, he didn't know what was wrong with him.

There was another call in his pocket, Jugu endured it for a while, the phone was still vibrating, and he said to Wen to answer the phone, and watched him nod before turning around and walking out.

The Tiger Head Gang is really getting more and more unruly, and they even found his house directly.

Juya hung up the phone directly, cutting off the chattering sound over there.

Back in the kitchen, Wen said to him, "It's almost done, you go out and watch TV with her, I don't need you here." ”

Juya stopped at a distance of one meter from him, his eyes glued to his back and said, "There will be a fight in a while." ”

He was somewhat expecting his answer.

But Wen only said one by one, "Okay, I'll take her home in a while." ”

Juya was a little lost.

After a while, Ju Gu added a sentence a little hypocritically and awkwardly: "There are a lot of people on the other side."

Juya really felt a little inexplicable.

Later, he went to fight, and there were really a lot of people on the other side, and Jugu couldn't beat him.

After receiving a blow to the face, he could only retreat, at that time his vision was blurred, and when he felt someone attacking him, he could only stretch out his arm to resist, and the next second he heard the screams of the other party.

Juya was surprised and felt that someone had come to him, and he instinctively threw an uppercut, and the man skillfully turned him away, grabbed his arm, and pulled him slightly in his direction, and then he heard Wen's voice one by one, "It's me, Juya." ”

His heart was suddenly mixed with more panic, so that he was a little speechless: "Why are you here?!" You go back! It's too dangerous here! ”

He was scared, he wasn't scared countless times when he was about to die, but he was scared when he was protecting him.

Afraid that he would die because of himself.

So when Juya heard footsteps in front of him, he immediately pushed him away. Wen grabbed his belt and threw a step back, saying to him in a deep voice, "Don't make a mess. ”

In the next second, Juya heard screams and gasps.

And then there was no one to attack them.

Wen said: "I rarely kill people with my own hands, I will give you another chance, fight or not, you choose." ”

Ju Gu's nerves trembled, what can he do at this time? He approached Wen and whispered: "Don't be reckless, there are many of them, and the leader hasn't made a move yet, you can't beat it alone, you run, don't worry about me." ”

Jugu told Wen to leave him alone, he didn't want to bother him.

Wen didn't reply to him, but said to the other party, "Have you thought about it?" ”

When Juya heard this, he was so anxious that he pinched his waist: "Didn't you hear what I was saying!" "He's really angry! Did he think he was playing house?! Is this something that can be solved by playing a big word with a big deal?

The result of Jugu pinching his waist was that his hand was quickly grabbed by Wen, and Wen's voice came from above: "I have beaten you, but you are injured, and you may not be able to hold me out after the fight." ”

For a moment, Juya's heart beat violently, and he also had two points of belief.

But when the leader of the Tiger Head Gang really let them go and asked Wen which way he came from, Ju Gu was still stunned.

Soon Ju Gu heard Wen's slightly cold voice, and he said, "I'm not on any Dao, but I can decide your Huangquan Dao." Juya tugged at his sleeve and didn't dare to speak.

The Tiger Head Gang left, and a mouthful of blood spurted out of Juya.

Wen carried him on his back, and Juya already felt a little unsupportable, and tried to talk to him along the way, but eventually fainted.

When Juya woke up, he immediately looked around.

Not a single one...

Wen wasn't there, he didn't stay to look after him.

Juya couldn't tell the gap in his heart.

After sitting there for a while, he suddenly realized that all the injuries on his body had been treated, from the finger bones to the thighs. Juya's whole face turned red all of a sudden. He, Wen him, looked at himself ...

Juya covered his face in shame, touched the wound on his face, and grinned in pain.

Later, because of his injury, Lin Shuyao took care of him for convenience, and it was logical that they would eat together every day.

Juya couldn't help but peek at him, and once at the dinner table, Wen frowned and asked him, "What are you always staring at me?" Am I eating? ”

Jugu's ears turned red all of a sudden, and he pretended to be calm: "No." ”

Lin Shuyao immediately smiled: "He's just a good meal." ”

Wen looked at Lin Shuyao at that time, the corners of his mouth hooked up a very shallow smile, there was some helplessness and pampering in his eyes, and he also sandwiched a piece of peeled shrimp meat for her.

Jugu is really, so envious!

may be because he was too envious, when Wen bought steamed buns for Lin Shuyao, he actually said, "I want to eat it too." ”

Ju Gu's whole face was hot at that time, and when Wen really bought him steamed buns, he was almost crazy with joy, but his face was not obvious, and he said reservedly: "Thank you." ”

Wen looked at him very strangely: "Don't you like this taste?" ”

Jugu hurriedly shook his head: "I like it." ”

Lin Shuyao tiptoed to hook Wen's neck, his mouth bulging, chewing the bun and smiling domineeringly: "Since you like you to do it with a straight face?" Bullying my kitten? ”

Naturally, Wen reached out to help her and prevent her from falling.

What's in your house? Let go of my hands! Juya wanted to step forward and break her hand, but the reality was that he could only bite the bun in anger.

Juya's concern for Wen is really inexplicable, and it doesn't end from the first glance to the last second.

"Are you going to leave now?" Jugu lowered his head and asked him.

Wen Dao: "Well, I'm leaving." ”

Jugu still lowered his head: "Are you coming back?" ”

Wen replied, "Not coming back." ”

This answer was the same as he thought, he had obviously thought about it thousands of times, but now when he really heard it from his mouth, Jugu was still irrepressibly uncomfortable.

Maybe he tried his best, he could keep Wen, but he couldn't stand opposite Wen, just like these three worlds, he chose to give it away after he learned that Wen was the executor.

Ju Gu still didn't look up, but took a step forward and asked him, "Is Lin Shuyao already gone?" ”

Wen's voice was calm: "Ready to go." ”

Juya heard himself ask him, "Will you take me away?" ”

Wen didn't answer him.

Juya stepped forward and hugged him violently.

It's a shame that I still can't keep you in the end.

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Quotations

Probably fascinated at a glance, longing to be close, longing for him, all gazes. One by one, the valley

I hope I can meet you again in my next life, when I am clean and pure. One by one, Lin Shuyao

I remember the first day they came, that little girl had been haggling with me, and it was so bad! The young man also really doted on her, and at that time I even thought of their children's names, and later... And then one day they suddenly said, hey, don't say it, don't say it... Uncle one by one

Lao Tzu probably likes her, likes Kong Hanyun, this hypocritical woman. One by one, Tiger Hill Hao

I have forgotten what I really am, the little princess who was once spoiled in the palm of my hand, and I can no longer be arrogant. One by one, empty rhyme

I never imagined that I would fall in love with a man and love him for the rest of my life. One by one, Jiang Ke

I came back suddenly, and before I had done anything, I was lucky enough to come back. It's the man, right? Wincho? No, not the same person. One by one