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Speaking of this, Ye Wenyu stopped, because if she continued to speak, her voice would tremble with pain, and only after she regained control of her emotions did she continue to say fiercely: "That's right, I am poor, I am bitter, and I have no competitive strength in the marriage market, but it doesn't mean that I can give in!" Just because no one loves me, it takes a man to love me with all his heart! ”

She glanced at Cai Wenchuan quickly, and the two hands hanging by her side were clenched into fists. At that moment, her gratitude and admiration for him all vanished, her heart was covered with ice and snow, and she continued to say coldly, "Even if he is ugly, he is poorer than me, it doesn't matter, as long as he loves me wholeheartedly, I will love him!" But if he can't love me with all his heart and have another woman in his heart, then, I'm sorry, I won't accept his feelings! ”

Cai Wenchuan was stunned, his heart seemed to be blocked, and his handsome face was as pale as a dead man. Now he finally understood the reason why she was cold to him, she was such a smart girl, and knew his motives before he came to her, so she rejected him before he could open his mouth, and told him the reason, she was poor, but she was proud.

He was like a thief caught red-handed, and he was very frightened.

Cai Wenchuan was at a loss, the whole situation was in chaos, and the guilt made his handsome face flush, like a boiled lobster. Before he came to her, he never thought that she would know the whole story, she would coldly refuse, his heart was like a pinprick of sadness, hot blood continued to surge on his face, his neck, his shoulders, he said apologetically: "Xiaoyu, camphor tree, was cut down by my father." His voice was hoarse, as if his throat had suffered from a serious throat problem in an instant.

What the? Ye Wenyu had some surprises, but he didn't expect that the nearly 100-year-old camphor tree would be suddenly cut down by Uncle Cai. She wondered if it was the last time, she scolded Cai Wenchuan with tears, and returned the gold bracelet that his mother gave her, and the old man of the Cai family found that their arrangement was that the bamboo basket was empty, so Uncle Cai cut down the camphor tree in anger and disappointment.

Ye Wenyu didn't know, and she wasn't interested in knowing now.

Uncle Cai cut down the camphor tree, hoping that Cai Wenchuan would cut off the love thread and cut off the past.

She wished Uncle Cai a dream come true, and she also hoped that Cai Wenchuan could get rid of her demons, but it had nothing to do with her, she didn't want to be anyone's spare tire, and she didn't want to be a medicine to cure anyone's heart disease.

The weather is cold, and the cold air is coming frequently, just like in this world, only if a person loves himself well, will he wait for someone who really loves him one day in the future.

Because no one loves, she has to love herself, like a cat, even if she is stray and clean, she must clean herself up, be beautiful, and live her own wonderful and comfortable life.

Therefore, she was silent, thinking to herself, her mind has been made very clear, Cai Wenchuan should be able to leave soon, the night is very late, the night dew is heavy, the cool breeze is everywhere, she is tired, and wants to go back to the dormitory to go to bed early.

If this man really loves her, is he willing to let her be drenched in the winter rain for so long? Thinking of this, my heart was even colder.

It's really strange, once when I saw Cai Wenchuan, my heart was full of joy and warmth, my eyes were as bright as stars in the sky, and now when I saw him, I didn't have any waves in my heart, and my eyes seemed to be covered with ice and snow.

Probably because she really doesn't love anymore, or her love is very direct and fragile, and she must love herself very much, so she will love someone, if she knows that the other party doesn't love herself, so she won't love, probably a person is too pitiful and has not been loved, so the body and mind train her to love in a self-defensive way.

Her love is humble, her wishes are small, and they are easily fulfilled.

It's good, it's good, so you don't get hurt.

Thinking of this, Ye Wenyu's heart relaxed.

Cai Wenchuan didn't leave, and was still talking: "Xiaoyu, after the camphor tree fell, I suddenly understood, it turns out that what I have been trying to catch all these years is the moon in the sky!" His tone was full of sadness.

The past is like sugar, very sweet, and the past is like ice at the same time, very cold.

Speaking of this, his eyes turned red, and he settled down before continuing: "But the moon in the sky can't be grasped no matter what. I'm like an ignorant child, I can't see through it all the time, crying and making trouble, and I can't get out. His voice was choked, his attitude was very sincere, and his watery peach blossom eyes were red, like rabbit eyes.

He was silent for a long time before continuing to say in a hoarse voice: "Last time in the hospital, she was so good to Jiang Zhiming, I was completely sober, I was confused before, and I broke your heart, but I knew I was wrong, I want to start over, please give me a chance, I will make it up to you, okay?" After saying that, he looked at her with a sincere face.

A gust of wind blew, and the camphor leaves above his head fell like showers, which made Cai Wenchuan can't help but think of the scene when his father and son cut down the camphor tree in the yard, the body of the tree collapsed like a mountain, and then the fallen leaves and stumps flew, and his heart was like an eighteen-wheeled truck overturned.

The first half of his life seemed to disappear in an instant.

Ye Wenyu saw Cai Wenchuan saying sober and repentant words, but suddenly looked at the fallen camphor leaves with a sad look in his body, and knew that this man was hopeless!

He wants to get out of the sea of suffering, but he still can't help himself, maybe the magic of love is too great, maybe his willpower is too fragile, like glass, can't withstand the impact, who knows?

Ye Wenyu was completely disheartened, and she was extremely glad that she had made a decision early in the morning, she didn't expect Cai Wenchuan to come today, his behavior was really said by Lin Tingfeng, he approached her at first, but he just wanted to borrow her to forget Lin Tingyue, he regarded her as a life-saving straw, and now, show favor to her, the two of them want to be together again, does he really love her, or does he want to be the same as before, he still regards her as a life-saving straw, and borrows her to forget Lin Tingyue. Looking at the way he stared at the leaves of the camphor tree, it is estimated that it is still the reason from the past!

That's what he really wanted! Didn't say it, but it broke her heart more than saying it! It turned out to be a scam from beginning to end, which broke her heart, she was already pitiful enough, why did he bully her?

Ye Wenyu was so angry that his hands and feet were cold.

He said that Lin Tingyue is the moon in the sky, unattainable, is she the mud on the ground, can she come and go at once, let others trample on it, and let others humiliate her? I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Only You Regard Me as a Green Mountain", pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~