Volume 5 - Chapter 13
Liu Dandan let go and said that she wanted to become Jin Shuo's girlfriend, and she did work hard for such a goal.
For example, Jin Shuo had advised her not to go to the orthopedic department again, but after one night, Liu Dandan seemed to have forgotten about it, she pretended to be deaf and dumb and sneaked into Jin Shuo's office again, took out this exercise book and pretended to write it on the side, occasionally looked up at him, and could look at him for a long time.
Since the quarrel with Liu Yan that day, she and Du Xuelin have not come to the hospital again, probably because they really want to fend for themselves.
Liu Dandan felt that it was okay, in the past few days that they didn't come, he was very comfortable.
Boom! Boom! Boom!
Jin Shuo, who was busy and had already changed into civilian clothes, walked to Liu Dandan's side expressionlessly, knocked on the table and said, "I'm going to get off work." ”
Liu Dandan looked up at him, this potential line was driving her away.
"Doctor Jin, I quarreled with them last time, I said that I will live alone in the future, I can't go home, after the thread behind me is removed, can you take me in for a while? I promise that when I have enough money to rent a house, I will definitely move out immediately. Liu Dandan said pitifully, begging the man in front of her to give her some mercy.
"Don't even think about it." Jin Shuo directly refused, he said: "It's not early, I'm going home, you go back to the ward early, you should be in a hurry if the nurse doesn't see you for a while." ”
Jin Shuo turned around, Liu Dandan hurriedly took Jin Shuo's hand, she said angrily: "I said that I would move out if I found a house, why are you unwilling to help me?" I like you so much, what do you dislike about me? ”
This is still the consultation room, although it is already afternoon, there are not many patients outside, but there are still many people walking around in the corridor, Liu Dandan's words with some raised voices, attracting some curious people outside are already looking at the probe.
The love-hate relationship between an underage girl and a mature and steady doctor is a very big gossip when you think about it.
Jin Shuo frowned and took Liu Dandan's hand off his arm, and he said, "Don't be like this, the impact is not good." ”
"What's wrong?" Liu Dandan seemed to realize something, she took two steps forward and got closer to Jin Shuo, "Are you worried about affecting your reputation?" ”
The girl had a sly smile on her face, as if she had grasped what Jin Shuo cared about the most.
Jin Shuo glanced out of the house expressionlessly, and the crowd of onlookers who pretended to pass by at the door suddenly dispersed.
"Change clothes, let's go outside and talk." Jin Shuo sighed helplessly, he felt that he needed to have a good talk with Liu Dandan.
Half an hour later, in a café not far from Ningde Hospital, Jin Shuo and Liu Dandan sat face to face.
Jin Shuo ordered himself a cup of coffee and a cup of freshly squeezed juice for Liu Dandan.
From ordering to delivering drinks, the waiter's eyes kept wandering on the faces of the two.
A little girl of fifteen or sixteen years old and a man of about thirty years old appeared in such a place, and the two of them behaved very strangely, and this situation felt wrong no matter how you looked at it.
Jin Shuo took a sip of coffee, looked at Liu Dandan and said, "Do you know what you're doing now?" ”
"Yes." Liu Dandan said: "I'm pursuing you, and you invite me to drink juice now, does it mean that I am one step closer to success?" ”
"You're sixteen years old, and you're a sophomore in high school.
The biggest problem in life now is the college entrance examination, and what you should be thinking about now is how to improve your grades and find ways to get into a good university, instead of learning to fall in love with adults, you have to be responsible for yourself. Jin Shuo is kind and seductive.
Liu Dandan raised his head and said: "Doctor Jin, I like you, pursue you, and want to be with you, this is to be responsible for your own future, people should be keen on their own feelings, and being responsible for their feelings is responsible for themselves." ”
Jin Shuo's face alternated between blue and red, and he wanted to go away directly, but given that the person in front of him was just a teenage girl, he held back.
"Liu Dandan, I am an adult, if I fall in love with you, this is indecent to minors, it is illegal, and I already have a girlfriend, we love each other very much."
"But I don't care, I just want to fall in love with you, this is my own will, it's not obscene." Liu Dandan is still stubborn.
Jin Shuo said: "Being with me will affect your reputation, your studies, and even after your classmates know about it, they will guess you at will, accuse you, and isolate you, don't you care?" ”
Liu Dandan was silent, she hadn't thought of so much.
Jin Shuo said again: "Look, you still care, why bother not to go on the sunny road, but want to take the single-plank bridge?" ”
"But I just want to take the single-plank bridge, I just don't want to listen to them, I can be responsible for my own life." Liu Dandan pursed her lips, she took a step back, and said pitifully: "Doctor Jin, it doesn't matter if you don't want to be with me now, anyway, we have time, but I can't go home in the future, can you take me in for a while?" ”
"You can't refuse me, if I hadn't been injured in your shop, I wouldn't have been where I am now, and you have to be responsible for me." Liu Dandan once again asked Jin Shuo to take her in.
Jin Shuo took a breath, he looked at Liu Dandan in a daze, and after a while, he said: "You can go home and live, they are your parents, and they are not snakes and scorpions, you don't need to quarrel with them to such a point, when you grow up and have children yourself, you can understand their hard work." ”
"I don't see whether it's hard or not," Liu Dandan muttered...... "Instead, I feel like I'm about to be depressed by them......"
"At your age, don't talk about depression at every turn."
Jin Shuo can see it now, this child may just want to talk to someone, if this person can become her boyfriend, help her share the troubles in life, and by the way, it will be better to be angry with her parents.
Liu Dandan lazily lay on the table and said: "Doctor Jin, I have always been curious, Liu Yan has always been tough on me, I have to listen to her, what friends I usually make, where I go, and even sometimes when she is at home, she even cares about what clothes I wear, but Du Xuelin never cares about me, when Liu Yan is there, he will pretend to say a few words to me perfunctory, when Liu Yan is not there, the two of us are not even as good as strangers, and we want to see it coldly all day long, Doctor Jin, Do you know why? ”
Jin Shuo frowned, this girl will be Doctor Jin for a while, and Doctor Jin will be a little calloused.
"Either way, they're your parents."
"Can you put it another way!" Liu Dandan complained, and then she looked at Jin Shuo again, and whispered mysteriously: "Actually, I also know the reason, do you want to know?" ”
Jin Shuo took a sip of coffee and didn't wait
As he spoke, Liu Dandan immediately said, "You must want to know." ”
She said: "Actually, I am not their biological daughter. ”
Jin Shuo looked at Liu Dandan in surprise, "What does this mean?" ”
"Do you know why my surname is Liu and not Du?"
Jin Shuo raised his eyebrows and looked at Liu Dandan, letting him continue.
"Because, Du Xuelin came over, of course I won't have his surname."
Money!
Jin Shuo was a little surprised, Du Xuelin's person looked a little noble and arrogant, and he didn't look like someone who would agree to join him!
Liu Dandan said: "Are you curious, Du Xuelin doesn't look like a person who will get into trouble?" ”
Jin Shuo smiled and said: "There is nothing to be curious about, people can't look good, without in-depth understanding, superficial evaluations are not objective and incorrect." ”
Liu Dandan blinked and looked at Jin Shuo, as if he didn't understand his words.
She said: "Then the you I see now, the you I know, are not the real you!" ”
Jin Shuo was stunned for a moment, and he said: "No one will show a completely true self, such as yourself, what you show in front of others must be different from the real you, perhaps, you actually don't know the real self." ”
Liu Dandan was stunned for a moment, and said with a hint of anger on her face: "Why don't I know myself, aren't I pursuing my truth now?" ”
"You're not pursuing yourself, you're just anxious to rebel against your mother, I will understand this as adolescent rebellion, this rebellion is from a mental point of view, you are looking for differences from others, or rather, you have become accustomed to rebelling against your mother under a long period of oppression, this subconscious habit, in fact, does not count as the real you." Jin Shuo slowly explained to Liu Dandan.
Liu Dandan was confused for a while, she said: "People can only live happily if they pay attention to their own feelings, I just pursue the life I want, I want to be free, that kind of ideological control and suppression is really uncomfortable, you haven't experienced it and don't understand." ”
Jin Shuo sighed, he raised his hand and looked at his watch and said, "Since you are so stubborn, then I won't say more, in short, you have to go home, I won't take you in." ”
Liu Dandan instantly looked aggrieved.
Jin Shuo felt that this seemed a little too ruthless, so he said, "However, if you are really short of money recently, I can give you some." ”
"Thank you, Dr. Jin." Liu Dandan immediately smiled, as if the grievance just now was just a phantom, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong with taking strangers' money.
Jin Shuo sighed in his heart and said, "It's not too early, I'll send you back to the hospital." ”
Liu Dandan still wanted to pull Jin Shuo to speak, but the other party had already stood up, and in desperation, Liu Dandan could only comfort himself in his heart that the future would be long.
Jin Shuo thought that as a stranger who had only known each other for a few days and was not a friend, he had said enough to Liu Dandan today, and he paid to help her only because Liu Dandan was injured in his shop, which was his responsibility.
But what he has done has been benevolent and righteous, and if Liu Dandan has any more requirements in the future, he can ignore it.
Of course, this is just Jin Shuo's current thoughts, there will always be some discrepancies between reality and imagination, but what Jin Shuo didn't expect was that this entry and exit would come so quickly and so unexpectedly.