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Cai Wenchuan suddenly said to Ye Wenyu: "Xiaoyu, our family moved to that forest hut after I moved when I was eighteen years old. That year, I had just finished the college entrance examination, and the summer vacation was nearly three months, which was very long, and then I met Lin Tingyue——"

The past is not like smoke.

Ye Wenyu was stunned, this was the first time Cai Wenchuan took the initiative to tell the story of the two of them after parting.

Cai Wenchuan said in a very painful voice: "At that time, my father was a driver in the Lin family, my mother was a servant, Lin Tingxuan, Lin Tingyue's brother, commanded my father and blamed my mother, I was very hurt in my heart, I have never been able to understand, why the workers of a good state-owned factory are inappropriate, and they come to others to be people, why should I be the son of a subordinate?!" ”

Now that he is an adult, independent, and has worked for many years, he still can't let go of the experience of his youth, and he is calm, and his voice is still trembling slightly.

Cai Wenchuan looked at the continuous drizzle outside the umbrella and continued: "Until I met Lin Tingyue, she didn't treat me as a person at all, she told me all her secrets, she needed me very much, relied on me, just like you when you were a child, you needed me so much, she was very beautiful, when she was bullied by her eldest brother and second brother, she would run to my room, climb up from that camphor tree, and then get into my bed and cry in my arms." ”

Ye Wenyu was stunned for a moment, and she suddenly understood why Cai Wenchuan was so enchanted. The son of a subordinate man, who lives with low self-esteem all the time and is very painful, but suddenly, the eldest lady appears and gives him full trust and dependence, and she trusts him even more than she does to her family.

Cai Wenchuan continued in a hoarse voice: "You don't know, how many times in the hot summer night, when I wake up, there will be a little more person in my arms, at first, I was shocked and scared, a few suspects that it was a dream, and then I got used to it, knowing that it was her, there would be no one else except her, and then later, I began to look forward to her appearance, she said that I was her only friend, and the rest of the Lin family were all harmful to her, and then later, her father and mother divorced, her father and eldest brother were even more cold to her, and her mother didn't say a word and went abroad, She is even more pitiful, like an outcast, her mood is worse, her studies are not good, she is simply a problem girl, no one in the Lin family can control her, only me, she only listens to me alone. “

Ye Wenyu listened silently. Cai Wenchuan, in those years, sank in the full trust and dependence of an ignorant and poor girl, Lin Tingyue was even more pitiful than her, although she was born in a wealthy family, no one ever loved her.

I don't know how long it was, the two of them walked outside the girls' dormitory, the rain stopped, and a full moon hung in the sky, and the moonlight was like water.

There was silence all around.

Cai Wenchuan took the umbrella, calmed down, and said to Ye Wenyu: "I say this tonight because I want to give an explanation of the past and tell you the reason why I am obsessed. When I felt my lowest, it was she, the eldest lady, who gave me confidence and strength. At a time when I felt the least needed, it was her who showed up and told me that she needed me. Her need and trust, as well as respect and dependence, made me come out of the great pain and low self-esteem, and became self-motivated and self-confident, so that I was able to be admitted to Q University with excellent grades, and then stayed in school to teach all the way to graduate school and doctoral examination, I want her to know that she did not trust the wrong person, I am the son of a servant, but I will be more prolific than her two brothers! ”

When Cai Wenchuan said this, he was more excited, and then quickly, his tone was low, the expression on his face was full of pain, and he said in a dumb voice: "But last time in the hospital, she said to Jiang Zhiming, don't get me wrong, I am the son of their family, she can't fall in love with me, and I will be completely sober——"

Ye Wenyu finally understood Cai Wenchuan, and at that moment, he stood in front of her, as transparent as crystal.

It was a very sad story. The son of a helper with extreme low self-esteem, life is very sensitive, very depressed and painful, suddenly a beautiful lady like Angel appeared in his life, giving him all his trust and dependence, if she was Cai Wenchuan back then, I am afraid she would be as lost as he was.

Cai Wenchuan said slowly to Ye Wenyu in a painful voice: "Xiaoyu, I tell you this because I want to say goodbye to the past completely. I understand now that there are some things that cannot be changed no matter how hard an individual tries. So the only thing that can be done is to stay away and forget, cut off the past, and start anew. His throat seemed to have a serious throat disease in an instant, and it was very dull.

Ye Wenyu had been silent, but now that she had finally spoken, she nodded lightly and said to him, "Wenchuan, I think you are right to think so. Each of us has only one life, so everyone is the protagonist of their own life, so why should we match others. ”

Yes, you can be the protagonist, why should you match others? In other people's stories, to cry, to hate, to hurt?

Cai Wenchuan's heart moved, matching? This word is really used perfectly, Xiaoyu is really a smart girl, yes, the first half of his life, the first half of his poor insignificant first half of life. After a few minutes, his eyes were red, his nose was sour, yes, yes, he had been a match for her for more than ten years! She will never have him in her heart, only after something happens, she will think of him, he is not even a spare tire, he is not even a supporting role, he is just a clown.

Xiaoyu said that he was a match, and that was really lifting him.

Little she, only when something happened, she would come to him, she was trained by her eldest brother to cry, ran to him, cried a lot, no one took care of her when she was sick, she asked him to take her to the hospital, her mother and father quarreled, she was so scared that she ran to ask him what to do? Mom suddenly went abroad and disappeared into her life, she ran to him, crying in panic, the school invited parents because of her bad grades, she didn't dare to call the eldest brother and second brother to go, so she could only come to him and trouble him to pretend to be her parents-

In his memories, she is crying with tears in her eyes, she is small, she is lovable, and she trusts him 100%.

A heart hurts like a knife.

But she later had a boyfriend, one of his students, who was also poor, but in front of the student, in front of him, she anxiously explained to the student: "Don't get me wrong, he is the son of our domestic helper, how can I meet him-"

Recalling this, Cai Wenchuan's heart was like Ling Chi, he choked up and said: "So, Xiaoyu, can you give me a chance to start over-" I want to talk about "Only You Regard Me as a Green Mountain" with more like-minded people, WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~