Gu Jingzhi's mood was very bad, and he couldn't adjust it well.

He felt that he was no longer fit to be a doctor.

Because his heart couldn't calm down, he was now full of his father's death and Gu Jingya's despair.

What if he has such a high level of medical skills?

He still couldn't save his father, and he still couldn't save the patient he had before.

What about medical skills?

Gu Jingzhi stayed in the cemetery for a long, long time before going to the Gu Group to pick up Yuan Xiru.

Yuan Xiru saw his face and found that he was in a bad mood.

When he got home and started to eat dinner, Yuan Xiru couldn't help but ask.

"What's going on?"

Yuan Xiru looked at him and his mood was also a little low.

Seeing that he has been like this, other people's moods will also be affected.

Gu Jingzhi sighed.

"The patient I told you about before passed away this afternoon."

Yes?

No wonder he was in a bad mood, it turned out that the patient in his hand had died, then he must have been very depressed.

"Today, the patient's youngest daughter came to me and wanted surgery, but the patient couldn't wait and fell into a critical illness, but the attending doctor rescued me but no miracle happened."

Before he could make a move, the patient was already dead.

It's a terrible feeling.

"You can't be blamed for this, don't be sad."

Yuan Xiru felt a little sorry for him.

Gu Jingzhi's eyes were full of sorrow.

"I may not be fit to be a doctor."

He wants to pay all the medical bills to get the other party to agree to the operation, but can this save them?

Impossible.

"How can you say that, you are the best doctor in the world, how can you say that about yourself?"

Yuan Xiru was also a little unhappy all of a sudden.

She doesn't like Gu Jingzhi like this.

"Don't doubt myself, you've seen a lot of these things."

Gu Jingzhi nodded.

Yes, he's been through a lot.

Those who can't afford to pay the fees and leave the hospital, those who resolutely refuse treatment when the cause is found, and those who really can't be treated, and those who are trying to stay alive......

Too much, too much.

It's just that at that time, he didn't feel that much, and he couldn't fully understand that feeling.

But now he has too many shortcomings.

"Xiaoru, life is so fragile."

He looked at her, reached out and gently hugged Yuan Xiru in his arms.

"I swore before that I would accompany you into the delivery room when you gave birth, but I was a little scared."

As a doctor, he was afraid of the delivery room, and he was too scared to face it with her.

"That's okay, I can be alone, you don't have to go to the delivery room to accompany me."

Yuan Xiru is not the kind of person who is particularly hypocritical, although she prefers to be with him, but if she can't, she can do it herself.

"No, I have to accompany you, this kind of thing has to be faced by the two of us."

He knows very well how terrifying this kind of thing is to give birth, and Yuan Xiru will definitely be very scared when the time comes.

He didn't want her to go through that alone.

"Then these are also things in a long, long time, let's look at the present."

Yuan Xiru looked at him with a smile.

Gu Jingzhi was suddenly healed by her smile, and he was not so sad for a while.

"Well, let's take care of the things in front of us first, let's eat, how is your appetite today?"

Gu Jingzhi took a deep breath, tried to regulate himself, and then continued to take care of her.