Chapter 32 1910/03 3 Cloudy I am who I am
I am male, 37, a single dog, born in the countryside and grew up in the countryside. My birth is a legend for me, and I am probably the seventh, eighth, or ninth in my family.
I didn't ask my mother specifically about this, because I didn't want my mother to recall the painful past, I know that my eldest sister died of illness when she was a few years old, and my current eldest sister is actually the second, and the fifth may be the fifth.
I heard my mother say that the reason why so many girls are born is because there is a nine-girl star in the sky, and if you look through it is really cool, the star will become nine.
I remember when I was a child, I saw it right above the old house, and my mother didn't let me see it after only seeing it once, and she didn't allow me to see it in the future, saying that if I saw too much, I would have nine daughters.
I'm also scared, I haven't seen it later, and I must see more when I have the opportunity in the future, I like my daughter more than my son.
My mom said she just watched it a lot, that's why she gave birth to so many girls. The countryside is relatively feudal, and there is no son who is afraid of jokes and even more afraid of despair, so he gave birth hard, avoiding family planning, but unfortunately all of them are women, and I can feel the despair at that time.
My mom must be even more desperate, this can't work, I have to find a way! Later, I found out that there was a goddess eighty miles away from my house.
My mother hid from my father, (because my father was a village cadre at the time, and resolutely opposed feudal superstition) to go to the goddess to ask, and the goddess said that the next child is small, and the god who sent you the kid is called: Red Lady Sun God (bless) (Since then I have the tablet of the Red Lady Sun God in my house) So I came to the world like this.
At that time, at least half of the village was alarmed, and many old ladies with bound feet were on crutches to see the strange! That guy, that scene, is simply: gongs and drums, colorful flags!
I grew up listening to this story, so I always thought of myself as a child of God, and I never doubted it even after I stayed in two grades from the first to the fifth grade.
Not only did I believe that I was a child of God, but I also felt that I was a person with an aura. This aura is: the Peach Blossom Luck Halo.
Yes, it's not the protagonist aura, it's not the body protection aura, it's the peach blossom luck aura. I thought so two years ago (and finally found out that it was a peach blossom robbery).
This aura was activated when I was twelve years old, when I was in the fifth grade. There was an incident that I remember vividly: there were so many children in my group that they ran and ran like crazy every day.
As soon as I came back, my leg hurt. My mom rubbed my legs every night, and I rubbed them until midnight, (so I must honor my parents) It doesn't hurt all the time!
So my mother asked the goddess again, and she said, "You child is tied to a chain by God (no wonder I am a dog âȘă»Ïă»âȘ), and it will be untied at the age of twelve."
I don't know if something magical happened when I was twelve, maybe it happened in another dimension.
What I do know is that when I was twelve years old I had my first love, or at least it felt. The most beautiful girl in my class inexplicably fell in love with me, and the most memorable thing is the little note written to me: I don't just want to be friends with you.
Mom, is this the first love, is this the pushdown? I felt like I was stepping on cotton with the note in my hand, and I was dizzy for a few days!
Not only that, but there was a family maker in the class who made bean sprouts who also liked me, and it was not until many years later, every time I sold bean sprouts, I shouted many times at my doorstep: sell bean sprouts, sell bean sprouts!
But I rarely go out. Now think about what an innocent feeling, as translucent as crystal, but can refract the color of light!
It's a pity I didn't cherish it! Men are cheap, and they never know how to cherish what is easy to get!
As far as I can remember, at least half of the girls in the class have a crush on me! This is the fifth grade! Leave me alone, I'm still a child!