Chapter 51: The Twilight of Hope is the Dawn of Despair
"From another world?" This sentence in the diary made Hongyuan frown suddenly, and his eyes immediately looked at Xiao Ying beside him.
Xiao Ying was excited by Hongyuan's eyes, and her thin body under the dress was tensed nervously.
Who knows, just when she couldn't help but ask, Hongyuan abruptly withdrew her gaze, and then shook her head self-deprecatingly.
Xiao Ying's crossing is a matter of the last few days, and the time just marked in this passage is July 2014, that is, five years ago.
At that time, Hongyuan hadn't even written the book "The Way of Rebirth".
Therefore, it is unlikely that the teenager mentioned in the diary is from the world of cultivation.
Well, it shouldn't be...... Right?
The heartstrings seemed to be lightly touched, but Hongyuan thought about it slightly, and quickly rejected the fleeting thought in his mind.
Gathering his mind, Hongyuan continued to read the diary, and the content recorded in the diary soon ushered in a turning point:
[July 6, 2014, today is my daughter Suene's birthday, in order to celebrate Suene's birthday, I booked a private room at the best restaurant in G City.
Unexpectedly, halfway through the meal, Suyin fainted without warning.
At that moment, I panicked!
I took Suyin to the hospital, and the doctor said that Suyin's illness was very serious, most likely cancer, but it would take some time to diagnose it.
This news was like a bolt from the blue for me, and I didn't even know what the next trial would be waiting for me?
Heaven, I beg you, do not take the last sound away from me, even if it is in exchange for my own life, I am willing! 】
[On July 7, 2014, Sue was still lying in the hospital, but I had to go back to work.
Today, I met again with the teenager of the two special patients.
This time, we talked very broadly, and inexplicably, we talked about loved ones. The boy said that he had lost the person he loved the most, and asked me if I had ever tried to feel like losing a loved one.
I nodded.
But he told me that soon I would taste that feeling again, perhaps...... Only a 'miracle' can save the person I hold dear.
His madness infuriated me completely, and I ordered the guards to beat him up and warn him to dare to talk nonsense again, and I had his forehead lobe cut off and make him a fool.
He didn't speak, just looked at me. At that moment, I suddenly read something deep in his seemingly calm eyes, an indescribable madness, a creepy abomination, as if the bottom of a rippleless lake hid an abyss to hell, as if the world would never stop until it was burned to the ground!
At that moment, I was intimidated by the madness and hatred in his eyes, and I was actually a little lost. I ordered the guards to lock him up in a confinement cell, vowing never to come into contact with this strange patient again. 】
[On July 8, 2014, the disease of the last sound was diagnosed, Wilms tumor was advanced. Doctors said that Moyin would live for another month at most.
The moment I heard the news, I felt like I had been drained of my soul and turned into the walking dead.
God, isn't it enough to take my wife away from me, but also my beloved daughter?
Despite the hospital's claim that there was no hope of a cure for Sutone, I insisted that the hospital provide the best possible treatment for Sutone. I can't just lose the last note, I can't! 】
[July 15, 2014, the past week, is the most painful week of my life.
My heart was bleeding as I watched Sue get her hair shaved and tortured by chemotherapy and radiation.
Sue begged me more than once, saying that she couldn't stand it anymore, that she wanted to say goodbye to this world quietly, but I couldn't allow it, I definitely couldn't allow her to leave me like this! 】
[On July 22, 2014, Sue's condition is still not improving, and I feel that my mental state is getting worse and worse.
In the hospital, I started to treat those patients roughly. I know I'm venting, even though I don't even want to admit it. 】
[On July 23, 2014, today, for the first time, I tried to use electrotherapy on a patient, and the object of electrotherapy was the stupid and stupid female patient who had given me roses, watching her bound body struggle, straightening, and convulsing on the restraint bed, listening to her melodious screams, I suddenly felt unprecedented satisfaction, and it was as if I had transferred all the suffering suffered by Suyin to these patients.
At that moment, I suddenly thought of that different teenager and the madness in his eyes.
I...... Is it infected by his madness!? 】
[On July 30, 2014, the last tone was already dying.] Thinking back to the little angel who happily hugged me and called me dad a month ago, and then looking at my daughter on the bed, who was hairless, emaciated, and angry, I couldn't believe that the two of them could be alone, and I couldn't accept the facts in front of me.
As I left the hospital, the attending physician of Sue Yin held my hand firmly, and I could see the pity and helplessness in his eyes, and at that moment I understood that only a miracle could save my daughter.
Wait, miracle?
I suddenly remembered that the young man in the hospital had said to me that only a 'miracle' could save the people I cherished.
And what is the 'miracle' in his mouth? 】
[On July 31, 2014, I rushed to the hospital overnight to meet the teenager, and I met him in a dark and damp confinement cell. He looked the same as before, holding a book in his hand, quietly reading against the wall, it was a book on astrophysics, so esoteric that I couldn't read it, and I didn't know who gave it to him.
"Planets, stars, galaxies, rivers, local galaxy groups, local galaxy clusters, superclusters, your world is really unbelievably vast and vast......" He suddenly raised his head and looked at me, "My world is different, the sky is round, it is a world on the verge of collapse, far crazier than your world!" ”
I asked him about the "miracle", and he looked at me approvingly, then flipped his hand, and the book disappeared into his palm.
At that moment, I was stunned and looked at him in disbelief.
I know, I've got the right person!
The boy told me that if I wanted to save my daughter, I had to seek the power of 'miracles', but a material world with sound rules would not allow such a thing as 'miracles'.
Because the essence of miracles is the curse and desecration of the inherent rules of the world!
As he said this, the boy's tone was calm, but I could see the madness in his eyes that seemed to drag the whole world into flames.
He said that if I wanted to seek the power of 'miracles', I had to go to the middle of reality and fantasy, materialism and idealism. And he will teach me how to get there.
We talked a lot that night.
About "miracles", about "sacrifices", about ...... That ritual.
That's right, the boy, he taught me the ritual of obtaining the power of "miracles".
That ritual has a strange name, and its name ......
Miracle Hatching Ceremony! 】