Chapter 412: I won't push you away again
Yin Mu looked at the couple quietly, and after a long time, he spoke: "Jinglan, I hope that after Yan'er ascends the throne, you can assist him as you assist me." β
Jing Lan was very surprised: "Your Majesty, you ...... No, it won't! There are so many imperial doctors in the palace, can't they do it? β
Yin Mu smiled faintly, but he didn't say anything to death: "The imperial doctor said that this poison is incurable, and he is thinking about it at this time, so I'll wait, let's talk to the two of you first, isn't it prepared." β
"No......" Jing Lan subconsciously stretched out his hand towards Yin Mu, and took it back after a while.
He really couldn't believe that Yin Mu was in the prime of life, how could he suddenly ...... Only......
"Whether it will be or not, I have to arrange it for Yan'er in advance." Yin Mu smiled indifferently, looked at Jing Lan, and said meaningfully, "When you and I were alone, we were younger than Yan'er. β
"Yes." Jing Lan lowered his eyes, the first emperor was not so stable inside and outside, forcing Yin Mu to face many things alone at a young age, and Yin Mu's current methods have also been slowly tempered since childhood.
But Yan'er is different, Yan'er is sensible and kind-hearted, it can be seen that he will also be a Mingjun in the future, but he has no experience after all, Ruo Yin Mu is really ...... Yan'er is afraid that he will be busy for a while.
An Ge's back trembled uncontrollably, and Jing Lan sensed the uneasiness of the people around him, and reached out to gently hold her hand.
Yin Mu also saw the subtle movements of these two people in front of him, and the hand resting in his sleeve couldn't help but clench it gently, and his fingernails pinched his palms hurt.
It's so uncomfortable.
Even if he lost his life for her, he couldn't shake her in the slightest.
The man who can make her stable and give her stability has always been Jinglan.
Does he regret blocking her for so much?
Yin Mu asked himself if he regretted it.
If it was her and not himself at stake at this time, he didn't dare to guarantee that he could do anything irrational, instead of calmly explaining the aftermath like now.
Now he could only turn a blind eye to the intimacy between the two, pulled out a smile, and said: "Jinglan, you have never interacted with the ministers of the court, but I know that you know how many people in the court are. Yan'er is still young, you promise me that you must help Yan'er well. β
Jing Lan's eyes were also unconsciously red, but he could still stay calm, he nodded and said, "Okay, the minister will not disgrace his life." β
Yin Mu smiled slightly, and couldn't help but rejoice in his heart, although he almost broke with Jinglan at the beginning, he made the right choice after all. Otherwise, at this time, I really don't know who to entrust Yan'er to.
He glanced at An Ge again, and from the time she entered this door until now, she had kept her head down and said nothing.
But it didn't matter, he asked her to come over, just to see her again before he died.
Now that I see it, I have no regrets.
"Go home, that's all I have to say." Yin Mu got up, turned his back, and went to the inner hall.
Jing Lan also led An Ge to get up, and An Ge left with Jing Lan in despair.
Outside, Jing Lan was about to take her out of the palace, but An Ge suddenly and slowly pulled out the hand he was holding with him.
An Ge couldn't hold back any longer, looked up and said to Jinglan: "I'...... I haven't thanked him yet, he is like this for me after all, and if I leave like this today, I will definitely blame myself for the rest of my life. β
Jing Lan also blamed himself in his heart, and Yin Mu's actions once again showed that he had never given up on An Ge.
However, he also knew that if he didn't even apologize, if Yin Mu really went, how sad An Ge would be.
It's not that he doesn't know how naΓ―ve his ideas are...... Yin Mu took his life to save An Ge, but he was jealous like a child.
He looked at An Ge for a long time, and finally let go of his hand and said, "You go, I'll wait for you outside." β
An Ge didn't think about his mood and went back to the dormitory.
Yin Nuo was overjoyed when he saw An Ge coming back, just now he was still complaining that An Ge had no conscience, and the emperor had fallen for this strange poison for her, and she didn't even say sorry. Now that I have turned back, I guess I have repentance.
He hurriedly went in to spread the word, Yin Mu heard that An Ge was back again, and immediately sat up on the edge of the bed, although he didn't speak, Yin Nuo could feel his joy, as if he even had a pale face.
He coughed twice, straightened the hem of his clothes with his own hands, and suddenly asked Yin Nuo, "I look sick and weak?" β
Yin Nuo held back his tears and shook his head: "No, the slave thinks that the emperor is still heroic, very handsome, the most handsome in the world...... The minion is too stupid to boast, but it's great anyway! β
He really couldn't say anything with this mouth, but such a clumsy way of praising people made Yin Mu feel more comfortable, he sat up straight, nodded and said, "You go and bring her in." β
Yin Nuo went out in response, and after a while, Yin Nuo brought An Ge in, and by the way, he called out all the palace maids and maids who were waiting on the side, leaving only the two of them to talk.
As soon as An Ge came in, he knelt down, lowered his head and whimpered: "Your Majesty, I'm sorry, it's all the courtiers who hurt ......."
Yin Mu couldn't help but feel distressed when she saw her emaciated back, first sighed lightly, then chuckled, stood up from the chair, walked to her side, stretched out her hand and said, "You stand up." β
An Ge's gaze followed his hand, and he slowly raised his head and met his eyes...... She shouldn't have held it, but thinking that he had suffered so much for himself, she couldn't bear to refuse again.
Yin Mu looked at her entanglement in her eyes, and suddenly felt that this state of checkmate was very good, because most people would not care about anything with the dying person, and An Ge, who had always been afraid of him like a jackal, tiger and leopard, would be so obedient at this moment.
Suddenly, I felt that I was so humble, a dignified emperor, and I had to die to exchange for the obedience of my beloved woman.
Sure enough, the person who fell in love first was the loser.
He reached out and stroked Ange's long hair, then his cheeks.
It wasn't the first time An Ge knew that his palms were covered with calluses, rough and not like an emperor.
Then, his head was lowered so low that it almost touched her forehead.
An Ge subconsciously wanted to retreat, but Yin Mu reached out and hugged her, gentle but irresistible.
He just hugged her so quietly, as if he was holding the most cherished treasure, very cherished, very careful.
"I don't blame you." He said.
An Ge tried to struggle, but didn't do anything more.
The person who is about to die, let alone die for her, how can she have the face to be so ruthless?
Yuan Qilu is, and now Yin Mu is ......
After a long time, Yin Mu suddenly spoke, and whispered in her ear: "If there is an afterlife, I will meet you first, and I will never let you go again." β
This sentence made An Ge, who had been holding on to not crying, suddenly couldn't hold it anymore and leaned on his chest and cried.
My heart seemed to be clenched by something, it hurt and stuffy, I couldn't breathe with my mouth open, everything I got along with him came to my mind, and at the beginning, she obviously met him first.
She has always respected and feared him, and when she mistakenly thought that he hurt Jinglan, she hated and even wanted to kill him, but now that she thinks about it, he has not done anything to be sorry for their husband and wife.
He holds the power of life and death, but he only bluffs her.
If you had entered the palace at the beginning, would everything have been different? Will you find that Yin Mu is really not what he thought at the beginning......
However, what if, how can there be such a thing as love, until this moment, until this moment when Yin Mu might die for her, An Ge was sure that she didn't have a trace of affection for him, she only had Jinglan in her heart.
For Yin Mu, he was distressed and guilty, but he didn't fall in love with her because of this.
She is too hard-hearted, and the man who falls in love with her easily does not end well.
Yin Mu let go of her, raised his hand to wipe her tears, gentle as moonlight, he smiled and coaxed: "Don't cry, otherwise when Jinglan sees you go out with red eyes later, she will think that I am bullying you." β
An Ge whimpered and nodded, but she couldn't help it.
Yin Mu went back to the throne and sat down, didn't look at her anymore, and only said, "You go back." β
An Ge clenched her sleeves tightly, and after a long time, she said in a dumb voice: "Your Majesty, if there is an afterlife, I will meet you first, and I will definitely not give up on you early." β
In an instant, it was like some fireworks exploded in the bottom of his heart, and Yin Mu's eyes blurred.
With this saying, everything he has done over the years has been worth it.
She's hard-hearted, but she's also been heated by herself.
He held back the tears in his eyes, got up again, straightened out her clothes that had just been crumpled by himself, and said in a gentle voice: "Go out quickly, it's dawn." β
An Ge bit his lip, nodded, and was stunned for a moment before turning around and going out.
Yin Mu kept staring at her figure until she walked out of the inner hall, and a fishy sweetness held in her heart suddenly rushed up.
Yin Nuo heard the movement, hurriedly came in, and when he saw this big pool of blood, he panicked for a while and didn't know what to do, and he was about to cry again.
But Yin Mu was in a very good mood at the moment, looked at Yin Nuo lightly, and said with a smile: "What are you panicking about, go and call someone to deal with these bloodstains, and then go to the court and tell Baiguan that I am not feeling well today, so I won't go to the court, and tell them to go home and rest." β
"Yes, yes......" Yin Nuo hurriedly responded.
Yin Mu explained again: "Don't let the concubine know my current situation. β
Yin Nuo nodded and asked boldly: "Then what if any lady has to come to see the emperor?" β
Yin Mu glanced at him lightly and said, "Yin Nuo, I see that you are going back more and more, just say a few words to deal with the past, you used to be, but now you won't?" β
"Yes, slave understood...... Yin Nuo had no choice but to come down.
In fact, the reason why he asked so much was because Yin Mu was so weak now...... If he suddenly passed out, he really didn't know what to do, and he didn't dare to make any decisions.
He went out of the dormitory, and ordered the emperor to explain the things one by one, and looked ahead from a distance, Jinglan and An Ge walked together, An Ge lowered his head, kept rubbing his eyes, and seemed to be crying.
And the commanding general, with gentle eyes, walked side by side with her, opening his mouth to say something from time to time, as if to comfort her.
There were so many people in the palace, and the palace maids came and went, but the two of them didn't care, as if they were the only two of them in the world at this moment.
Yin Nuo sighed softly, even if he was a eunuch, even if he hadn't felt what love was, he could see that these two people really loved each other.
And the unrequited love of his master is destined to not end well.