School started, and Bunny packed up his things and said goodbye to the boar. The boar repeatedly told her to study hard, although it is not necessary to be educated to succeed, but people with high education and good jobs will go smoothly on the road of life.

The secondary school is in Guankou City, a county-level city under the jurisdiction of Rongcheng. In order to save fares, Xiaotu took a hitchhike from a relative's factory to deliver goods.

Aunt Rabbit's youngest son works in Guankou City, and Aunt Rabbit sends Rabbit to report to school and go to see her youngest son by the way.

Therefore, when other students reported to the school, their parents helped them run up and down, and the little rabbit had to help the elderly aunt up and down the stairs.

Seeing this, her homeroom teacher said very euphemistically that the admission procedures are complicated, and it is better to let her parents accompany her, and not let her grandmother run with her.

Xiaotu explained that this was his eldest aunt, who was just here to visit relatives, not his grandmother.

Because Aunt Rabbit is almost eighty years old, and Little Rabbit is only fifteen years old, the head teacher looked at their faces again and again, and couldn't help but say what they wanted to say.

Even if the head teacher didn't say anything, Bunny guessed what she wanted to say. The head teacher is calculating, Aunt Rabbit is almost eighty, and Grandma Rabbit should be at least ninety-five, so Daddy Rabbit is at least fifty, and the difference between sister and brother is thirty years old, maybe not biological...... The head teacher wanted to say that the family was very special, or very complicated.

Little Rabbit also thinks it's really complicated, because the aunt was born to the grandfather's first wife, and the rabbit father was born to the grandfather's last wife. This kind of complicated family relationship makes Xiaotu feel a headache, many years later, the popular palace fighting drama, she is really curious how the people in the play figure out the family relationship?

Of course, these troubles passed quickly, and she liked the new environment of the school. The boring three-point-one-line life for others is simply ideal for her!

In the secondary school, there is no heavy farm work, there is no noisy classmates in elementary and junior high school, there is no family relationship that needs to be handled carefully, and there are many quiet study times for students.

At that time, the secondary schools were still very formal, and nothing too out of the ordinary happened, and most of these 15 to 20-year-old students came from more remote areas, and they couldn't do anything too much. The biggest thing is to climb over the fence and play game consoles; The boy secretly smoked and burned the mosquito net; Girls quarrel and pull each other's hair.

At school, what made her even happier was that she was not so nervous about studying at the secondary school, and she joined the school's literature club in the second month of school. Almost every week, her small articles are selected in the weekly newspaper of the Literary Society, and it is really a great sense of accomplishment to watch her hard work turn into lead words.

She also made a good friend in the literary club, she called her Sister Yang. Sister Yang comes from a place with "Yang" in the place name, and people are as cheerful and generous as the sunshine, and under her influence, the little rabbit is also a lot more cheerful.

Sister Yang is two years older than Little Rabbit, so she asked Little Rabbit not to be so inferior, saying that everyone has shortcomings, and you must face up to your own shortcomings, but you must also be brave to show your strengths.

But Xiaotu can't think of any advantages for herself, Sister Yang said that her words have aura, which is a big advantage. He also said that other members of the club have to hold back the words to make up the number of words when writing articles, and the rabbit wants to reduce the number of words as much as possible, which is really something to write than far-fetched, which is also an advantage.

The advantages of this casual gesture made Rabbit excited for several days, and she was even more excited than getting the first place in the exam. Little Rabbit really lacks a sense of belonging and identity, and Sister Yang's words may sound like a cliché of compliments to others, but in Little Rabbit's heart, they are like a guiding light.

However, inferiority complex is a shadow rooted in the heart since childhood, how can you get rid of it by enlightening yourself and encouraging yourself? You can only try to be as positive as possible, and use all your strength to get closer to the sunshine.

Low self-esteem is not due to a bad environment, but to contrast.

For example, Sister Yang is also from the countryside, but she has been the strongest among the children in the village in everything since she was a child, and she has never bowed her head to anyone and begged anyone, and of course she is a lot tougher in her words and actions.

But no matter how hard the rabbit studies, he will not be the strongest, even if he wins the first place in the rural school, and after entering the city, he compares with the children of his relatives, not only has good grades, but also is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and he has become a nerd who reads dead books.

For another example, she and Sister Yang had saved up for a long time, coupled with the meager bonus given by the Literature Society, and finally went to Jiangyou Li Bai's hometown as she wished during the winter vacation. But when chatting during the Spring Festival, I inadvertently mentioned this matter, and when the relatives in the city heard it, they only got white eyes.

Because Li Bai's hometown has not yet left the province, those cousins and nieces who are a generation younger than themselves have casually visited the former residences of foreign literary giants whose names they have never even heard of.

Although the shadow of inferiority complex is difficult to go, Xiaotu still has a clear goal in life, that is, to live like Sister Yang.

The lives depicted in the novel are too far away, and the little rabbit doesn't dare to hope for extravagance, but he still has to live a down-to-earth and independent life, that is, to live every day like Sister Yang.

She secretly thought that the first novel she wrote in the future must be based on Sister Yang as the protagonist, so that she can live her life like Sister Yang again.

At the age of fifteen and the Spring Festival at the age of sixteen, the little rabbit spent the New Year in Rongcheng and went home on the third day of the first lunar month.

As she grew up, her self-esteem was stronger, and she didn't want to live with relatives, and her parents stopped forcing it. She didn't ask for anything this time, and she resolutely didn't want to give her New Year's money. She also sent a lot of bacon, sausages, dried radish, citrus, dried mushrooms and so on to relatives.

Because Xiaotu's father opened a scrap yard on the edge of Sweet Potato City, the family's life is a little more comfortable, and when she grows so big, she feels that she can stand up straight and talk in front of her relatives for the first time.

This year's Spring Festival came and went in Rongcheng in a hurry, and the mountain boar returned to Hongtiao City for the New Year, and they never met. When the boar returned to Rongcheng and brought a lot of gifts to Xiaotu, she knew that she had returned to sweet potato city.

The boar took the gifts to the trash can and burned them, and was fined 50 yuan for burning the things indiscriminately.

Others laughed at him and said, even if the person is not here, you can wait for someone to come and send it, or go to the sweet potato market to send it, or transfer it to others, why do you have to burn it?

The boar said that it was providential that this gift could not be sent, and there was no need to wait. Moreover, the things he gave to the rabbit must not be transferred to others, so he had to burn it. Of course, the bunny didn't know this at that time.

Before the start of school, Xiaotu prepared her luggage early, and other students were afraid to go to school, so she was looking forward to going to school.

This semester, when Xiaotu turned sixteenth birthday, she found that she had jumped tall, and she happily jumped high for Sister Yang to see.

Sister Yang didn't know what to be happy about, because between the ages of twelve and seventeen was supposed to be the time when the height grew the most obviously. The little rabbit said that it is better to grow taller, so as not to always look up to others.

However, the tall rabbit did not gain weight, she likes to go to the streets and alleys to buy old books to read, in order to save money, she eats very simply. Classmates ridiculed her for having a big head, a round face, and a small body, like a bean sprout.

Xiaotu doesn't care what she looks like, as long as it's not ugly enough to affect the city's appearance, anyway, she hasn't thought about being a supermodel star or anything. The vision for the future is only to have a tidy home and a big bookshelf.

Her house is full of waste, no matter how much she cleans it, it looks dirty, and Daddy Rabbit refuses to buy her bookshelves.