Chapter 183: When he wanted to know, he never said much
[Once He Yansheng wanted her to ask, as long as she asked, he would say; And today he hopes that she won't ask anything, and he just needs her to firmly believe that he loves her, and he doesn't want to say anything about He Yansheng for the rest! 】
He Yansheng heard the shout, came back to his senses in a second, and casually turned off the wall lamp next to him. The entire living room was plunged into darkness, except for the corridor lights lit in the hallways.
The frustration in his eyes and the fragility around him are too obvious, this is a relationship related to her, He Yansheng doesn't want others to see it, and he doesn't want to cause her any depression because of it one day in the future.
"Aunt Xu, where is Madame?"
Aunt Xu was obviously stunned, this was the first time that Mr. had officially and publicly mentioned the word Mrs.
"Sir, Madame is upstairs, Madame returned to the room as soon as she came back from outside today, and she didn't even eat dinner together at night."
Aunt Xu said worriedly, Aunt Xu was worried about today's things for a day, she couldn't stop Miss Zhong, if because of her own failure to stop it, the two of them would be estranged again, so that Jean would no longer have a mother, she thought she would probably be able to blame herself to death.
He Yansheng glanced up at the closed door upstairs, his eyes longing and detached.
"Aunt Xu, you will boil a bowl of white sugar and red bean porridge in a while, and serve it in an hour."
Aunt Xu nodded, sighed softly and turned to leave.
He Yansheng raised his feet and walked upstairs, and he stood outside the door for a moment. As if remembering something, he turned and walked away to the children's room.
He gently unscrewed the door, and at the moment of entering, he raised his head decisively, opened his eyes wide to see who it was, and lazily drooped his head, turned his head and continued to sleep.
He Yansheng found that Xi Xi seemed to be getting more and more well-behaved recently, so why don't you add another corn to it tomorrow! Kudos to this little guy.
The little one on the bed in the children's room has already fallen asleep, and his childish face is full of cuteness. The chubby little hand didn't know if it was hot or for some other reason, pushing a thin layer of space far away, the little hand curled up in front of the heart, and the little mouth was pinched as if it was hungry.
He bent down and pulled the quilt on his body for the little one, tilted his head and kissed his eyebrows gently, and the little one grinned as if he felt something.
Xixi thought that his father would give a little care to the little master after caring for him, but He Yansheng quietly exited the room after reading He Youchen.
looked at the closed door, turned helplessly in a circle with a resentful little look, and then whimpered softly, and continued to droop his head, full of unhappiness.
Through a thin layer of curtains, in addition to the moonlight outside the window and the stars in the sky, blinking his eyes and competing happily to spin and jump, there was only a melancholy temperament left to witness He Yansheng's visit, and no one knew how delicate the father's love was tonight.
He Yansheng came out of the children's room and walked to the master bedroom without hesitation, he knew that she must be waiting for him. This feeling is like going back to the night of their wedding, knowing that there are tigers in the mountains and going to the tigers.
He Yansheng laughed at himself, "Heh, it's really getting harder and harder with every step you take now!" Maybe it wasn't easy in the first place! ”
On a lonely night, this delicate male voice is exceptionally shallow with the air.
He uncharacteristically didn't knock on the door, and the moment He Yansheng walked into the room, Zhong Zixi knew that he was coming. Two husband and wife who are familiar and have known each other for a long time, those hidden and detailed tacit understandings are inadvertently transmitted, like love
Threads, such as movements, such as body language.
He Yansheng walked around the back and walked to the sofa next to him and sat down, the woman held a glass of milk in her hand and smiled gently, such Zhong Zixi had not been seen for a long time.
With a unique aura in the gentle atmosphere, she reached out to probe the temperature of the wall of the cup, and said to He Yansheng with a smile.
"It's okay, it's not cold yet."
She didn't specifically mean anything, and He Yansheng already knew what she was talking about.
He straightened up, bowed forward slightly, and stretched out his hand to take the glass of milk in Zhong Zixi's hand. The milk in the mug under the light has formed a shallow milk skin, but it can't hide the thick fragrance.
He picked up the teacup and shook it gently, blending the two shallowly, tasting it, and responding gently with his lips hooked.
"It's sweet, it's soft and glutinous, it's delicious."
A shallow smile appeared on Zhong Zixi's cheeks, very faint, it looked like a feeling of letting go, with a shallow meditation.
This kind of Zhong Zixi made him a little nervous for no reason, and the indescribable feeling lingered in his heart for a day, and He Yansheng on this day was like a dying man, hanging on a high peak. The mood up and down is like a roller coaster, panic and apprehension. When she finally came home and saw her like this, she should have calmed down, but for some reason she was still afraid.
He knew that she wouldn't leave, but what he left behind was such a walking corpse Zhong Zixi, and he didn't know if he would follow in Xu Baihang's footsteps. Will he regret today's choice in the future, too stubborn?
"Zizi, do you have something to say to me?" He Yansheng was frantically tentative on the edge of uneasiness, and he was tempted.
Zhong Zixi smiled lightly, she turned around and her eyes fell on He Yansheng's eyebrows, and her expression was a little helpless and revealing a faint puzzle.
"He Yansheng, what are you trying to do? It's better to ask me directly, do you know that I am sick and very sick? ”
"Zizi, you...... You know it all? It took him a while to gradually regain his voice, his vocal range trembling, and I don't know how long it took to gradually return to that normal state.
"He Yansheng, did you already know that I was sick?"
Zhong Zixi's eyes were firm, trying to find a trace of evidence from his flawed emotions. He Yansheng's eyes wandered, staring into the distance, until a long time before he gradually calmed down.
"Zizi, don't be afraid, I will accompany you, and I will accompany you until the end of the world. I will help you with the explanations you want to verify and the evidence you want, and then hand over the handle of the He family to your hands and make a decision by you, including everything back then, I will accompany you to get it back little by little, and you wait for me before that, okay? ”
The affection of this answer suddenly made Zhong Zixi not know how to continue.
In fact, she still has a lot to ask, she wants to ask when he knew she was sick? She wanted to ask how sick she really was. She wanted to ask if it was because she knew that she was sick that she had this show in Ziyan Huafu? She also wanted to ask what had happened back then, what did he know, and what else did she not know?
Zhong Zixi's eyes were full of emotions, layer by layer.
He Yansheng got up and knelt next to her, the man's right hand was propped up behind Zhong Zixi, and he sank down and wrapped his left hand around the back of her head.
A light kiss that is pure and without a trace of lust, very light and light, just falls
She is in the center of her eyebrows.
This kiss reminded Zhong Zixi of the legend of the ancient Greek laurel wreath: "After the sun god Apollo was shot by Cupid, he couldn't help falling in love with Daphne, the daughter of the river god, and begged his father to turn her into a laurel tree in order to avoid Apollo's fanatical pursuit." Although Daphne was a tree, Apollo still liked her, and he told Daphne that you would be my tree, and you would be the crown of the victor. ”
Although He Yansheng kissed lightly and didn't say anything, Zhong Zixi could always feel some differences.
In fact, the moment He Yansheng kissed her, he did think about it.
'This life is so long, and there are so many people you can meet, but every time it's you, and time is not sparing love. Zizi, I am willing to give you this life, from the beginning to the end, never give up! ’
There have been too many surprises in her life, and now she can't afford the unknown news.
The more I want to know, the more I don't know how to ask, to know the answers. Or to put it strictly, maybe it wasn't that he didn't want to say it, but she didn't have the courage to ask.
On this night, reconciliation without reconciliation is fermenting; On this night, it seemed as if something was changing between them; This night, they seemed to be back to their original feelings.
And she didn't know that day would come so soon, and when the truth should be revealed, even if you don't want to hear it, the whole world will choose to give you a result and an answer you never thought of during that time.
And Zhong Zixi really listened to the young man's words seriously, and he was calm and calm.
This life is so short, she still has too many unfulfilled wishes, the child is her debt, He Yansheng is her calamity, so many things that need her to worry about need to be completed, hatred seems to be really not worth mentioning.
Even Jiang Yu noticed the changes in Zhong Zixi, it seemed that people had become more energetic, and they seemed to always have a smile on their faces.
There is not much difference in age between her and Jiang Yu, and they will have a more intimate relationship than others after getting along for a long time, and they will be more casual when they joke.
And today's Jiang Yu always stared at her, her eyes were motionless and a little scary, like a joke. Zhong Zixi looked back at her funny: "What's wrong with you?" You little girl is very wrong today, and she looked at me all morning. How can there be any happy events to share, rest assured that the red envelopes have already been prepared, and they are proper. ”
The little girl is thin-skinned, and she is inevitably a little shy when she is teased.
"Sister Zixi, you did it on purpose! Could it be that you are reminding me that I met you too late and didn't give you a wedding red envelope? Jiang Yu's voice is crisp, and she also has a unique Wu Nong soft language when she jokes, which makes people feel distressed when she hears it.
The expression on Zhong Zixi's face changed at the beginning, and he was subconsciously a little unnatural.
Jiang Yu also sensed her sense of loss, and she asked uncertainly. "Sister Zixi, did I say the wrong thing?"
She knew that Zhong Zixi had an awkward relationship with He Yansheng, and she hadn't heard her mention He Yansheng when she knew Zhong Zixi. When the man approached her to understand the situation before, he didn't say too much, she only knew that they had a conflict now, and she didn't know exactly what kind of contradiction it was.
Could it be that He Yansheng did something sorry for her sister at the beginning, one had to leave, the other refused to leave, and now one is seeking to get back together online, and the other is unwilling to get back together.
Jiang Yu said in her heart, "Pig brain, aren't you pouring salt on other people's wounds? ’