I was a little anxious, and I knocked on the door vigorously, calling Luojia's name loudly, but after knocking for a while, there was still no response, and I was ready to kick the door.

At this time, an aunt who came with a cart said, "Young man, don't knock. The girl who lives in this room has already checked out and left. ”

"What?! Checked out and left? When was this? I asked excitedly.

Auntie thought for a while and said, "It's been about half an hour, but she put something at the front desk downstairs and said it was for you." ”

When I heard this, I couldn't listen to anything, so I took out my mobile phone and called Luojia, but it was already prompted to turn it off. I rushed back to the room, picked up the sleeping little bean, who was still asleep, rubbed his eyes and said, "Daddy, what are you doing?" ”

"Find your Aunt Luojia!" I put Xiaodouzi on my back, ran downstairs quickly, ran to the front desk and asked, "The guests in room 818, did you check out and leave something for me?" ”

The lady at the front desk said, "Yes." Wait a minute. The young lady turned around and took out an envelope to me, and when I took it, there was a card and a piece of paper inside.

There are rows of words written on the paper, the handwriting is beautiful, elegant, and looking at the handwriting, it seems to have a classical charm.

"Zhou Qing, when you read this letter, I have already left, please forgive me for saying goodbye. During this time, too many things have happened, and your acquaintance may be the beginning of fate. I don't know when, I already have feelings for you, maybe it's a kiss at the bottom of the ditch, maybe it's the sacrifice in the tomb, but these don't matter, I love you, but I haven't had the courage to tell you.

Perhaps, I lack the courage.

I once fantasized that I would stay with you, grow old with you, lean on the building to listen to the wind and rain, and look down on the rivers and lakes.

At every stage of life, there should be a very beautiful dream, even if the dream is unrealistic, even if it is just some illusory things, but at least it proves that at this stage, there have been some beautiful meetings.

Zhou Qing, forgive me for being discouraged first and forgive me for leaving. Because fantasy is sometimes too beautiful, like the sun is too dazzling, so I can't open my eyes and can't see the real future. Reality is always so cruel, and I have seen through this hundreds of years ago.

Once, I told myself countless times that I would leave everything behind and be with you desperately. Even if the future is a mountain of swords, a sea of fire, and the poison of the mandala goes deep into the bone marrow, I am willing to sink with you.

However, the loss and helplessness when I woke up from a dream made me almost die of pain.

When I was writing this letter to you, I thought again, maybe in a few more years, I drank Meng Po soup, experienced reincarnation, when I met you, maybe you were old at that time, if we can meet again in the red dust, when I touch your face, I will remember the bits and pieces and warmth at this time.

Don't be sad, don't be sad, okay?

I'm afraid, afraid that you'll let yourself fall all over your body when you chase me. You belong to yourself, and you shouldn't bear anything for me, what you need is not shackles, but the sky to be able to fly freely.

People and ghosts have different paths, this is an insurmountable dividing line, I can't cross it, and you can't cross it.

So I let it go and left.

The relationship we passed by is not a simple look back, but a memory that I will always remember in my life for hundreds of years. Don't look for me again, you should forget me, just as I will gradually forget you.

I only remembered to meet at other times, and I dreamed of the same soul with you a few times.

Goodbye, Zhou Qing ......"

I saw the end of the letter, the corners of my eyes were already quietly moist, and I could only look up at the sky, so that the bitter tears would not flow into my mouth, but hope that the tears would flow back to my heart.

I thought that after going through so much, Luojia and I were inseparable from each other, no matter how much suffering lay ahead, I could grit my teeth and face the past, even in the face of death, I was fearless, but I didn't want Luojia to give me the answer like this.

No wonder she behaved a little strangely last night, maybe she had already thought about leaving. I couldn't help but want to look up to the sky and roar, and I wanted to chase hard, but Luojia's footsteps were so far and her figure was so blurred, I couldn't catch up.

At the end of the letter, she said that Kari had left me enough money to find a way to get out of Yuncheng. I knew very well in my heart that Luojia was deliberately trying to avoid me, and I couldn't find it at all.

Little Beanzi shook my arm and said, "Daddy, why are you crying?" Daddy, don't cry, Xiaodouzi will be very sad. ”

I took a deep breath, held Xiaodouzi in my arms and said, "Good son, you are the only one left by Daddy's side now, you won't leave Daddy, right?" ”

Little Douzi shook her head and said, "No." Douzi has to follow his father for the rest of his life. ”

I kissed him, squeezed out a smile and said, "Okay, let's go." ”

Luojia's departure was a bit inexplicable, and I could see from her letter that she still couldn't accept the boundaries of our different paths. I walked down the street, somewhat aimlessly, and finally stopped in front of a bank, took out the card that Luojia had left for me, and withdrew some money.

I want to leave Yuncheng, and I can't move an inch without money. The plane could not be sitting, I had to find a taxi casually, let him send out of the city, as soon as I arrived at the toll booth at the highway intersection, I saw from a distance that there were police in the investigation of vehicles one by one, even the compartment of the big truck did not let go, I had no choice but to give up, gave the driver money, I walked and left quickly.

If you can't go this way, let alone the bus station, train station and airport. I thought about it again and again, and decided to lurk in Yuncheng for a few more days, and then find a chance to leave when the limelight passed.

Xiaodouzi is very eye-catching with a red belly pocket, easy to be found, I went to buy him a dress and a hat to wear, I didn't dare to stay in a too high-end hotel, but found a small hotel on the side of the road, and lied that his ID card was lost.

At first, the boss was reluctant to let me live, so I gave a few hundred yuan more, and the boss agreed and opened a room for me. I sat on the bed, looked at my phone, couldn't help but want to call Luojia, hesitated for a long time, but held back.

It's almost evening, so I'm going to go out and buy something to eat, so I'll go out as little as I can if I'm fine. As soon as I opened the door of the room with Xiaodouzi in my hand, I was greeted by a teenager dressed in a non-mainstream dress with dyed red hair.

"Brother Red-Haired?!" I recognized him at a glance and exclaimed. This feeling of seeing an acquaintance and friend when you are helpless in a foreign land is really beautiful.

The red-haired brother frowned, looked me up and down and said, "Zhou Qing? Why are you kid here? ”

I was stunned for a moment and said, "Come to Yuncheng to play, you are here so coincidentally?" ”

Brother Hongmao said unceremoniously: "You are quite good at playing, play the Jiang family to the bottom, kill so many people in the Jiang family, and now you are wanted in the whole city." ”

I hurriedly covered the mouth of the red-haired brother, dragged him into the room and said, "Big brother, be quiet, do you want to kill me?" ”

The red-haired brother smiled: "What's wrong? Do you have the courage to kill the Jiang family to make a fuss, and now you will become a coward? ”

I rolled my eyes and said, "It's a long story, how do you know?" ”

The red-haired brother said in bed: "Who is my red-haired brother, can there be something I don't know?" But how do you take this little kid to a small hotel? I remember that the female ghost named Luojia is quite rich, isn't she also here? ”

I said with some bitterness, "She's gone." Don't talk to me about it. The red-haired brother lit a cigarette and smoked it and said, "Gone?" I just saw her in a hurry, how can I leave you alone. ”

As soon as I heard Brother Hongmao's words, I couldn't bear it, grabbed his collar, and said excitedly, "What are you talking about?" Did you see Luojia? Where is it? Take me there! ”

The red-haired brother said: "I'll rub, why are you so excited." When I first came over, I saw her under the overpass, but she seemed to be being targeted by the Jiang family, and she might be in trouble. Don't go along. ”

I didn't care so much, I dragged the red-haired brother up and said, "Don't BB, hurry up and take me to her, find someone, I will treat you to a big meal." When the red-haired brother heard that he was eating a big meal, his eyes lit up and said: "Lao Tzu has convinced you, but don't talk about it!" ”