Body Chapter 0182 Metamorphosis
After eating with her grandparents, Murong Xue returned to the apartment in a trance.
Murong Xue recalled what her grandfather said, is she brave enough to pursue it?!! In the previous life, she was desperate to pursue bravely, but unfortunately she met non-human, in this life she always cowered, never dared to deliver all the sincerity, but coveted the warmth they gave, she was really selfish.......
Did she get her wrong about the meaning of love......
The sky outside was still clear, but her heart was as cold as a rainy day......
Actually, she really didn't know what those were going to do?!! No, she knows......
She knew, but she blinded her heart because she was greedy for the warmth she couldn't get in her previous life......
Then the people she cares about leave one by one, until the end, will she get the same ending as in the previous life.......
If you don't die, you won't die. Her cowardly heart is completely giving up on herself, not saving herself, and she has been reborn for so long, and she has only now seen through the essence.......
Her selfishness dragged down not only herself, but even people who cared about herself, such as Brother Chu, such as Shangguan Mo......
She had been biting the fault on Shangguan Mo before, in fact, she didn't see it clearly, and the mistake was on her own, so that there was a rift in the relationship between them, so that the accident could be taken advantage of........
When she felt that she was hurt, she coveted Brother Chu's tenderness, she knew it. She actually did such an excessive thing, how could she use the kindness of others to comfort her wounded heart, didn't this pull the people she cared about into the abyss that she couldn't extricate herself from?
And the panic that she couldn't look at her heart, what a despicable person she was, and now she finally faced herself......
Murong Xue suddenly woke up and rushed out. She drove quickly in the direction of Huang Fuyi's base.
She is now awake to her senses, hoping that everything is still in time, that she will ......
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The next day, Murong Xue was already sitting on the plane to Kyoto, she looked at the sea of clouds outside the window, and there was a faint regret in her heart, she understood what her grandfather said, but unfortunately she was still a step late.......
Yesterday, when she arrived at the base where she had been with Huang Fuyi before, there was still the grandeur she had seen before, and her heart became desolate in front of the pile of ruins, and he had cut off all ties with her, so determined and arrogant......
Murong Xue stood there for a long, long time, until the sun had set and dusk had turned into night.......
But no matter what, she has decided to start over, goodbye, cowardly Murong Xue. Goodbye, despicable Murong Xue. Goodbye, Murong Xue, who couldn't be liberated in her previous life......
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It's a very ordinary café, but the atmosphere inside is very good, soothing music, and a lot of beautiful flowers and plants around it, each seat is separated by a screen, it's about work time, there is no one in the store, Murong Xue sat on the window, looking at the figure of passers-by walking hurriedly, with a flat smile on the corner of her mouth......
"I'm sorry, Xiaoxue, have you been waiting for a long time?" Chu Yisen hurriedly walked over, his breath was a little panting, and he was still sweating slightly.
Murong Xue held the coffee in her hand and said with a faint smile, "No, I just arrived, sit down, Brother Chu, I'm sorry, I always let you come out so suddenly......"
Chu Yisen pulled out a chair and sat down, and Murong Xue took the initiative to ask him out, making him happier than anything else. "Why did Xiaoxue come here?" This side is not very far from his company, and he remembers that Xiaoxue rarely goes to this side.
"There are some words, I want to say something to Brother Chu...... Murong Xue changed her previous overwhelmed, she looked at Chu Yisen's firm mouth.
The smile on the corner of Chu Yisen's mouth froze, and then recovered, "No matter what you say, I will listen carefully." ”
"Brother Chu, thank you for being willing to listen to me." Murong Xue opened her mouth shallowly, then paused, and continued. "Brother Chu, I have someone I like, and I have decided to follow him all the time in this life......"
She looked at Chu Yisen and found that his face was pale, but he still maintained an upright sitting posture, she had ignored how deep Brother Chu was before, and only cared about her own selfishness, from now on, she would never get along with the two of them ambiguously, since it was her fault, then it was up to her to bear the result......
"I'm sorry, Brother Chu! Actually, I've always known ......" Murong Xue's cold eyes had firmness and a hint of determination. "I know Brother Chu's mind......"
Chu Yisen still listened silently, Murong Xue clenched the coffee cup again, the faint heat in the cup seemed to give her courage, "Brother Chu misjudged me, I am actually so willful and selfish, and I am not as gentle as Brother Chu sees." ”
"I'm just a selfish person, from now on, I won't let Big Brother Chu confuse me anymore...... And thank you, Brother Chu, for accommodating me before......"
Murong Xue put down the coffee cup and clenched her fists, "I will follow the person I like, and I will never change again in this life." I hope that Brother Chu can also be happy, and I will not occupy Brother Chu's arms as wantonly as before in the future, I'm sorry, it's my selfishness that makes Brother Chu hope......"
Chu Yisen opened his mouth, it was the first time he saw Xiaoxue say his thoughts so clearly, she in front of her was less shy and flustered than before, less soft and overwhelmed, and more dazzling than before, "Xiaoxue, I'm completely hopeless, right?" Unlike the gentle and affectionate tone in the past, she actually said it so thoroughly, and she had cut off his hope.
After Murong Xue glanced at him, although she felt distressed in her heart, she did not have the reluctance to fall in love, she had already seen it clearly, she would not be confused anymore, nor would she give people unwarranted hope, hurt others and hurt herself. "Yes, Brother Chu! Already...... I've made up my mind......"
After being silent for a long time, Chu Yisen spoke softly again, "Even if I don't need you to love me, you don't need to worry about me, let alone ignore me...... Can't you just let me stay with you? Even the tenderness she coveted had been abandoned by her, in fact, he didn't know that Murong Xue was just greedy for his tenderness when she was vulnerable, and he also knew that she had no love for him, but that's it, he was also willing......
Gentleness who doesn't need to be responsible, what a beautiful cage, Brother Chu has already trapped himself in a cage, "Brother Chu, I don't need it anymore!" So come out too! All right? She wanted to let go of Big Brother Chu and untie the iron ropes she was wrapped around Big Brother Chu......
"Okay, I see!" Chu Yisen got up and strode towards the door, he couldn't even say goodbye in front of Murong Xue for the first time and was about to leave, he was worried that he would lose control in the next second, then Murong Xue would be very embarrassed, it was rare that she had grown up, how could he become a stumbling block to her, everything she wanted, he would fulfill her, even if he gave up himself.......
Murong Xue looked at the figure of Brother Chu turning around and leaving, she didn't move, she picked up the coffee that was already cold, and took a shallow sip, a slightly bitter taste spread in her heart.
It's hard to drink!? She put down the coffee cup, from now on, she lost the gentleness of Brother Chu, but Brother Chu will be relieved by this.......
The pedestrians by the window are still constantly changing, or happy or angry or anxious, so that she can see it with relish, everyone has their own troubles, how ignorant she was before......
She got up to pay the bill, ignoring the waiter's admiring gaze, others only saw her beautiful appearance, how could they know what kind of heart was under her gorgeous skin......
Murong Xue walked out of the door of the store, the sun outside was still a little dazzling, but it made her feel warm and comfortable, she had already stepped out of the castle with one foot, and there was no need to wait for someone else's salvation inside...... She can do it herself, can't she?!!
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The next day, Murong Xue put on her school uniform and prepared to go to school.
The students on the school road would still look at her and laugh at her, but now that I think about it, it's not that she is so good, she just happened to be the topic, it's not something to be proud of, on the contrary, she should feel guilty......
When she walked to the classroom, she found that everyone was gathered in a pile, and there were bursts of laughter from time to time, she was surprised, there were very few such situations in the classroom, she walked over curiously, and heard their discussion......
"Wow! This is so beautiful! One of the girls exclaimed.
"Hehe, this is a high-end brand bracelet of chia in country C, or is it a limited edition!" A familiar voice made Murong Xue's footsteps pause.
"Xiaofei, I didn't expect your family to be so rich, just like a princess, so envious!" Another girl exaggerated.
"Xiaofei, let's date, I found out that I fell in love with you......" said a boy.
"Go, go on the side, you dick still want to chase Xiaofei, line up to ......"
"Hehe, don't say that, I'm so embarrassed......." Huang Xiaofei said that she was embarrassed, but there was a slight look of pride on her face.
"Xiaofei is really beautiful, what's so embarrassing, these stinky boys, it's too far to chase you......"
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