Chapter 273: All Things Have Sentient Feelings

The sunset faded, the twilight was heavy, and there were dots of lights shining in Lingzhou City in the distance. The moon is very thin and pale, sticking to the sky like a paper-cut, and the bright moon does not know when it will be sprinkled all over the mountains and rivers.

Hu Xianxian sat under the big camphor tree and felt restless, not only because Cheng Haofeng was stubborn and made her angry, but also because she had an urge to destroy everything, including herself.

The thought kept swirling in her mind, all the sins and filths of this world can only be washed away with blood! Not only the world you live in should be destroyed, but even the Qingqiu country, even the earth, everything should be destroyed!

It's so annoying and tired to live a life myself, it's better to be a ruthless and ignorant stone!

She knew that Du Wanzhi said a lot of persuasive words behind her, and then stood silently for a long time, but she still kept silent and thought about her own things. When Du Wanzhi saw her like this, she had to sigh and walk away.

The manic and gloomy desire to kill in Hu Xianxian's heart devoured her reason like hellish karmic fire, and she just sat struggling to suppress her killing intent.

The moon was getting brighter, the noise was quieting, and the killing intent in her heart was getting worse and worse. She already felt that Cheng Haofeng didn't care if he lived or died, and he would eventually die out of nothingness, so why should she be reluctant?

How could he have made so many mistakes just because of himself? Since he arranged for King Shenjun to marry Ke Yajie, didn't he also regard interests as more important than affection? He must not think that King Shenjun is inferior to Shen Zhujun, in his opinion, as long as Shenjun ascends the throne in the future and crowns Shen Zhujun as the queen, it will be good for her.

Men always regard women's fulfillment of love as weakness and compromise, and women always regard men's doting and closeness as love and affection, and the love in this world is really ridiculous!

Everything that has life inevitably plunders other lives and mutilates other lives, and there is no absolutely pure life at all! Then, let all life be cut off! The sky is clear, the earth is lonely, there is no life, no more filth!

Approaching the Mid-Autumn Festival, the moon was rounding, Hu Xianxian looked at the shadow in the moon, the killing intent rushed straight forward, and the frenzied mood caused her to tremble at the fontanelle.

She let out a long whistle, and her body flew towards the moon wheel like an arrow from the string. The long hair was flying, the placket of the clothes was fierce like a flag, and the jade sword of the heart of the heart, the red snow was dusty, and the fog was hidden in the net.

The people who looked at the moon on the ground couldn't see her fierce killing movements of stabbing, sweeping, and scattering, and her figure in the night was like an eagle striking the sky, and her wings covered the moon.

Qin Mufeng and Du Wanzhi looked at the air worriedly, while Du Chuan, Ma Shuo and Ye Guanying were a little afraid.

After looking at it a few times, he asked Cheng Haofeng: "Will Miss Hu have a reverse meridian?" ”

Cheng Haofeng looked at the sky, his eyes were dazed, and the corners of his lips hooked up a helpless smile, "I only saw that the moonlight was light, the cold light was cold, and the night was like ink, how could I see her figure clearly?" ”

Fa Xuan said a little apologetically: "Forgive the poor monk for being rude, and forgetting the current situation of Cheng Daochang." ”

"No need to blame yourself." He looked up at the moon again, and his smile became warm, "The shape of her body is like electricity, and she cuts through the air flow and stirs up firelight, and her skill seems to have taken another level." ”

Fa Suan and the others saw an orange light in his voice with sparks falling straight down, like a meteor falling to the ground, the light flickered for a moment before dimming, and everyone could see clearly that it was Hu Xianxian who had a cold and arrogant expression and returned.

The depression and anger in her eyes went out, and there was a bit of loneliness in her cold eyes, she stared at Cheng Haofeng with both eyes, and then turned around to the outside of the hospital.

Hu Xianxian is still sitting under the camphor tree, in the eyes of others, she is as cold as snow at the moment, but she herself knows that her heart is like ashes at this moment.

His faint voice came from behind her: "Have you ever felt more comfortable?" ”

She didn't answer, just hugged her knees and tightened her body a little.

"If you hurt yourself like this, I can only survive, why bother?"

Hu Xianxian clasped his knees tightly with both hands, buried his head in his knees, and made himself like a ball. She wasn't cold, but she couldn't help but shiver like this.

He stood by the courtyard gate for a long time and stopped talking, and she recited the mantra again and again to calm his mind a little.

She asked him, "Will King Shenjun be the emperor?" Does he think that the harem can also be peaceful, as long as the main room does not coerce and oppress the side room, and the side room does not fight with the main room, it will be safe? ”

"It's not just King Shenjun who thinks so, almost all men think so. The incompatibility of wives and concubines is either that the wife is narrow-minded, mean and vicious, or the concubine is arrogant and rude, and the fox is flattering and competing for favor, which is also the original reason. ”

"Heh, is that what it is? In my opinion, it is better to spend a good life just to please a man, than to die alone! ”

"Who can blame that? It was their own calamity. If you think like you, you won't be in a situation where wives and concubines are in the same place in the first place, so why are wives and concubines fighting? ”

In the middle of the moon, the grass and trees condense the dewdrops, and the mountains, forests and fields are wrapped in the clear light of silver and jade. The shadow of the tree on the wall of Yizhuang Courtyard is swaying, and there is a black halo under the shadow of the tree, which is Hu Xianxian sitting curled up.

She didn't want to talk about this, she just panicked in her heart, and she couldn't find any reason why this world was beautiful. She wanted to find something to say, maybe she could convince herself that everything in this world was actually beautiful?

"How can it be said to be a robbery? For example, King Shenjun and Shen Zhujun are obviously King Shenjun who lost her! With the situation I saw when I asked for medicine that time, even if Shen Zhujun wanted to leave King Shenjun, King Shenjun would not let go. ”

Cheng Haofeng was not anxious with her, and asked her: "If you were Shen Zhujun, would you care if King Shenjun let go or not?" Do you have a way to force him to let go? ”

Hu Xianxian replied with a sneer: "Me? I don't have to wait until he doesn't want to let go of both ends to be sad, I can't like someone like King Shenjun in the first place. ”

"Yes, as far as you are concerned, you won't like that kind of person from the beginning, but Shen Zhujun likes it, isn't this her calamity?"

Hu Xianxian raised his head and slowly turned sideways to look at Cheng Haofeng, and asked in a daze: "She should bear this catastrophe?"

"Yes, each has its own calamity. I advocate that King Shenjun marry Princess Ke, not that I approve that a man should have three wives and four concubines, but that if King Shenjun wants to be promoted to a golden dragon, he can't get around the help of Princess Ke. It's like I can't escape my fate after all, and I can't escape my own fate. ”

Her eyes were cold, she turned her head to look at the canopy of the camphor tree, and said resolutely: "Are you trying to persuade me to let go? I won't let it go! I can no longer find someone who can match my heart, and I will not give up on you! ”

"What if you don't give up? I could clearly feel my life ticking by. Take the eyes as an example, during the day, you can still see a shadow through the light, but at night it is really dark in front of you. ”

She didn't dare to look at him, her hands on her cheeks, still looking up, and she asked, "Then what do you say I should do?" If you and I were to change circumstances, would you leave me to fend for myself? You say, what would you do? ”

His voice was very soft, but his tone was very resolute: "Immortal, we are not the same, it is impossible to exchange between us!" Even if I had to put you through this, I'd have to get it back. ”

"You...... You are unreasonable! ”

He groped and walked slowly, and she looked at him sideways, obviously worried that he would fall, and she would harden her heart not to help him.

He finally walked over to her, and she breathed a sigh of relief, and he sat down next to her. She stared at him sideways, her starry eyes still dark, but her gaze was a little distracted. She looked at him silently, and he looked into the dark night sky.

The night was thicker, she didn't want him to be here with her, he couldn't be invaded by the cold air anymore, so she had to take the initiative to speak: "Go back to sleep." ”

He shook his head slightly, and his hand touched the ground for a moment, then circled the void a few times before touching her arm. His hand caressed her arm down, holding her hand.

She felt sick and wanted to cry, but he turned sideways and smiled at her. He let go of her hand slightly, and reached out his little finger to hook hers, and the two of them hooked their little fingers to each other's hearts.

He whispered, "I'm not going to mess with you anymore, really." The medicinal properties of your blood agarwood make me feel distressed, alas...... But if you don't do something, you'll feel useless, you'll hate yourself, and you'll hate everything in the world, right? Well, I'll just drink the pill obediently. ”

Her eyes, which had long been full of tears, were like bursting a dam like a flood of tears, and she didn't dare to cry, gritting her teeth fiercely to suppress the cry.

He hooked her little finger tightly and cocked his thumb again. She hurriedly cocked her thumb over his, and his smile widened.

Hu Xianxian burst into tears, crying and saying, "You can't see it...... How could you be blind......"

Their hands were still tightly clasped together, and he shook his hands and said, "I can't see it, but I can hear it." What are you talking about when you listen to the whispers of the stars in the sky? ”

She closed her eyes, tried to calm her emotions, and then tried to feel the stars with her sense of hearing, "Whispering stars? ”

His voice was clear and shallow, just calmly describing, without too much emotion: "Every star says something different, it's not just the stars that speak. Listen, there is the sound of falling leaves in this autumn night, and in spring you should be able to hear the sound of flowers blooming. ”

Her heart gradually calmed down, and she asked with a tearful smile: "Will there be a sound when the flowers bloom?" ”

"Yes, if you hear the sound of a flower blooming one day, it's me talking to you. I know I'm going to listen soon and I won't be able to listen, and I won't be able to speak, so don't be afraid...... When the flowers bloom and the leaves fall, I'm talking to you......"

Hu Xianxian leaned his head on his shoulder and rubbed his shoulder socket lightly, "Haofeng, you want to say that everything has feelings, and all sentient things are transformed by you, right?" ”

He let go of the clasped hand, took her into his arms, stroked her hair and said, "Xianxian is really smart, if you miss me in the future, you can see me by calming and perceiving it." ”

She smiled childishly and said in a witty tone, "Well, I miss you and look up at the stars." There are so many stars in a summer night, you can listen to you for a long time, right? ”

He also laughed, smiled silly, and replied to her quite funny: "Will you think I'm talking nonsense then?" ”