[What does it feel like to have a sudden collapse of faith, she thought about it seriously, probably when she was a child, she went to the playground to play with the jumping machine, and she panicked instantly from top to bottom - Xu Zixi! 】

"Let's make it? Let's Jean? With a bang in her head, Zhong Zixi hurriedly rewinded the video, and the identical white Samoyed, the child named Jean Jean, told her with his round head up.

"This is my best playmate, it's called Xixi."

"Xixi, I didn't know who my mother was when I was born, don't you know?"

"Will Mom really like me? Can I call you mom then? ”

The child's sincere eyes, his cute appearance, his innocence, his helplessness. The past is reflected one by one, and Zhong Zixi has a feeling that he is about to drown and can't catch it.

"Let Jean is He Youchen is my child, the male host of Ziyan Huafu is you, the ultimate man is you, the person who saved me is also you, Aunt Xu was arranged by you, even Jean knows that I am his mother so close to me. He Yansheng, am I right? ”

It must be him, the world is so big, the sea of people is ups and downs, only the man in front of her told her, "Love is the hardest for a long time, so a lover will be ruthless; Sex has its own permanence, so willful people will never lose their sex! ”

"Yes!" A sentence of "yes" is enough to break all Zhong Zixi's illusions.

Suddenly, there was no reason for panic, and he seemed to have been in He Yansheng's calculations. From beginning to end, there is no beginning and no end.

This man's heart is too deep, so deep that she can't see the bottom. This kind of He Yansheng made Zhong Zixi afraid, maybe it was a mistake to promise his mother to see him for the first time.

And everything in those memories is like what happened in the previous life, like a dream, and her life was cut into two parts, so close and so far!

If someone asks Xu Zixi before the age of thirteen, "What does home mean to you?" ”

Xu Zixi will tell that person that the two words are "happiness".

Life before the age of thirteen has a wise and handsome father and a gentle and atmospheric mother for her, and living with them is what it looks like to be at home.

She didn't know what other people's parents were like before the divorce, Xu Zixi only knew that her parents had always been loving and sweet and happy before the divorce.

She never thought that one day the end of her parents' marriage and family would be an extra strange woman and a younger brother with whom she had never met but was related by blood.

Xu Zixi's childhood father has a very great image in her heart, and she has the impression that her father is a particularly humorous and gentle man.

As long as there is a mother in her place, his eyes always linger on his mother unconsciously, and the affectionate Zhong is incomparable, and it is really not an exaggeration to describe Xu Baihang as deep and self-proclaimed.

In Xu Zixi's impression, Xu Baihang is a good son, a good husband, and a good father, although Zhong Yu's education of her belongs to the free-range state, there should be no less strictness and constraints.

Not everything in the family is like this, mother's strictness can bring out her father's cuteness, Xu Zixi also thinks so.

Father and daughter are allied

The little secrets in the camp belong only to the father's spoiling of his daughter, which is different from the man who loves her long after. 【~¥ Aiqi Literature @@更好更新更快】

When the little girl has nothing to do, she always loves to nest in her father's arms, and the soft and glutinous little lover is the family's treasure and her father's little padded jacket.

"Dad, you are so good, can Xiaoxi marry Dad and be a little padded jacket for Dad for the rest of his life?" The little girl asked in a milky voice.

Rao is a man like Xu Baihang, who has been up and down in the mall for many years, is both happy and helpless in the face of his daughter's affection.

Xu Baihang raised his head and looked at Zhong Yu, his eyes met. His wife is the desire and love of his life, and their daughter is the continuation of each other's love, Zhong Yu is also full of helplessness, and his eyes seem to say that the little lover promises to solve it by himself!

Xu Baihang gently touched the back of his daughter's head, and she didn't look like it. "Xiaoxi told her father, why do you want to marry her father when she grows up?"

"Because Dad is very handsome! Pretty. "The world of the little guy is so simple, love if you like it, look good like you have it, you want to get it, and you want to abandon it if you are disappointed.

Black and white, clean and simple!

Xu Baihang said that he was very helpless, and he had thought of so many ways to miss his daughter's face control attributes.

Xu Baihang was slightly regretful, and his father had a very hurt expression, "Oh! Is it because my father is good-looking, so our Xiaoxi wants to marry my father? ”

Xu Zixi scratched the back of her head embarrassedly, and said in a milky voice, "Actually, it's not." is also because Dad is very good to Xiaoxi, very good. ”

Xu Baihang dotes on Xu Zixi very much, and even Zhong Yu laughed and joked, saying that he was a complete daughter slave. Xu Baihang didn't explain after hearing this, just because Xu Zixi was the crystallization of their love.

Xu Baihang hugged the little Xu Zixi and sat on his lap, and patiently explained: "Our Xiaoxi is so beautiful, well-behaved and obedient, there will be a boy who looks better than his father and is better looking for you in the future." He will be good to you and then protect you, his good to you is irreplaceable by your father, and your father is your mother's father can no longer marry you if he has married his mother, and a man can only marry a woman he loves in his life. ”

The man was holding his and his beloved's child, full of love, and the love between them had long been sublimated unconsciously.

At that time, Xu Zixi only felt that her father was the greatest hero in the world, he had enough responsibility and bravery, and the most important thing was that her father loved her enough, loved her mother enough, and loved her family.

In Xu Zixi's heart, Xu Baihang is not only his father, but also the entire belief in his childhood.

Hope can be dashed, time can slow down, feelings can fade, dreams can be dissipated, but faith cannot, faith is a person's hope and obsession to persist day and night.

If you ask Zhong Zixi what it feels like when her faith suddenly collapses one day, she will tell you seriously that she probably went to the playground to play with the jumping machine when she was a child, and she panicked from top to bottom!

To what extent people can be false between people, Xu Zixi has never set. Before going out in the morning, she still gently and patiently told her, "Listen well in class, Dad will always love your man." ”

It's just a morning, and then you come back and it's a sea change.

The little Xu Zixi was resentful and aggrieved, and sure enough, the books were all lies, saying that there was a weather forecast before the storm, why didn't she feel anything before the storm.

The winter in Cloud City has always been warm and rarely snows, but that year, Cloud City always loves snow when it first enters winter.

The whiteness of the snow and the cold after the snow melt are pure and steep, the whiteness of the snow lies in the fact that people will not be flawed when people look at it from every angle, and Xu Zixi on this day never thought about what kind of huge pain was waiting for her behind this whiteness.

On that day, it was very gloomy and cold.

On that day, the home was unprecedentedly silent, and the silence made people feel that every inch of skin was oozing with cold. It was cold from the inside out, and Xu Zixi kept exhaling hot breath, trying to use this way to think that she could be warmer.

The moment I entered the living room, my grandparents who I hadn't seen for a long time were sitting in the living room.

The old man likes to be quiet, and she doesn't live with them on weekdays, and only during the New Year's holidays will she go to her grandparents' house to stay for a while.

Xu Zixi jumped into the arms of her grandmother Lin Jing, rubbed the old man's chin affectionately, and shouted sweetly, "Grandma, when did you come." ”

The old man patted his granddaughter's back lovingly, and took off the schoolbag on his granddaughter's shoulder by the way.

"Girl, if you're tired, go upstairs and sleep for a while, and then grandparents will take you out to eat later, okay?" The old man was a beauty when he was young, he was not angry and arrogant, and he became more gentle as he grew older.

"Okay." The little girl replied sweetly.

Xu Zixi has been in the sudden appearance of her grandparents, and the little girl who has not yet come back to her senses in a state of excitement seems to have not noticed that there is anyone next to her.

When I came back to my senses and stood up, I found that everyone in the family was there at this time, in addition to a strange aunt who was holding a little boy who looked about five or six years old in her arms, and the aunt looked sad with tears on her face.

Xu Zixi has been well raised by Zhong Yu since she was a child, and at the age of thirteen, she picked up the napkin on the table and walked to her aunt not far away.

Xu Zixi looked at her with a smile, the little girl's voice was very crisp, like a hot spring, sounding particularly warm.

"Auntie, don't cry, my mother said that crying is a very sad thing, no matter what difficulties you encounter, my father is very powerful, he will definitely be able to help you solve it." She looked at this woman sweetly, and in her impression, there seemed to be nothing that her father couldn't solve.

Xu Zixi's sudden kindness made Tong Fen forget to cry for a while, and she suddenly regretted it at this moment. In this girl who has not been deeply involved in the world, she sees light and warmth, it is the most innocent beauty, how can he give it?

Tong Fen turned around and looked at Xu Baihang standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, she thought that this man had a trace of hesitation about her

None of them will continue. It's a pity that the calmness on his face and the gentleness on his body have not changed in the slightest because of this.

She didn't know if he would regret it in the future, but she knew that this man really loved Zhong Yu miserably.

This envy and desire is something Tong Fen has never experienced in her life, there is no winning or losing, right or wrong in love, and sometimes there is nothing wrong with going on in a muddy nightmare.

Everyone longs for true love, but true love is precious in such an era of hard to find, and not everyone is lucky enough to be able to get it.

Therefore, it is particularly cherished.

Zhong Yu's expression on the back against the wall was always indifferent, as if everything in front of him could not stir up the slightest ripple.

The mural diagonally above her is her favorite of all the murals in the house, the woman facing the field, the autumn wind blowing the ends of her hair in all directions, which is what a woman so longs for—freedom!

Xu Baihang slowly closed his eyes, and when he opened them after a while, his eyes were clear and clear.

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