After the most painful while, Hu Xianxian let go of his biting lower lip, raised his hand to wipe his sweat, and closed his eyes again.

After closing her eyes, those images flashed in her mind that made her frightened and disgusted, and she immediately opened her eyes wide, looked around blankly, and saw that she was alone in the guest room, and slowly breathed a sigh of relief.

Anemia and anxiety made her mouth a little dry, and her bitten lips were scorched again. She wanted to go to the table in the center of the room to get a teapot and pour water, but she thought about the state of her body at the moment, and she was worried that the blood would drip and stain other places.

In the past, she prepared her utensils in advance for these few days of the month, and it didn't affect what she did, but she didn't expect to be so embarrassed this time. I think it should be because the woman turned her blood into qi, and she repeatedly urged the aura to hurt the root.

Thinking of this, I hated Zacuo even more. When she promised to suppress her cultivation, she tacitly calculated the time, there should have been a few days before the inconvenience came, she has always been physically strong, and the monthly time is relatively accurate, and nothing embarrassing has ever happened. Now because of Zacuo, the embarrassment is extreme, I really can't wait to take all this out of my life experience!

Hatred caused resentment, her unsteady mood made her head dizzy again, she squinted her eyes and slowly thought to her heart, and then thought that if she could not use spiritual power, as long as her mind moved, she would summon a clone for several lifetimes.

As early as when Cheng Haofeng suppressed her cultivation and asked her to wait for the result of the spell resolve, she had this idea, but first, there were many affairs and no time to think deeply, and secondly, there had never been a precedent for summoning a clone without using aura, and she didn't know who to ask for advice when she asked for advice.

After thinking about it for a while, my head was dizzy and I wanted to sleep, but I was afraid of sleeping, and I was in pain all over my body and couldn't sleep steadily, so I got up and thought about things again. It's really painful to have all kinds of discomfort.

Cheng Haofeng saw her glance at the teapot several times, knowing that she wanted to drink water, and was worried that the sudden appearance would make her as frightened as a bird with a bow, and thought for a while before coming up with a solution.

Cheng Haofeng retreated to the door, knocked lightly on the door and said, "Xianxian, the doctor said that you need to drink more water to help you recover, do you want to drink sugar water or boiled water?" Tea is not drinkable and can conflict with drugs. ”

Hearing him ask outside the door, Hu Xianxian hurriedly asked, "Why are you here, why haven't those maids arrived yet?" ”

"You know that Qingqiu Country is in a mess now, no one assigns things, of course they are lazy." Cheng Haofeng asked tentatively, "The pot in your house is filled with boiled water, right?" I'll pour you a glass of water, and I'll see what the maids do." ”

"Oh? Uh......" Hu Xianxian hesitated for a moment before saying, "The smell in this house is a bit filthy, if you don't dislike it, then go into the house." ”

Cheng Haofeng entered the house and opened the teapot to take a look, and saw that there were no tea leaves in the pot, so he poured out a glass of water, dipped his lips to test the temperature of the water, and then handed it to Hu Xianxian.

"It's just lukewarm, drink."

"Well, thank you."

"Thanks for what? You should blame me for not being able to protect you. ”

Hearing him say this, Hu Xianxian hurriedly answered: "How can I blame you?" I was too careless, and when I found out that they were also in Qingqiu Country, I should have sent a spirit talisman to inform you......"

As she spoke, she handed the empty cup to Cheng Haofeng, and smiled reluctantly: "I'm messing up your plan again, right?" You should have rectified all kinds of chaos in the army and prepared for the war, right? When you rescue the fifth senior brother, you will go back to the capital quickly, and don't get involved in these miscellaneous matters. ”

Cheng Haofeng took the empty cup, and when he saw that she politely and deliberately didn't mention those things in front of him, he was so uncomfortable that his nose was sore, and he stood with his back to her for a while before holding back his tears and putting down the cup.

After putting the cup away, she sat down on the small stool next to the bed, and asked her warmly, "Do you blame me for not being able to kill Zacuo to urge me to return to Beijing?" ”

"Where? I said I was going to kill him myself. Hu Xianxian buried his head and whispered again, "He just used the fragments of the lock heart jade bottle to blackmail me, and beat and scolded me while I suppressed my cultivation, don't think about it, he just beat and scolded me, and he didn't ...... me anything."

It's quite contradictory and vague, Cheng Haofeng still understands, she is afraid that she will belittle her for this matter, so she focuses on beating and scolding and ignoring other things.

Cheng Haofeng patted his head and shook his head, he was really afraid that this matter would become a hurdle that she couldn't overcome, and she might never see her hearty and bright smile again in the future.

Seeing Cheng Haofeng's worried and self-blaming appearance, Hu Xianxian covered his emotions and said, "Nothing really happened...... I know that the matter behind Zha Cuo is very complicated, and it is not appropriate for you to kill him, so I will do it myself when I recover. Well, recover as soon as possible! She also raised her fist to cheer herself up.

"Xianxian, it doesn't matter what there is or nothing, I don't care about those, I just hope that your body will get better as soon as possible, and don't leave any shadow in your heart." After Cheng Haofeng finished speaking, he saw that she was not so resistant to approaching, so he held her hand.

Hearing that he didn't care about that, Hu Xianxian relaxed a little, and Cheng Haofeng told her that she really couldn't move for the time being, and talked about what Ku Tan said, Hu Xianxian's eyes were extremely gloomy when he heard it.

Cheng Haofeng held her hand tighter, and said solemnly: "Because of the counterinsurgency, you can't drag the French Dynasty into the quagmire of war anymore, wait for me for a while, when the situation is more stable, and when you are ready to fight with Fanbang, I will definitely be able to let you fight with you." ”

"Even if you can defeat Fanbang, you can't let the Peacock King target the disciples of Yunhuaguan because of this......" Hu Xianxian was a little afraid of cold because of anemia, and he felt even more cold at this time.

"I just don't want to implicate innocent people for the time being, and I have nothing to fear about other coercions, because I believe that Master and my brothers are not willing to let him go." Cheng Haofeng thinks that after solving the problem between countries, he is not afraid of the Peacock King's revenge, and the brothers will definitely join forces to fight against the Peacock King.

"It's okay to endure it for the time being, I can't kill him at this time." Hu Xianxian pulled out his hand, closed his eyes and said, "You go and get busy with yours, I want to rest for a while." ”

Cheng Haofeng wanted to comfort her a few more words, but seeing her haggard face and afraid that she would be distracted by talking, he had to go out.

Hearing Cheng Haofeng's footsteps far away, she opened her eyes again and looked blankly at the roof.

Hu Xianxian has not had any ambitions since he was a child, he has always passively accepted all kinds of changes in his life, and there are many things that he doesn't want to do, but he is forced to do it.

Some of the words are still drilled knowing that they are set up by Zacuo, first, I didn't expect him to really do that, and second, I know in my heart that his words are not completely unreasonable.

She felt that she was indeed a stubborn and selfish person, who should have saved the common people, but wanted to be free by herself, which really messed up the fate of many people.

Listening to Cheng Haofeng's words of bitterness, her heart was full of all kinds of feelings. God made her conscious, alive, and emotional step by step, with the original intention of letting her "save", but now she has turned "salvation" into "destruction".

Hu Xianxian didn't want to see anyone ruined by her again, if it weren't for her, Cheng Haofeng would have gotten rid of his fate after cutting off the love thread, so why bother getting involved?

But she still didn't want to succumb to fate, if she was destined to become an eternal heart, it was also her own hard work, she didn't believe that there was no other way to restore the Locked Heart Jade Bottle other than marrying Zha Tso.

After making the decision, Hu Xianxian felt more and more that her relatives and friends didn't need her so much, but she would drag them down, so she didn't feel so reluctant to think about it.

At night, the maid came with the potion, and Ah Pian also came to see Hu Xianxian: "Are you better?" Hey, Cheng Zhenren didn't come to accompany you? ”

"I'm filthy and turbid at this time, so it's better not to let him come."

"Where? Don't think so......" Ah Pian's tone was a little indignant.

Before she finished speaking, the maid hurriedly interjected and said, "Cheng Zhenren didn't come to accompany him, he was making soup in the kitchen, I saw him tinkering in the kitchen for two hours." I made it twice, and I did it again when it didn't taste good. ”

"Oh? So that's the case? Ha, I wronged him. Ah Pian raised her eyebrows at Hu Xianxian and smiled, "We have other things to do, so I won't accompany you for now, you just wait for the soup." ”

After that, she and the maid muttered and laughed and left, Hu Xianxian knew that they were talking about making fun of herself and Cheng Haofeng, but at this time, she didn't feel ashamed or annoyed, she just secretly made up her mind to let Cheng Haofeng break her thoughts.

Sure enough, after a while, Cheng Haofeng came in with a porcelain bowl soup and said with a smile: "The duck blood vermicelli soup I made is not as good as your craftsmanship, so I will try it." ”

Hu Xianxian felt a warm current in his heart, but he still pretended to be cold on his face, squinted at him and said, "The fifth senior brother doesn't want to be the lord of the country, in addition to being hit by Hong'er's matter, but also because he has other secrets, right?" The Ghost King not only wants to occupy the Qingqiu Kingdom to increase his power, but also wants to ask what secrets they have, right? ”

"Yes, the fifth junior brother is not the lord of the country, it is not that he is irresponsible to the subjects, but that it is not appropriate for the Qingqiu country to survive better, and he can only better keep that secret if he is not the lord of the country." Cheng Haofeng sighed faintly, "He has suffered a lot for this, and the most bitter thing is to be misunderstood, treating him as a coward who can't keep the country." ”

Unexpectedly, Cheng Haofeng said this, Hu Xianxian only guessed what secret Lie Yufeng was still carrying, but judging from what Cheng Haofeng said, this secret was more important than she imagined, so she asked tentatively: "Is that secret related to spatial turmoil?" ”

"When you're ready, I'll tell you in detail after we take the fifth junior brother out of Qingqiu Country safely. Come, drink the soup first. Cheng Haofeng scooped up a spoonful of soup and brought it to her mouth.

Hu Xianxian looked at his concerned expression, and he couldn't say the words when he came to his mouth, but he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to control his emotions as soon as he opened his mouth.

"I'll eat it myself." She took two deep breaths before she spoke, insisting on reaching out to take the porcelain bowl, but Cheng Haofeng had to hand it to her.

Picking up the porcelain bowl, only smelling the fresh fragrance of the soup made her drool, but this is not the time to be gluttonous. She regretted why she had to obstruct Cheng Haofeng's plan back then, if she could really be divided into two, one would be the heart of eternity, and the other would be by his side, so as not to suffer from these two difficulties.

I can't bear to say the words of desperation, but I still have to say ruthlessly: "Cheng Haofeng, that secret is also related to me, right?" Do you want to create a place similar to Qingqiu Country and move everyone there? You're lying to me again! You always lie to me, you have no way to break the curse of lust and love, and there is no way to stabilize the space that is becoming more and more turbulent! You are terrible to risk so many people's lives for your own selfish desires! ”

Cheng Haofeng's face turned red, and suddenly turned blue and white, and he was stunned for a moment before he eagerly explained: "Xianxian, I didn't think about taking someone else's life to achieve my selfish desires, and some things can't see the truth until the last step!" Even the combined forces of so many powerful gods and Buddhas can't balance the spatial turmoil, how can you do it alone? Even if you cultivate to the Eternal Realm, you can't do it! ”