253 Your Majesty
The long pavilion is ten miles, and the ancient road is slow.
A waning moon hangs high in the sky, accompanied by the sound of frogs and insects in the fields and mountains, which is also very lively.
In the distance, I saw the lonely lamp swaying in the long pavilion, Wan Chaoyun raised his hand, Lan Qi and Yu Shan stopped, hidden in the night, and secretly protected.
The steps are not hurried, not hurried, not slow, and it can be judged from the footsteps that she is in an indifferent mood at this time, calm and unwavering.
After walking for about half an hour, she came to the pavilion, and the people in the pavilion were cooking tea with their backs to her, and the fragrance of tea was far away in the wind, and she couldn't smell half of it.
"Your Majesty."
After working hard for a long time, I still get used to calling him His Majesty directly, instead of His Royal Highness, calling him the prince more often than His Royal Highness, and calling him His Majesty more time than calling him the prince.
It's always difficult to get used to it and want to change.
"Sit down." His heart was full of anger, and he also dissipated between heaven and earth when he saw her.
Wan Chaoyun sat down across from him, and he handed over a cup of tea, "Do you know why I love tea?" β
"Tea is refreshing." Wan Chaoyun Road.
"Many times, I need to deal with government affairs, and I can't lift my spirits, but after a cup of tea, my spirit is much better, and gradually, the tea is getting stronger and stronger." He seemed to mean something, "Just like you are to me." β
"It's all gone, isn't it?" Wan Chaoyun didn't drink tea, she didn't like tea.
"If I hadn't mentioned your cousin, wouldn't you have come?" He looked forward to Wan Chaoyun, who was much taller than her, and now she would gradually grow up, and in a few years, she would grow into a slim girl.
He had seen her grow into a girl, graceful, sweet, and incomprehensibly beautiful.
"Why does Your Majesty knowingly ask?" She said lightly, "My cousin is dedicated to managing the river, you know, Your Majesty, you are a good emperor." β
"What if I want to be a faint king?"
"Then the years of my previous life were wrongly paid." Her tone became calm.
"For your cousin's sake, you speculate so much about me? You're really scared, I'll deal with him! β
He was angry, angry that she didn't believe him.
Angry that she went to an appointment for her cousin, instead of really wanting to see him.
"Yes, people can change, you have threatened me with him, what can I do?!" I don't know why, knowing that the contradiction can be resolved by saying two soft words, but I have to speak so harshly, as if only such harsh words can vent the many dissatisfaction in my heart.
Lin Jianshen looked at her like a stranger, his face full of grief, "If you don't resist me, I have no bottom line like this?" β
"Your Majesty, I don't understand, isn't it good for us to live our own lives? Why do you dwell on the past? The two of us simply don't fit! Wan Chaoyun said in disgust.
The boredom in his eyes completely angered Lin Jianshen, he got up and said angrily: "You avoid me like a snake and scorpion, have you already taken a fancy to others?" β
"What are you mad about? Who do I have my eye on? "Wan Chaoyun is speechless, this person is still a dignified emperor? How can you speak so childishly!
Lin Jian snorted coldly and said mockingly: "Chen Qian, I saw it all today, she worships and admires him!" You used to read his poetry collections, and you knew everything about his deeds! I memorized his poems like a stream! Now that you see the real person, he is even more outstanding than before, and you are excited! Isn't it?! β
He questioned one after another, and Wan Chaoyun's face was like frost.
"It's funny, he has a name called Yun Qingci, don't you know? I also just learned that the deeds you sorted out about him are just the tip of the iceberg! How do you have the face to speak of your exploits! β
"If it weren't for me, he would have been unjustly exiled!" Lin Jianshen was unconvinced, naΓ―ve like a real child.
Wan Chaoyun sneered, not showing weakness at all, "Are you for him?" You are for your Lin family! If it weren't for him, would your Lin family's country be so thriving? When your father was captured, if you hadn't made a decision on the spot, how could you have been restored later? I'm afraid I don't know when I became the king of the dead country! And face to kill others! β
"Huh." Lin Jianshen's face turned pale with anger, "You start arguing with me for him now, he is more important than me in your heart!" β
"Yes, more important than you, he is doing facts all the time, he is benefiting the people, what about you? All you know is to threaten me with my cousin, you only know how to dwell on the past, you only know how to do something ridiculously childish! β
Lin Jianshen felt that his heart was about to come out, he shook his head, he couldn't believe that this was what Wan Chaoyun said, how gentle she was to him at the beginning, making him feel that the most gentle person in the world was her.
But now, mean!
"Okay, then I won't protect him, and I won't care about you, you will fend for yourselves!" As he spoke, he rushed over the clouds and into the night.
Wan Chaoyun turned his head and raised his voice: "If you dare to do anything to my cousin, I promise you will regret it!" β
"Wan Chaoyun!" The people in the night rushed back, their faces full of anger and grief, "Don't rely on me to love you, you bully me like this!" I tell you, I too can be as indifferent to what was before, just like you! I can also forget about you and fall in love with someone else! β
"I thank God, I wish you and the future queen to raise their eyebrows and grow old together!"
"You!" He pointed at Wan Chaoyun, speechless, choked so that his eyes were moist, and after a long time he came to his senses, "I really don't understand, what I did badly made you hate me so much." β
"Your Majesty, look." She pointed to the sky, where the waning moon was hung, "Do you say that I am far away, or is the moon far away?" β
"Month." He replied instinctively.
"You still don't understand." Wan Chaoyun laughed at himself, "At the beginning, as far as I was concerned, the moon was often seen, but Your Majesty, you were out of reach. β
Her expression softened, not so tense, her young face added a little sadness that did not belong to this age, "In the past, when I was unhappy, you disappeared, and then I thought, if you coax me, I will forgive you, but you didn't." β
"I sent you so many treasures, and I almost emptied the treasury for you, and you didn't even see it?"
"Yes, I saw it, Your Majesty's lofty posture is like telling me, you Wan Chaoyun assisted my father in the restoration, I named you a concubine, and gave you rare treasures, what are you not satisfied with?"
"Do you know what people said about me at the time?"
Thinking of the hardships back then, she sighed lightly, she was really young at that time, she didn't know how to be a Buddha and suffered a lot in vain, if it was now, she naturally didn't care about those remarks.
"How so?"
"That's it." She suddenly didn't want to mention it again, the left and right have passed, and there will never be such a situation in this life again, no matter how much she lingers, she can only add to her troubles, and it has no effect, "You ask me why I hate you, and I will tell you now." β
She didn't stop for too long, her tone was not prickly, she wiped away the injustice in her heart, and said calmly: "Back then, I gave everything for you, and my heart was full of you, I thought I could accept the fact that there were 3,000 beauties in your harem, but at that moment, I was broken, and I couldn't accept to share you with others." β
used to be a husband and wife, and now there is nothing embarrassing to say these meaty words.
It's just that Lin Jianshen was moved to hear it.
"But you didn't see it, you just thought that women were jealous, just give some rare treasures." After that, tears fell unconsciously, "But I haven't seen any rare treasures?" Sometimes you do this to other concubines for the sake of the previous dynasty, and I don't realize that I have anything special. β
"I loved you too much at the beginning, so I can't accept you like this, Your Majesty, after decades of entanglement, we are not happy, please for the sake of my birth and death for you, let me go, and let yourself go, okay?"
Lin Jianshen now knows that the moon is far away or she is far away, the moon is in the sky, she is in the sky, out of reach.
"You said that you have me in your heart, how can I let go?" The affection in his eyes seemed to overflow.
"But Your Majesty, when I really think of the days in the palace, I feel angry, I panic, I want to escape, the farther away the better, I can no longer convince myself to repeat the mistakes of the past, and I still can't look at the splendid palace with a normal mentality, where it is a cage."
"If Yu'er was alive at the beginning, I had other sustenance, and I might slowly learn that if I was a good concubine, maybe I would completely integrate into the harem for the sake of my son, but Yu'er died, and the last straw that crushed me was crushed, and you were still jealous of me, avoiding it, it's ridiculous, I must have someone around me when I sleep, if not, I will feel very uneasy."
The night was like a curtain, and the sound of frogs was mixed with the chirping of insects, as if they had come to a carefree kingdom, but the two people standing opposite each other separated from this joy.
Lin Jianshen couldn't believe that he was so heavy to her, but without her, he would be crazy, crazy.
"We're all different now, we don't have to live a hard life, I will help your father, when your status is high, you can be the queen directly, and we will have a bunch of little princes, Changxi ......"
"Don't call that word anymore." Wan Chaoyun's voice was raised, "I don't like it, I don't want to be your sun anymore, I don't want to be a pet in your golden house, I want to be free!" β
"I didn't treat you like a pet." He argued.
"I want to leave the palace, you don't let me, you imprison me in disguise, I never thought you would be so terrible, Your Majesty, don't you understand? No matter how strong the love is, it has long been polished and cannot go back to the past. β
"I don't believe it!" He stubbornly said, "I don't believe you have no friendship for me in your heart." β
"Your Majesty, why do you always like to be self-righteous?" She shook her head, "No, it's long gone in those torturous times. β
"Do you refuse to turn back, no matter what I say?" Lin Jianshen said that he couldn't move her, so he asked directly.
As soon as the words came out, I felt that time was so long, but so short.
Expecting answers, but fearing answers.
"If you think it's not enough to harm me for a lifetime, and you still want to continue to harm me, you just insist on doing it." She sighed softly, "The whole world is not the king's land, I can't escape anywhere, let alone how to resist, for my father and my mother, for my relatives, I can only obey you, but, it's just a shell." β
Lin Jianshen retreated, retreated again, don't look away, didn't dare to look at her heart like ashes, "We are all calm and calm, I will study in Bailu Cave and experience the academy life that I have not experienced before, if during this period, you fall in love with someone else, stay away, don't let me see you!" But I will always wait for you to change your mind, if you don't like me to call you Changxi, I won't call you, if you don't like the palace, I won't force you, everything you don't like, I can rely on you. β
He knows that his persistence will suffocate her, he is willing to give her time to precipitate her feelings, and he believes that one day, she will understand that in this world, only he loves her the most.
After saying that, he turned around and disappeared into the darkness, and never came back, Emperor Chengtian didn't know that his son came to the capital, originally to celebrate his birthday, but because of Wan Chaoyun turned back.
In the night, Wan Chaoyun stood in the pavilion for a long time, so long that his legs were numb, and his thin body was blown cold by the night wind.
I don't know how long she stood there, but she slowly turned around and walked away.
In the distance, looking at her back as she walked away, Lin Jianshen sighed and said softly, "Let's go." β
If I could do it all over again, I would love you in a different way.
Time comes back, but those bad memories are still there, like thousands of ravines, oceans, heaven and earth, barriers, so that we don't know how to start over.
In this world, feelings are unique, can not be copied, can not be imitated, just unique, go through once, it will always exist in the heart, the words engraved on the stone can be changed, but the past engraved in the heart, indelible, even if whitewashed, in the blood, the rejection will still be rejected.
Wan Chaoyun shed tears all the way, if it wasn't for the deep love he once had, how could he be hurt so deeply?
How can you love your broken heart again?
Empress? He said that he would crown her as the queen in this life, but what she cared about was not the position of the queen, the queen in the previous life was just her puppet, and the position that everyone fought for was no longer in her eyes.
All she wants is someone to add clothes when it's cold.
When the weather is fine, someone holds an umbrella.
When cooking, someone adds firewood.
When writing, someone grinds ink.
That person only dressed her alone, held an umbrella for her alone, added firewood for her alone, and sharpened ink for her.
That's all!
What kind of royal power and wealth, she can fight for it herself.
Whatever gold and silver, she can earn it herself.
Only, this person, she can't force it.
Whether he comes, or not, it is up to God's arrangement.
In her previous life, she thought that this person was coming, she tried her best, and after she was exhausted, she suddenly realized that this person would also add clothes for others, hold umbrellas for others, add firewood for others, and grind ink for others.
That special anticipation is like a big joke.
Tears fell into distraction, and suddenly there was a sound of fighting in front of her, Lan Qi instantly protected her behind her, and the three of them hid in the woods next to the official road, "Quick, go quickly, grab the picture back!" β
"Why is it so familiar?" Wan Chaoyun frowned.
"Leave me alone, go!" The man's voice came again.
This time, Wan Chaoyun heard it, it was the voice of Chen Qian's strategist Xia Zhiguan, "Lan Qi, go and help, Yu Shan, let's go over and have a look." β
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