Chapter 196: Emotions are out of control
Suddenly remembered what Luo Sheng said to her when he was leaving, and felt even more guilty in his heart, if he believed her, would such a thing not happen?
"Luosheng?" Nam Shuoye's throat seemed to be stuck in something, making him open his mouth but unable to say anything.
He already knew that Luo Sheng was lying in the room covered in blood not long after he left, and I believed it at the time, what he said, if he sent her to the hospital, would the child be fine?
The more I thought about it, the more guilty I felt, she had always been strong in front of him, so he chose to ignore her pain.
Dense words came out of his chest, and he suddenly found that he couldn't say a word of comfort, what could he say kid? Without him, there is an unshirkable responsibility.
If he hadn't left then, the child would have been fine, and if he hadn't turned a blind eye to her pain, she wouldn't be lying here now.
Just when he was immersed in guilt and self-blame, Luo Sheng suddenly laughed, "This should be what you have always hoped for the most, now that the child is gone, you must be very happy in your heart......
Shaking his head, the man opened his mouth and finally couldn't say a word.
"Do you know how much I'm looking forward to the arrival of this child? I thought that one day after he was born, I could take her with me, I could listen to him call me Mom, call you Dad, and then call Sister Mengmeng, and we lived happily together as a family. Tears silently slipped down the corners of her eyes, "Do you think I'm a very failed mother?" ”
"I can't even protect my own children, so what qualifications do I have to have children?" Her soft voice is like a feather, and if you are not careful, it will not be real.
Seeing him and her so sad, the man stepped forward and hugged her directly in his arms, "It's not like this, you're not a failed mother, it's not your fault, don't put everything on yourself......"
"It's not my fault, whose fault is it?" She looked at the man in front of her suspiciously, like a student waiting for a teacher's answer.
Since it's not her fault, whose fault should it be?
Nan Shuo pursed his thin lips and didn't know how to answer for a while, if he believed her at the beginning and brought her to the hospital, and cared about her enough, wouldn't everything have happened?
But now it's too late to say anything, the child is gone, his hand holding Luo Sheng is constantly tightening, and the pain in his eyes is undisguised.
"You can't tell, or don't you know?" No, waiting for the man's answer, Luo Shang's fluttering voice sounded again, "You tell me, now that the child is gone, who do you think I should blame?" ”
She really didn't want to doubt him, because he was the child's biological father, but ...... The sound of that phone call in the middle of the night echoed in my head again.
Experiment, miscarriage, tonic soup.
I remember tonight she said she didn't want to drink the tonic soup, but the man had to force him to drink it.
And after he received the call, he ignored her pain and still insisted on leaving.
All the things are associated together, so she can't believe it or not.
How could he be so ruthless?
"Don't be vexatious."
"Luo Shang, don't make trouble."
"Do you think he really wants you to have a baby? He's just trying to use your child as an experiment, and I told you early because I didn't want you to hurt yourself in the end. ”
Sentence by sentence, scene by scene echoed in my mind as if I was playing a movie.
He shouldn't have wanted to keep the child in her belly a long time ago, why didn't he raise his vigilance, or did he have an opportunity to take advantage of?
She suddenly felt like a fool, and slowly let down her guard against him, thinking that he had expectations for the child in her womb.
The pain and guilt in Nan Shuoye's eyes kept eroding him, he didn't dare to look directly into her painful eyes, he could only pale and weakly comfort, "Luo Shang, don't be like this, it's not your fault......"
The man's voice trembled and pleaded with a few invisible hints of pleading, and Luo Shang's tears wet the pillow like a faucet that couldn't be turned off.
"Nan Shuoye, let's go." Luo Sheng closed his eyes weakly, covering the monstrous hatred in his eyes, "Get out, I don't want to see you." ”
"Luo Xiang." Nan Shuoye's calm eyes carried a sea of pain, and he looked at her, unable to utter even a word of comfort.
"Get out! I'll tell you to, hear no! Luo Sheng suddenly pushed the man like crazy, and even threw the pillow at the man, because the needle on her hand was thrown out by her rude movements, and blood flowed out from the back of her white and tender hand.
Nan Shuo stood in place and didn't move, he quietly watched the woman and let her go crazy, "If you take me out, your heart will feel better, then you ......"
"You get me out, Nanshuo night, you go out!" Luo Sheng roared at the man with red eyes, she didn't want to see him at all now, let alone hear him speak, and she didn't want to see any regret in his eyes, which would make her feel disgusted.
Waiting until the child is gone to come to her loving father, doesn't he think it's hypocritical? Why was she blind and in love with such a person before?
"Luo Shang, calm down!" The madness in her eyes made Nan Shuo worry appear in his eyes.
He never thought that he would not want the child in her womb, nor did he really think that he would really use the child as an experiment, no matter how much he wanted to save Duoduo, he would never use his own child.
But what's the use of talking about it now, the child is gone.
Even if you regret it, what can you do if you blame yourself? The child can't come back.
"I don't want to hear you speak, I feel disgusted when I hear you speak, you get out of here!" Luo Sheng lost control of her emotions and threw everything that could be smashed around her at the man.
At this moment, she is like a wild beast that has lost her mind, eager to swallow the man in front of her alive.
She really regretted being tempted by such a cold-blooded and ruthless man, and she also regretted why she was pregnant with his child, knowing that the man in front of her could not give him any love, but she still stupidly paid her heart to him, but in exchange for such an end, she really hated it.
"Don't get excited, I'll leave now, I'll leave right away." Seeing the woman's emotional appearance, Nan Shuoye was afraid that she would do something to hurt him later, so he could only comfort while retreating, "Luo Shang, the child will ...... again"
"I'll never have any more children with you in my life,! Get out of ......" Luo Sheng shouted in the bottom of the tear, and his chest rose and fell because of anger.
"Okay, I'll leave now, don't get excited......"
He slowly pushed to the door and gently closed the door, and the otherwise tidy room was now in shambles.