Chapter 136: Into the Bone
Mo Yixiao pulled the sleeve of his school uniform to cover half of his palm.
"I can't pay off those debts when I die," Mo Yixiao turned his face and smiled, the smiling face was not at all gentle when he was quiet, nor the sweetness of Mo Yiyi, his face was full of weird cruelty, "What's so terrible about death?" ”
"It's scary to be alive, do you think I'm paying back for you?" Mo Yi pursed the corners of his lips, "I just want to live, but you don't want us to live with these things you do." ”
Mo Yi smiled and stood up as he spoke.
"Do you know what my mom said to me the night before she died?" Mo Yi said with a smile, his body trembling slightly, and his eyes were red.
She stared at a glass in front of her, the small half glass of water in it had been filled for I don't know how long, and it was moldy.
Mo Youyi's whole person grew old all of a sudden, and the only thing left in his snoring voice was hissing and pumping.
"She said that the biggest regret in this life is to give up the love in my heart to be with you." Mo Yixiao's clenched fists were trembling, his whole body trembled, and tears came out of his eyes.
"Do you know how I felt when I heard them say that my mother was found in the river?"
"I knew she would be found there, and that morning my mother cooked me porridge and tea eggs," Mo Yi smiled and wiped away a handful of tears, "She said she couldn't bear it anymore, and she didn't want to live even if she had me." ”
"I was only thirteen years old at the time, and I didn't feel terrible when I saw my mother's body."
"I envy her so much, she can't live like this, she won't live, I'm still longing to live."
She glared at Mo Youyi angrily: "Do you know how many days and nights I have been thinking, how can I kill you so that no one will find out?" ”
"How many days and nights have I wondered how you can still survive, how can you have the face to scold me?" Mo Yixiao smiled and the more he spoke, the more he felt that there was a fire in his heart.
The blood in my whole body was about to boil.
Mo Youyi's face in front of him became the same as the man he remembered at the beginning.
"Mo Youyi, my life has been ruined by you! I want to kill you, but I don't want my life to be stained again! Can you be a person! ”
Mo Yixiao gritted his teeth, trembling uncontrollably, with a desperate smile: "I was expelled from school, everyone will soon know what I did, and I will be scolded by someone pointing at my nose and facing my face when I go out immediately!" ”
"Is it my fault? Would I like to be that kind of woman? Would I like to! The glass smashed against the window frame, and the glass instantly cracked a corner.
Mo Yi wailed, grabbing the fabric on his chest: "I'm not an adult yet!" My life is over! ”
"I can't pay back when I die, and you can't pay if you live, and you have to drag me down, make me think of this! Why don't you die? Why didn't they kill you in the first place? Mo Yi smiled and squatted on the ground with his face covered, and his throat made a sound like the roar of a fierce beast.
Maybe she cried like this a long time ago, she can't remember, but now at this moment, her mind is no longer out of control.
She wants to cry, she wants to make trouble, she wants to vent all her emotions.
"Mo Youyi! I'm your daughter...... I remember you as my dad in my heart......" she swallowed a mouthful of saliva, a little salty and a faint fishy smell.
Mo Yixiao didn't know why Mo Youyi was so cruel to herself, but she knew that she didn't want to do this anymore.
"Laugh!" When Lin Weichi's voice sounded, Mo Yixiao's whole body trembled violently.
Lin Weichi was almost stunned by the loud bang just now, and when he saw Mo Yiyi yelling at Mo Youyi, he felt that something was going to happen.
Mo Youyi froze.
"It's good that you didn't close the door, otherwise I would have to call Brother Tao to pick the lock." Lin Weichi squatted down.
Mo Yixiao's tears seemed to be separated from her, and they flowed with joy on her shocked face.
"Qi Yang scared me for a long time last time, are you either?" Lin Weichi helped Mo Yi wipe his tears with a smile, and there was heart-wrenching sourness and indescribable sadness in his eyes.
The corners of Mo Yixiao's mouth twitched, as if he was being forcibly suppressed again, and he took a breath and raised the corners of his mouth.
"Did you know too late? When I was thirteen years old, I ...... for the first time The first time, I felt like my whole life was ruined, I was only thirteen years old! ”
Lin Weichi couldn't hold back, thinking about Mo Yixiao along the way, her heart was like a surging wave.
When Mo Yi laughed and cried, Lin Weichi even felt that a pair of hands were holding his neck.
"It's not ruined! Don't talk nonsense, you haven't ruined, you're still the most beautiful Mo Yixiao......" Lin Weichi patted her on the back and said.
Mo Yi coughed and shook his head desperately.
"Even if the whole world scolds you and says you, I'm here, I'm all smiling." Lin Weichi hugged her tightly, and suddenly realized that he was like a child who saw his favorite toy break.
That's my favorite thing.
Mo Yi choked up: "Ah...... It's not too late, I feel like I'm really going to run out of things......"
"If you can, if you can......" Lin Weichi didn't know what he was talking about, "I'll change a smile with you, change with me!" ”
"Don't cry, I beg you, I beg you......" Lin Weichi panicked.
“...... Yes! Mo Yixiao tightly grasped the material on Lin Weichi's arm, almost pulling, unable to say anything, and only a low cry remained on his blushing face.
Even if you don't want to admit it, there is no way, Mo Yixiao can't change his life with Lin Weichi.
This kind of helplessness with a huge and suffocating despair can't be understood by others, and Lin Weichi can't understand it, but it's just like that, wrapping Mo Yixiao.
...
Qi Yang put away Lin Weichi's book and was stopped by Chu Cheng.
Han Qianqian was still waiting for them to send them home.
"Are you alright, two of them?" Han Qianqian's hand holding the book tightened unconsciously.
Qi Yang's face was very bad, Chu Cheng scratched his head and frowned: "Damn." ”
When the lively atmosphere of the post bar was suppressed, it was almost time to get out of class, and Chu Cheng felt that there was no point in it.
In the end, Xie Xiao said: "I told my cousin that in the future, all those with the word 'Mo Yixiao' will be blocked." ”
It's a little relieved, but the power of this matter is not small.
The three of them were in a heavy mood and couldn't speak as they walked on the road.
There was a chill in the air.
As soon as they turned the corner of the street behind the school, the three of them stopped at the same time, and they saw a man standing under the street lamp, and at the man's feet was a pile of cigarette butts left behind by the cigarette smoke.
The man's eyes were red, as if he had drunk wine.
It's hard to imagine that a person can look haggard, and when Chu Cheng first saw Xu Qiang, although he was older than them, he was also in his early twenties.
The boss is heroic in all his actions, and now, this man who is smiling barely with a hint of gloom seems to have increased his situation for several years.
"Can you tell me about Mo Yixiao? I'm talking about things when I was thirteen. Xu Qiang's voice was choked.
Qi Yang's pupils shrank suddenly, and he stepped forward and grabbed his neckline.
Han Qianqian screamed softly in fright, and Chu Cheng also tightened the shoulder strap of her schoolbag.