Chapter 561 Cheng Diewu recounted what happened six years ago
"Old lady, don't worry, I'm fine."
If she couldn't stand it just because of such a small thing, then how did she survive before? Even she was very puzzled.
In the study.
As soon as Mo Lingyu came in, he saw Cheng Diewu standing there obediently and dignified, motionless, looking very pitiful.
He didn't know what else could go on between them, and even felt like it was a joke.
"What do you want to tell me?"
If you just want to explain what happened yesterday, then there is no need for it.
He had never had a butterfly dance in his heart, so he hadn't thought about what to do, not to mention that everything had already happened, and it didn't make any sense to explain it.
"I ...... I want to say sorry to you, it's hard for me to hide so many things from you, but as long as you want to hear it, I will say it. ”
The moment she raised her head, her eyes were filled with tears, and the whole person looked very pitiful.
Mo Lingyu couldn't help frowning, how could she talk about these things at this time, did she want him to forgive?
But even if you forgive, it doesn't mean anything, does it?
"I'm not interested in what happened to you, but I know we don't owe anyone anything to each other."
The engagement banquet she wanted had been successfully held, but then an accident happened, so it was not held, but this cannot be blamed on him.
"Don't you even have one last chance?"
Cheng Diewu cried silently, and even said the words of questioning very sadly.
Mo Lingyu shook her head helplessly, if she hadn't made such a choice at the beginning, maybe their child would have been as old as Xia Meow.
And he and Xia Anzhi are even more impossible, and they will not ruin her life because of this.
"What qualifications do you have for me to give you another chance, you chose to do this thing yourself, and it even made me feel very guilty about you."
For so many years, he didn't sleep well every night, especially in the first year, and the whole person was like the walking dead.
Finally, he recovered, and a woman came into his heart again, but she came back at this time.
He really didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
"You already have Shen Ye, I don't want you to let him continue to be sad in this matter, I believe you are not such a person, are you?"
He knew that if he wanted to make a person change his mind, there was no other use than to slowly enlighten him.
Cheng Diewu cried and shook her head, and looked at him very sadly.
"You don't know everything, and if you do, you won't say anything like that."
Her words made Mo Lingyu suddenly fall silent, as if she couldn't understand what she meant by this.
Cheng Diewu tried hard to suppress her tears, but the tears of grievance still couldn't help falling.
"Of course I'm sick, and I don't want to bother you, that's why I did something like that, but after that car accident, I lost my memory."
She was very sincere when she said this, not at all like she was lying, and she didn't look like she was pretentious.
Mo Lingyu didn't have the shock he felt when he heard these things, and he didn't have heartache, and some of them were just pitiful.
"When I was unemployed, I always felt very empty in my heart, but when I was over there, the person who always accompanied me was Shen Ye."
She continued to talk regardless of it, as if she wanted Mo Lingyu to understand how she had lived in the past six years.
"So you fell in love and had children, but isn't it a very happy thing? Why are you coming back? ”
Isn't it very painful to cling to something that doesn't make any sense?
"Yes, every time I ask Shen Ye, he fools me or chooses not to answer, at that time I also feel that I am the happiest woman in the world, but I still feel empty in my heart."
Cheng Diewu replied to his words, her face was stained with sadness, and she even had a little regret.
"So I kept looking for what I had to do with my amnesia in the first place, and why I came to a foreign country."
"What was wrong with you back then?"
Mo Lingyu directly and quickly interrupted what she wanted to continue, but asked curiously.
If it was a very serious illness, then she would not be able to live in this world intact now.
But if it's not a serious illness, then why did she make all this?
"Leukemia."
Cheng Diewu raised her head resolutely, not looking scared at all.
Mo Lingyu was very strange to him, why didn't he find out that she was sick back then? Even from various aspects, it was not clear that she was really sick.
"So you're all right now, right?"
Mo Lingyu didn't understand a little, what the hell was going on? Why do you always think it's so weird?
Cheng Diewu didn't nod or shake her head, but kept looking at Mo Lingyu with a deep gaze, as if she wanted to see the reason from his face.
"Because of Sissi, she saved me."
She said it with a sad face, and when she said the last sentence, she quickly lowered her head and covered her face, and no longer looked at him at all.
Mo Lingyu nodded understandingly, if this is the case, then everything can be explained.
"Well, so what are you trying to tell me now? Did I do everything I could to help you find your daughter? Or do you want me to forgive you once again and bring you back to me? ”
He already had so many thoughts in his mind that he didn't even know what was going on in his mind.
Cheng Diewu cautiously raised her head and looked at him, as if she didn't dare to say it directly, she was afraid of getting bad news in his heart.
"If you have anything to say, just say it, there's no need to look at me like this, I don't like people looking at me like this."
Especially the woman she once loved, although she doesn't even want to be a friend now, she doesn't want to see her so pitiful.
As long as it is something that can help, he will never be the slightest bit ambiguous.
"Later, I lost a slight car accident again, and at that time I completely remembered everything, I thought it was Shen Ye who hurt me, so I hated him."
When it came to hating Shen Ye, a trace of hatred flashed on her face, and she didn't have any hidden thoughts at all.
Mo Lingyu didn't speak, just looked at her quietly, as if he wanted to see whether her current performance was real or fake.
"At first, he chose to imprison me, but I still escaped, so I came back, I didn't expect that Xia Anzhi would appear next to you."
This is the biggest blow to her, and even something that is difficult to accept.
Mo Lingyu's face flashed with doubt, he didn't believe that Shen Ye would do such a violent thing at all, he had always been a very gentle man.
Whether it is in dealing with children or things, it is rare to see him angry, or even angry.
Once upon a time, he thought that Shen Ye didn't know what anger was like at all, so it wasn't so serious in his heart.
But now that he heard Cheng Diewu's words, he didn't seem to know Shen Ye from her mouth.
"So I did something unforgivable, but that's also because I love you too much and want to be with you too much, what happened six years ago was indeed wrong for me, and I should be brave enough to face it."
When Cheng Diewu finished saying this, he suddenly knelt down and looked at him with tired eyes.
"I don't ask you to give me another chance, but I want you to be with me for a while, at least not with Cheyenne now."
She choked up, and didn't even look up at him anymore, just lay silently on the ground.
Mo Lingyu couldn't tell whether she was acting or real for a while, but she still had a lot of feelings in her heart.
It's like seeing him six years ago, there is no hope of living, and living is just a walking dead.
But now, if you promise Cheng Diewu, what will Xia Anzhi do? He'd failed her for a long time, and now he couldn't continue to live up to her.
"Sissi hasn't been found yet, aren't you worried at all? Is there only yourself in your heart? How could you be so selfish? ”
Mo Lingyu looked at her in disbelief, as if now was not the time to talk about love and love at all, but to say more about Sissi.
Cheng Diewu subconsciously raised her head and looked at him in astonishment.
"As long as you are willing to be by my side, I will definitely do my best to find Sissi, and I will publicly apologize to Xia Anzhi."
At this time, she looked as if she was really desperate, and she had nothing but relying on Mo Lingyu, and no one seemed to make her feel trusted.
Mo Lingyu shook her head helplessly, she didn't need to do this at all, and there was another person who loved her very deeply.
can even give everything for her, but she never looks at anyone in her heart.
It's strange to be able to say such a thing now.
"What about Shen Ye? He liked you for so long, and even accompanied you during the time when you lost your memory, which is the most precious memory for him, but now you want to abandon him, how can you bear it? ”
Mo Lingyu knew that if he still liked Cheng Diewu now, he would not be able to compete with his brother for a woman, and now that he had made this mistake, he couldn't let this mistake continue to spread.