Chapter 174: Measuring
There is a period in adolescence, accompanied by the change of one's own independent consciousness and thinking, it is easy to conflict with the outside world and feel that he is out of place with the whole society.
During the rebellious period, Chu Cheng didn't seem to have passed this period, in his impression, except for being caught by the head teacher at school and Xie Xiao not doing business, his life has been following his own pattern for a long time, and no one has come out to stop him.
"Do you want to smoke a cigarette?" Lin Rui grabbed the corner of his clothes.
Chu Cheng stood still, he remembered that the most unbalanced thing in his heart was to see the divorce agreement.
That kind of loss is actually comparable to the loss in my heart now!
Chu Cheng looked at the rain falling and felt a different coolness, and when it hit his face, it felt like ice ballast brushing his cheeks.
"Can you think about anything other than smoking and fighting, skipping school?" Chu Cheng frowned, his cold tone was a little ruthless in such an air.
Lin Rui let go of him, and his dark eyes were full of panic, like a child who had done something wrong: "No, don't people smoke when they are stressed?" Qi Yang also smokes sometimes, my sister ...... And many more...... ...... all."
Lin Rui's voice became quieter and quieter, and finally he completely shut up in Chu Cheng's terrifying eyes.
Chu Cheng is so good, how can he smoke whenever he is stressed and unhappy?
Chu Cheng looked at her and buried her head, after all, she was not a ruthless person, Chu Cheng took a deep breath, and felt that cold air was flowing in her entire lungs.
"It's ridiculous to me if a person can't even control himself." Chu Cheng said with a frown.
Lin Rui raised her head and blinked, her eyes full of puzzled surprise.
It's been almost half a year, and Chu Cheng also knows that there are probably not many people here who can match his ideas, so he took a deep breath again: "Maybe you don't understand, right?" In my opinion, I don't have to like Lin Weichi, it's just that she works hard for her life...... I like it very much, you know how it feels? ”
Lin Rui's eyes widened again, showing that she didn't understand.
Chu Cheng pinched his eyebrows: "Maybe my thinking is different, I think a person, no matter what environment he is in, should let his future be upward, backward or stagnant people, I don't want to take a look." ”
Chu Cheng continued: "Lin Weichi has this trait, life can't crush her, if she didn't have Qi Yang in her heart, I think I would have confessed to her." ”
Lin Rui shook her head in panic.
"But I can't," Chu Cheng pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "That's too stupid, I'm not the second male in Xu Jing's domineering president, for the sake of a girl to be able to say the sea vows or think that the person in her heart is not as good as me, I have to rush into it and fight to the death." ”
"It's so stupid, people who can't restrain themselves can only lose their minds and become clowns, the ideas I first came into contact with are utilitarian, and sometimes I know better that I have to be calm when I do something."
Chu Cheng said it, feeling that standing in such a place for a long time can freeze people to death, Lu Xun said: "Mourn its misfortune and be angry with it", from the moment he knew the meaning of this sentence, he vowed not to become such a person.
And when his unilateral burning love and fate are put on the scales, he would rather fight for fate.
"At this age when I don't know how important the future is to me, it's not my character to want to hold such love in my hands." Chu Cheng frowned and shook his head as he spoke.
Lin Rui listened, and opened her mouth little by little.
He has lived in a small town for more than ten years, and he has seen senior seniors fall in love before, flowers and roses at every turn, and he also went to a two-dollar store to buy the love tokens of the male and female protagonists of a certain youth file, and the love letters are all copied from the bridges in the TV series.
I like you.
I will always love you.
I will raise you for the rest of your life.
Lin Rui has heard a lot of such words, and has also seen many "couples" who secretly hold hands in a corner of the campus or are said to be happy and sweet by a group of people.
Even He Yuan has a crush in his heart, and he secretly buys gifts during the holidays.
She had never been in contact with someone like Chu Cheng, and Chu Cheng had thoughts in her heart that her peers did not have.
"I'm sorry, I might be a little ...... Hey, I'm telling you what to do with this, it's late, go home, it's not safe for girls to be outside. Chu Cheng calmed down for a moment, and then felt that what he just said was a little funny.
What mature thinker is acting as here? Values are one's own, so what does it show to say so?
Really feel good about myself.
He waved his hand, and he still planned to go home and watch TV with his old man Chu.
Lin Rui grabbed him again and smiled in a low voice.
The laughter was like gritting teeth, revealing a wave of undercurrent pleasure, Chu Cheng frowned: "This kind of thinking is ridiculous? ”
Then he also smiled: "Indeed, this kind of thinking that shows his inexplicable maturity...... It's a bit ......."
"No," Lin Rui grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly, and his arm was still closed to his side, Chu Cheng took a small step in her direction, staring at Lin Rui's smiling face, "I think I'm so lucky, really, meeting an excellent person, I may be like this once in my life." ”
Chu Cheng's eyebrows raised.
"However," the expression on Lin Rui's face, "the textbook is really too difficult for me, doesn't it mean that reading is not the only way out?" ”
Chu Cheng's face froze in astonishment for a few seconds, and he felt that the wind hovering around him became stronger, and he went straight into his clothes.
Lin Rui squeezed him tightly: "Efforts shouldn't be just in books, right?" ”
Her eyes were so earnest that Chu Cheng nodded quickly.
Lin Rui let go of him: "I don't know how luxurious your life was before, and no matter what you said about working hard for yourself, you are fascinated, I will not be worse than my sister, but the direction is different, where can you gain a foothold in the future, I will not be too far behind!" ”
With sincere words, Chu Cheng blinked.
"You blinked," Lin Rui stared at his eyes, "My sister's side is out of play, so you should have given up earlier." ”
Chu Cheng's body trembled slightly, Chu Cheng was a little glad that the people in this town were not like groups of white-collar office workers who returned home under the neon lights.
He and Lin Rui looked like a couple talking about love on the street at this time.
Feeling cramped in his heart, he glanced around.
Chu Cheng took a big step back and straightened the hem of his clothes: "You don't need to say this. ”
Lin Rui smiled at Chu Cheng and nodded, put his hand back in his pocket, and raised his eyebrows with a relaxed look: "Then what do you need me to say?" Boyfriend, don't pretend to be so much in your heart, do your own thing......"
Chu Cheng felt that Lin Rui was about to start saying something that made him unable to parry, so he raised his feet and walked back, walking faster and faster.
Lin Ruicai raised her head and looked at the sky where the "salt grains" had been sprinkled, stretched out her hand to catch it, and smiled at the corner of her mouth: "Not a gentleman, didn't you say that the one who wants to send the girl home is a good boyfriend?" ”
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