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Seeing that Lin Nuan did not dodge in disgust, nor was he frightened, the neighbor stood at the door of the unit building and looked at Lin Nuan with strange eyes.

Fifty square meters of large open room, toilet and kitchen are connected together.

The old house was on the first floor again, the windows were not large, high and equipped with rusty security nets, and the interior was dull and damp with a musty smell.

The residence of her biological parents is even more unacceptable than Lin Nuan imagined, probably because she has lived a rich and solid life since she was a child, and she does not know the suffering of the world.

Lin Nuan stood in the living room and had nowhere to sit, staring at the woman's busy back like a fool.

The biological mother did not wash her hands, dirty hands and noodles, chopping vegetables...... Cracking eggs, everything is so skillful, I don't look like a crazy person at all.

The bowl of tomato egg noodles was brought to Lin Nuan, and when she saw her biological mother looking at her with eager eyes, she said, "Eat it!" Eat it! ”

Lin Nuan didn't dislike her for being covered in sludge, she didn't dislike her muddy hands for not washing, and drank the bowl of tomato and egg noodles with soup.

I didn't know the taste of food, I felt that there was bitterness between my lips and teeth, the bitterness that spread to the bottom of my heart, the bitterness that made Lin Nuan want to cry, she clenched her hands, and the joints she clutched hurt.

Later, goodbye, in a psychiatric hospital.

Lin Nuan looked through the window at the crazy woman holding a doll and clapping in a low voice.

Because others were too noisy, she was worried that she would make a noise to her daughter, so she angrily hit people with a chair......

Lin Nuan's biological mother's condition was even worse than Lin Nuan's first meeting.

She will no longer call at Lin Nuan, as if she has tried her best to pin the rest of her life's emotions on the doll in her arms, even if Lin Nuan is sitting in front of her, her eyes are empty and out of focus across Lin Nuan, and she only whispers to the doll in her arms about the secret conversation that belongs to the mother and daughter.

Lin Nuan didn't understand the world of the madman, she heard that the world of the madman was completely destroyed and only nothingness remained, but she felt that her biological mother's world was ...... The softest place is still there, and there is her daughter.

For the first time, she understood why maternal love was called great, from her biological mother, who was called a madman, even though all the clarity in her world had been exhausted, she still left only the deep love for her daughter, which remained unchanged for many years.

Fu Huai'an could see Lin Nuan's forbearance under his calmness.

She sniffed slightly, pinched the chopsticks in her fine white and delicate little hands, and ate the bowl of noodles in small bites.

That night, Lin Nuan slept peacefully.

I don't know if it's because she's tired, or because the warm wall behind her wraps her in warmth and warms her.

The next day, when Lin Nuan arrived home, Bai Xiaonian saw that Lin Nuan was wearing new clothes and carrying old clothes in his hands, and before Lin Nuan finished changing his shoes, he stood at the entrance of the entrance, and did not ask about Lin Nuan's failure to return all night, Bai Xiaonian's tone was determined: "I was with Fu Huai'an last night?!" ”

was recognized by Bai Xiaonian, Lin Nuan's ears turned red, put on the bag and put on cotton slippers, and walked to the bathroom with dirty clothes.

Bai Xiaonian followed behind Lin Nuan, saw Lin Nuan separate his inner clothes and pants, stuffed his outer clothes into the washing machine, and asked, "How is it...... After this night, did Fu Huaian promise to help you?! ”

Lin Nuan added laundry detergent to the washing machine, squeezed out of Bai Xiaonian, who was blocking the door of the bathroom, and walked to the kitchen, avoiding the seriousness and pretending to be impatient to hide his inner crampedness: "What night down?!" ”

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