Chapter 127: I Never Loved You
[He Yansheng, do you think you are the only one who is a master of love? I lost in this game, but you can't win, because I have never loved you - Zhong Zixi! γ
She longed for someone to lean on; She longed for it to be fake; She longed to wake up again and nothing had happened; It was just a nightmare she had.
She is still the daughter to be married, and Zhong Yu is still by her side.
"Mommy, Mommy......"
Zhong Zixi muttered softly, helpless and weak.
He Yansheng took her back to the place where they used to live, the new house had not yet been installed, and someone had specially found someone to redecorate it before the occasion.
Now it seems to be warm and peaceful, maybe the new house is not installed is a hint, but they all deliberately ignore such a existence.
It's just that they are all naΓ―ve to think that the best is worth looking forward to, but broken is broken, and no matter how good the packaging is, there will still be a moment of destruction.
"Zizi, be good, you can sleep first. Don't think about anything, okay? β
He Yansheng tucked the quilt corner for her, and gave her a gentle kiss on the tip of her nose, and just as he was about to turn around, Zhong Zixi suddenly grabbed his palm.
is no longer the calm Zhong Zixi just now, her eyes are scarlet and angry at him at this moment.
It was a desperate hatred, He Yansheng's heart trembled for no reason, her hatred was indeed unbearable for him.
"He Yansheng, let me ask you, what about my mother? You tell me, where did my mom go? Where did she go? β
Zhong Zixi shouted frantically, and he could even feel a bloody breath in his hoarse voice.
Zhong Zixi's palm was held tightly, very hard. He Yansheng shook his palm lightly, the struggle of her nails through the flesh and blood should have hurt very much, but she seemed to be unconscious.
He Yansheng forcibly stuffed his palm into Zhong Zixi's palm, lest her forcible force hurt him.
Zhong Zixi shook off He Yansheng's hand with his backhand and raised his head stubbornly.
"He Yansheng, don't disgust me, okay? I'll ask you one last time, what about my mother? β
"Zizi, calm down, don't be like this, okay?" He begged slightly, a sense of powerlessness swept over his heart.
"Not good, not good, not good. I just want to know what about my mom? You speak! She sneered at him and shook her head in disagreement.
"What your mom said is true, right? Why, why do you want my mother to take the blame, my mother and I have long had nothing to do with the Xu family They don't know don't you know? Even if something happens to the Xu family now, it is he Xu Baihang who is responsible, what can it have to do with my mother? And you, why don't you stop it? Why? β
Zhong Zixi kept pushing away his shackles, and now every time he moved, the nausea that was tumbling in his stomach kept surging.
She sneered a few times, and the words she uttered were like sharp blades, "You really make me sick, very disgusting." β
She shook off his hand and raised her hand to rub her hair.
"He Yansheng, you obviously told me that as long as it is what I want, time will tell me the answer for you?"
Tears of business fell down my eyes. One
They are all huge.
"You said that as long as I need you, you will be there for me, and you will never turn your back on me?"
"You said that there was my youth and yours in that classroom; You say that behind me is my professor and your teacher; You said that behind you are my seniors and sisters, and they are also your younger brothers and sisters; You say you'll never disappear and you'll be on call; You also said that you will give me what I have missing, so that I don't have to envy anyone, right? β
Today's promises sound particularly harsh.
"And this morning, you said that you only want me to be by your side in this life, swallowing mountains, kissing rain, burying the sunset, never hesitating, and never despairing when the mountains catch the sea and walk on the snow path. He Yansheng, do you remember all this? Those eternity that are like oaths, you see, are so short, so short that I have begun to believe you but refuse to lie? β
"Since you married me, why didn't you protect my family? That's my mom, you know, how much she means to me. β
Zhong Zixi asked calmly, calmly and cold-bloodedly.
She was so cold that she was almost indifferent, and her every expression was like a knife straight into her heart.
He Yansheng would rather she quarrel with him, at least Zhong Zixi like that is alive.
The heart can't be hurt, and once it's hurt, it's too difficult to heal. In the long life ahead, he was destined to be impossible to be a stranger with her.
But now, they are not even strangers.
He Yansheng's thoughts fell into Zhong Zixi's eyes, like silence, more like a default emptiness.
"I understand, I understand, it's just that I'm too naΓ―ve He Yansheng, do you think the Zhong family doesn't exist anymore? The current Xu family is he, Xu Baihang, and he is in charge alone! What did he promise you? Give you shares? Working with you? Or is it some dirty deal? β
"Zizi, is that what you think of me in your heart?"
He Yansheng slowly got up, and he leaned against the wall. The anger on the face, the scarlet under the eyes, and the coldness around the body convey anger invisibly.
"Yes, He Yansheng, that's how I miss you, I would rather never know you."
Zhong Zixi struggled to get up, and the bellflower in the room was specially prepared by him. Only now it seemed to be so glaring that she picked up the vase and slammed it to the ground, just as they felt.
The cold words, the cruel sting, the water is hard to recover, the sentence is correct. Once the floodgates of harm are opened, it will bring endless pain and mutual torment.
With a grin, he pinched his ring very lightly, this circle is not just a token of love. It is also a proof that husband and wife wait for each other and get through difficulties together.
He suppressed the irritability in his heart and opened his mouth lightly.
"Zhong Zixi, I'll give you a chance to take back what you just said."
It was still a flat tone, but the threat was very obvious.
The pleasant jokes between husband and wife, everything is fun. Once the wind direction is wrong, any bit of wind and grass is a fatal injury.
"He Yansheng, do you think you can still blackmail me now? You can only use this kind of thing once
, when the trust is exhausted, it will cease to exist. Why should I take it back, I tell you that the thing I regret the most in this life is that I fell in love with you, and that is the shame of my life. β
The word "insult" has not yet been spoken, and while the body is held hostage, a familiar aura fills the whole body.
It's just that He Yansheng has no warmth at this time, he is like a beast that keeps asking, and every movement is expansive.
Repeatedly grinding, exploring, and catharsis, Zhong Zixi kept pushing him. One insists on using a kiss to verify feelings, and the other strongly resists using physical contact to prove feelings that should not exist.
The pain on his lips made each other extremely sober, and a faint bloody rush dispersed.
The more obvious her refusal, the more crazy He Yansheng became!
The two sides are like two tireless beasts indulging in tormenting each other and hurting each other.
He Yansheng let go of Zhong Zixi against her forehead, and anger seeped from each other's eyes.
Zhong Zixi stubbornly removed his eyes, and the cells around him were resisting him. Suddenly, a sick feeling of nausea hit her, and she just held his arm and retched.
"Zizi, good, even if you disgust me, I still won't let you go. I know you're just too angry, and it's okay I'm not going to bother with you. β
She raised her hand to wipe her mouth, and her simple and clear resistance seemed to wipe the man's breath away.
But no matter how hard Zhong Zixi tried, it seemed that the smell couldn't be wiped clean. Her heart was sad and sad.
"He Yansheng, how long do you have to deceive yourself? Do you think you're the only one who is a master of love? I lost in this game, but you can't win, because I never loved you. β
The voice landed, and the silence around him was as dead as silence.
"Huh, huh? So who have you loved? The deep voice brushed his ears, bloodthirsty, cold, and heart-wrenching.
"Does it have anything to do with you? He Yansheng: If I really love you, how can I agree to my mother and someone else? You're stupid. β
Zhong Zixi pushed him away contemptuously, pulled the napkin next to him and folded it into a beautiful arc, picked up the water cup on the table and dipped it. Gently wiped the breath that had not been wiped clean on his lips just now, but the smell of sinking water on his body was too heavy, as if he couldn't wipe it clean.
"So I told you to think about it, and you never thought about it?"
"Yes." He Yansheng, who was not detached from the word "yes" with water, sank.
"So, the reason why you agreed to the blind date is entirely because of your mother, even if the blind date is not me, you will still go. Will you fall in love with him, even, or even get married? β
No one knows how heavy each word falls on He Yansheng's heart, and how painful his heart hurts at this moment.
As soon as he thought that no matter who Zhong Zixi was going that day, and when he thought that she would have a clue connection with others, he couldn't stand the jealousy in his heart, and the boredom was constantly nourishing and spreading.
"Yes." Another "yes" completely and ruthlessly interrupted all He Yansheng's fantasies, at this moment he just wanted to use exclusive possession to determine the emptiness and fear in his heart.
Zhong Zixi has always been independent
, he didn't dare to think about it, at the moment he just wanted to use the most familiar feeling to prove that she was still his.
Consciousness always precedes reason, He Yansheng pulled Zhong Zixi and wrapped his hands around her waist and kissed her accurately.
Immediately after that, his hands did not let go, and he bent down slightly and took her in his arms and walked to the bed.
Zhong Zixi pushed He Yansheng, her body touched the bed, she rolled along the side of the bed to the other side with her small advantage, and the man who had already understood her intentions came up directly.
His ten fingers wrapped around hers, and the weight on his body made Zhong Zixi unable to step back a bit.
The awkward and stubborn two people get along with each other in a very strange posture.
The familiar light shone on the man's body, his body just blocked the faint light for her, and He Yansheng's deep and burning breath in his eyes and the temperature around him were shouting and reminding.
That's evidence of his emotion, and this man has always been strong in this regard.
Zhong Zixi knew that he was unavoidable, and they were already familiar with each other. One more time or one less time is meaningless to her, so why be so hypocritical.
(End of chapter)