Chapter 352: Let Go of Your Arms
(three hundred and fifty-two)
On campus during the winter vacation, it was still the Spring Festival, there was no one on campus, everything was quiet, and even the "click" sound of feet stepping on dead leaves could be heard clearly.
The university campus during the holidays is like a ghost town, and Ye Wenyu lives in this ghost town alone because he is homeless.
He walked straight downstairs to the girls' dormitory and sent a private message to Ye Wenyu "arrived", remembering that a year ago, he personally ran over to celebrate the Spring Festival for her.
As long as Lin Tingyue appeared, all the beauty was like the fragile glass, which shattered all at once.
It's horribleβ
Cai Wenchuan closed his eyes in pain, in the dark, he also saw his life, if he didn't wake up and never look back, then he worked hard for the first half of his life, and one day, it would collapse like an avalanche.
Ye Wenyu didn't let Cai Wenchuan wait longer, and soon came down, carrying two bags.
She stood in front of him, smiled at him, and called out in a very gentle voice: "Wen Chuan-" She stopped calling him Brother Wen.
Cai Wenchuan opened his eyes, fixed his mind, and looked at her with some sadness.
She is his life-saving straw, and now this life-saving straw is about to leave him, the north wind is blowing from afar, as cold as ice and snow, Cai Wenchuan seems to be in a cellar.
Ye Wenyu waited silently for him to speak, she has experienced too many vicissitudes of the world, and now she is becoming more and more silent, becoming "a gentleman is like a bell, not knocking or ringing." β
After living for most of your life, you will find that many words will not change anything, so later, you simply don't say anything, such as crying and complaining to Cai Wenchuan like a resentful woman, accusing him of being unkind, is it interesting?
There was nothing to gain except to lose her dignity, so she was silent.
Cai Wenchuan looked at Ye Wenyu, and immediately became nervous and guilty, all kinds of emotions were like a dragon, rampaging in his heart, remembering the scene that happened in the hospital yesterday, his face turned red and he was extremely embarrassed.
He stammered a little and said, "Go, go, I'll please, please go to dinner." β
Breathing like suffocation, a heart of guilt burning like a fire, he has eyes without beads, he is the biggest fool in the world.
Ye Wenyu smiled slightly, looking at Cai Wenchuan calmly, compared to his nervousness and embarrassment, she seemed much calmer. She said softly, "I just had breakfast and I'm not hungry at all, so let's just walk around the campus." β
Facing him now, thinking of him in the past, no matter how beautiful the food was placed in front of her, she couldn't swallow it.
The winter sun is thin, like a pale white mist, and two people standing in such sunlight are very cold in each other's hearts.
Cai Wenchuan probably couldn't swallow it either, so he nodded and agreed.
The two of them walked slowly along the boulevard of the girls' dormitory, and the plane trees that flourished in the summer had all lost their leaves, like naked men, stretching their branches into the pale blue sky.
Occasionally, I met a few school workers who were working overtime at school, they didn't shy away from it, and their hearts were very calm, Ye Wenyu remembered that a year ago, when the two of them were in love, they were nervous and afraid of being discovered, and they couldn't help laughing. It's just a wry smile.
Now this kind of calm and calm is actually a kind of sadness.
Her mouth was inexplicably bitter, as if she had just eaten a large bowl of Chinese herbal juice.
Because the two of them have no feelings, they no longer have to worry about others talking behind their backs.
Ye Wenyu thought bitterly, it's so strange, Cai Wenchuan loved herself, otherwise, the affection at that time really moved her very much, she couldn't pretend to be so meticulous and considerate, but now he doesn't love it anymore.
At the beginning, it was true that he loved her, and now, he doesn't love her anymore, it's also true.
The Bible says that "love is like chasing the wind", and feelings are like flowing water, which can change at any time, so he will change his mind. Just like her, in the previous life, she loved Lin Tingfeng, and in this life, she chose to love him.
So there's no point in blaming more, isn't it, it's better to be separated from each other, each rejoicing, and letting each other go free.
Both of them were preoccupied and very silent, Cai Wenchuan took the initiative to find something to say because he felt guilty, he smiled hard, and said hoarsely to Ye Wenyu: "You saw my parents yesterday." "My throat felt as if it had just been grazed by a steel wool ball, and it hurt terribly.
Ye Wenyu heard Cai Wenchuan say this, raised his head, glanced at him, and nodded slowly.
The red tide on Cai Wenchuan's face was getting worse, but he said quickly as if he was masochistic: "You know now, back then, after our family moved, I went to the Lin family as a helper, my father was just an ordinary driver at the beginning, and later because of his loyalty, he was promoted to housekeeper by Mr. Lin, who has been a housekeeper for many years, and my mother has been working as a cleaner in the Lin family." β
I see, Ye Wenyu lowered her head, she thought to herself, Cai Wenchuan, is this the reason why you worked hard to be admitted to Professor Q University? You must get rid of this original family that makes you ashamed, and you must work very hard to be a superior person, so as to wash away the deep humiliation brought to you by your original family, right? Is that why you don't want to mention your own parents? Is that why you don't want to go home even for the Chinese New Year?
I see, now she understands everything.
The big brother who used to stand up to the sky in her heart, the big brother who could shelter her from the wind and rain, at that moment, the image began to collapse, she looked at Cai Wenchuan quietly, as if looking at a three-year-old child, she suddenly found that his mind was not as mature as hers.
At that moment, Ye Wenyu was much more tolerant.
She said calmly: "Wenchuan, I think there is nothing to be ashamed of making money with your own skills, I respect Uncle Cai and Aunt Cai very much." β
Cai Wenchuan's face turned red, she no longer called him professor, nor did she call him Brother Wen anymore.
He suddenly felt empty in his heart, like a shattered eggshell, and there was a strong sense of unease.
Ye Wenyu saw that Cai Wenchuan was silent, so he continued to say to him slowly: "Your parents are not divorced, they make money with their honest labor, raise you, and provide you with all the way to study for a doctorate, so that you become a professor in the best university in China, they have cultivated you so well, I think such parents should be grateful, so, Wenchuan, you should let go of your arms-"
The red tide on Cai Wenchuan's face was even heavier, he knew that Ye Wenyu was right, but his heart knot couldn't be opened-
Cocooned into a prison for many years, which can be liberated with a word.
"And this, give it back to you-" Ye Wenyu looked at the bag in her hand, a clothing bag containing the down jacket of the Canada goose he gave her, a small bag containing various watch necklaces he gave her, and there were three small velvet boxes in the small bag, two red and one blue, all of which were in their original packaging, she had been reluctant to throw them away, and now they were all returned to him.