Chapter 349: Depression and Outburst
But Zhao Qingluo was afraid that after she shook her head, Yue Tingcheng would misunderstand that she didn't want to give him a chance.
In addition, now she really doesn't want to say anything superfluous to explain anything, so Zhao Qingluo can only answer the word "um" ambiguously, and then leave.
Yue Tingcheng looked at the back of Zhao Qingluo leaving, obviously the two of them were at home now, under the same roof, but he felt that Zhao Qingluo seemed to be drifting away, as if he was about to leave his sight now.
Yue Tingcheng hadn't felt this feeling of powerlessness for a long time, and it even made him feel a little painful in his heart.
Because he knew that they were torturing each other like this, and he could be sure that Zhao Qingluo was still in love with each other like himself, but why did he choose this way?
But he couldn't do anything, he could only sit in the same place in a decadent place, not knowing what to do.
And Zhao Qingluo returned to the room and closed the door, but at that second she seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and then sat on the ground with her back to the door, and closed her eyes in pain.
It's just that my mind is still echoing, as if it was just those conversations yesterday.
"Then do you think we will really live in this villa for the rest of our lives in the future?"
Thinking about a year ago, when I first came to this villa, I was full of unknowns and curiosity.
After fading away from the bad image of Yue Tingcheng at the beginning, when she found that she was slowly falling in love with the person in front of her, Zhao Qingluo also really began to treat this place with a homely attitude in her heart.
"This is my home, and since you are already my wife, it is also your home. So we're going to spend the rest of our lives here, why don't we kill you and where do we want to escape? ”
At that time, Yue Tingcheng's words of reply seemed to be still in her ears, Zhao Qingluo looked up at the empty room, and now the lights had not been turned on, and in this gloomy environment, she seemed to be unable to see the edge.
It's as if her grief is boundless at this moment.
"What do you think we're going to become?"
Zhao Qingluo opened her mouth slightly, but she didn't make a sound, but judging from the shape of her mouth, she was silently reciting the same question as herself in her memory.
But in the face of the empty room, no one answered him.
Zhao Qingluo had no choice but to hug her knees and bury her face in her knees, even if it was already in the dark, she didn't want anyone to see her so fragile.
Zhao Qingluo really didn't know what was going on with Yue Tingcheng now, maybe she was really too careful, she really couldn't do it, and completely forgot what happened during this time.
Zhao Qingluo felt that she hadn't been so calculating before, maybe after Zhou Xiaoxiao's incident, she really became very sensitive.
Although Zhao Qingluo had been aware of it from the beginning, she had never had the opportunity to tell Yue Tingcheng, and now she felt that her psychological pressure had reached an extreme, and she might go crazy at any time.
So Zhao Qingluo had to escape for the time being, if she continued to stay in this environment, she really felt that maybe the psychiatrist couldn't help her.
Therefore, she needs to give herself a reason to escape, a chance to escape.
But just as Zhao Qingluo plucked up the courage to pat the tears on her face again, stood up and turned on the light in the room, and was about to pack up her things, she heard a knock on the door.
"So, what are you doing now?"
Unexpectedly, Yue Tingcheng's voice came from outside the door, but Zhao Qingluo originally wanted to open the door, but she paused at the last second, and then opened her mouth first.
"I'm packing up some of my own things, what's wrong, is there something wrong?"
Yue Tingcheng frowned, he had already persuaded himself that since he had already agreed to Zhao Qingluo, he couldn't go back, and he couldn't do anything that would disappoint the other party even more at this time.
Because now Yue Tingcheng knew that he was already in a state of trying his best to recover, if he did anything wrong, he was really scared and had no chance to redeem it.
But he still couldn't control himself, and wanted to persuade Zhao Qingluo to stop her from leaving here.
Although Zhao Qingluo said it well, she just wanted to go out on a trip alone, but Yue Tingcheng had a feeling of gaining and losing, and he couldn't bear Zhao Qingluo leaving his sight at this time.
Especially at this time, Zhao Qingluo didn't open the door directly, but refused to interview her in disguise, so Yue Tingcheng was already very unhappy, but now he is even more angry.
"I want to talk to you about something, can I open the door now? You can't let me talk to you at the door, can you? ”
Zhao Qingluo listened to Yue Tingcheng's tone suspiciously, and there was a strange meaning in her tone, so that she would not be in a hurry to open the door.
Even if Zhao Qingluo knew that Yue Tingcheng had a lot to say today, she didn't say it, but she also said very clearly, she just wanted to be alone and quiet, and she didn't do anything to betray Yue Tingcheng, so Zhao Qingluo still hesitated.
"What are you hesitating about, so you're really going to go now, aren't you? So now you feel that you can't stay in this house for a moment for the sake of that man! ”
Originally, Zhao Qingluo had just put his hand on the doorknob after the traveler hesitated, and Yue Tingcheng's angry voice came from outside the door.
Zhao Qingluo was depressed, she rarely heard Yue Tingcheng speak to herself in such a tone, and she could even imagine Yue Tingcheng's expression at this time.
However, what is even worse is that Zhao Qingluo's door is not locked, she is so nervous that she even wants to lock the door now, but Yue Tingcheng has not waited for her to open the door, and directly opened the door.
"What the hell is wrong with you? Didn't we just say it all? ”
Zhao Qingluo suddenly became nervous for some reason, and even beads of sweat began to appear on her forehead, after all, she had never seen Yue Tingcheng like this.
Although she had seen Yue Tingcheng when he was angry in front of others, he would not look at her again with this kind of look.
"What's wrong with me, what else can I do? What else can I do now but watch you decide the relationship between the two of us? ”
Yue Tingcheng became more and more emotional, and even took a step forward, his body trembled slightly, but he tried to grasp Zhao Qingluo's shoulder, and even the strength was so great, he didn't realize that he might have hurt the other party.
"Have you ever wondered? You have always been very selfish, no matter what decisions you make, you never discuss them with me, and now you are just unhappy with the results of my handling of this matter, that is, you want me to apologize to Qi Haoyang, right? ”
Zhao Qingluo was completely stunned and filmed on the spot, the point was that she really never needed Yue Tingcheng to apologize and admit anything, she just felt that it was because Qi Haoyang was innocent.
And Zhao Qingluo felt that in some aspects, after all, Qi Haoyang had always been kind to them, so it was necessary to give others a certain amount of respect.
So at this time, even if Zhao Qingluo was reasonable, she was a little speechless for a while, because she never expected that Yue Tingcheng, who was so calm just now, and he who was so forbearing, would suddenly explode at this time.
And his reason made Zhao Qingluo a little inexplicable for a while.
"No, what the hell are you talking about? The reason why I want to leave for a while is that there is nothing about Qi Haoyang at all, don't you guess by yourself, and then it's all on my head, can you calm down first? ”
At this time, Yue Tingcheng didn't know what Zhao Qingluo said, but she really couldn't bear Zhao Qingluo to leave her side during this time period.
Yue Tingcheng just felt that he was also a human being, and he also had times when he was vulnerable, and Zhao Qingluo was just because he quarreled with him and had emotions, so he had to resolutely leave himself alone to face all the current situations, which was really too ruthless.
"Am I not calm? I think I'm calm, all I know now is to stop you from getting out of here, and you don't want to go anywhere tomorrow! I've decided that you can't leave during this time. ”
Yue Tingcheng's so-called decision made Zhao Qingluo unexpected, and she never thought that Yue Tingcheng would speak to her in such a tone, and even gave an order.
And Zhao Qingluo has never been his subordinate, and now this situation is really a headache.
"Why not, even if I marry you, even if I am still married to you now, I am a free person! Who said that this is my home, I must be imprisoned here, Yue Tingcheng, what are you thinking? Can you calm down first? ”
Zhao Qingluo really doesn't want to get angry, she has been too angry in the past few days, has said too many words, and made too many explanations.
So she hoped that Yue Tingcheng would really stop being presumptuous, they had already negotiated, if he had any dissatisfaction, they could sit down calmly and talk about it, or that she could postpone it for a few days before leaving.
But when Yue Tingcheng spoke to himself in such a tough tone, he was really very unhappy.
Could it be that Yue Tingcheng has been with him for so long, and he still doesn't know that he has always eaten soft rather than hard?
The more Yue Tingcheng spoke to himself in such a tone, the less he would listen to him, not to mention that he was completely unreasonable now.
And Yue Ting looked as if he was trying to suppress his temper at this time, but he was still a little irritated and slammed his fist on the wall next to Zhao Qingluo, which also startled the other party.
"Okay, you go, then I won't care about you, since you want to leave, you can't stay, right, then you go!"
Zhao Qingluo tried her best to hold on, if it weren't for the fact that she hadn't packed her things yet, she might really have pulled her suitcase and walked away now.
Because Yue Tingcheng's current attitude really annoyed her, but Zhao Qingluo just clenched her fists hard and endured it.