Chapter 136 Flowers Grow Charming Eyes 12
The night was dark, and Junbi couldn't see the bitterness at the corners of Jing Heng's mouth, nor could he spot his reddish eyes and increasingly sunken cheeks.
"Let's go back." Jing Heng's voice was a little hoarse, "Will you go back with me?" "He's almost humbly begging.
Jun Bi pursed his lips and turned his head sideways, "I said, I'm fine, I'll stay here in the future." ”
Junbi's side face was a little indifferent, and the seaweed-like black hair hung down on her back. Jing Heng stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her who was so close in front of her, but in the end he just put it down weakly.
"I'm sorry." The broken hair on his forehead was blown by the wind and fell in front of the scenery in front of his eyes. A deep fold furrowed between his brows, and the corners of his mouth trembled uncontrollably, "Will you go back?" ”
Jing Heng stepped forward and gently embraced Junbi into his arms, just like a fragile piece of porcelain. His body temperature was scorching, and his words, breath, and touch, everything made Junbi feel strange and familiar.
"I'm sorry......" Jing Heng's eyes were closed and uneasy, and he didn't seem to be able to say anything other than repeat the apology.
Jun Bi sighed, stretched out her hand a little harder, and brushed off Jing Heng's arm that hugged her, "You should go back early." With that, she walked into the room and closed the door.
Jing Heng was left in place, and he stood alone in a daze, battered and gloomy. He also wants to leave, but what if he can't let go?
When did Jingheng go, Junbi didn't know. She lay on the bed for a long time, tossed and turned, and then fell into a groggy sleep.
When he woke up the next day, Junbi called up the surveillance video at the door of the house.
"It's crazy...... Junbi couldn't help muttering as he looked at the video day by day.
Since the last time Jing Heng found Junbi, every night, he would drive here at about ten o'clock, sit on the stairs at the door, and leave until the next morning, without a single day falling.
Jingheng still has to go to the company on weekdays, how did he come over in the past ten days? If he stays up like this, won't his body collapse?
Jun Bizheng was a little uneasy, and happened to receive a call from Xia Yuxi. They have always been in contact with each other, they are both women, Xia Yuxi can understand her feelings, and after hearing what Jing Heng has done, she is also very supportive of her decision.
However, just now, Xia Yuxi brought a piece of news that caught Junbi off guard, Jing Heng was hospitalized.
It's not a pretense to win Junbi's sympathy, Jing Heng's body does have a problem. Before, it was because he had been taking tranquilizers for a long time and the dose was too large, and then he could hardly guarantee an hour or two of sleep every day, and his physical condition became worse and worse, and finally he couldn't support it.
When Junbi came to the hospital, there was only Jing Heng in the ward, and the others were cleared by Xia Yuxi in advance.
At this time, Junbi found out that the scenery was very haggard. Without the original high-spirited, flamboyant and chic, although it is not skinny, it has been described as withered and worrying. She hadn't noticed anything unusual about him last night.
Jing Heng saw Junbi's hazy figure in a daze, and thought he was dreaming. "It's worth it to be able to see you once you're sick." The corners of his mouth curled into a smile, this action he usually did on a daily basis, but now he did it with weakness and exhaustion.
"I thought you were going to leave me to my own devices." Jing Heng sighed and whispered.
Junbi opened his mouth, and originally wanted to say that I had planned to do so, but when I saw Jing Heng's appearance, I still endured it and didn't say it.
"I can't sleep. I haven't had a good night's sleep since you left. In that home, you can see the traces left by Junbi everywhere, which makes him more and more upset. But when some of the traces faded over time, he became even more panicked.
Jing Heng can only maintain a basic sleep time by relying on tranquilizers, otherwise he has no way to handle the affairs of the group.
"At first, I was able to sleep with half a tablet, but then gradually two or three tablets had no effect. I don't remember how much I ate, but I'm glad I didn't wake up......" Jingheng smiled self-deprecatingly.
He originally thought that time could heal everything, he was Jingheng, how could he lose his soul because of a woman. But he soon realizes that he was wrong, and he was wrong. This woman he thought was just a passerby in his life, but it was more and more deeply rooted in his heart, unable to be expelled or diluted.
Jun Bi only felt a slight pain in his heart, "When I saw you, you were obviously normal." She tried her best to control her slightly trembling voice so that she would not choke up.
"Ah, you said that at that time, ......" Jing Heng pretended to be relaxed and said, "You have said that you hate me, if I appear in front of you again in a sloppy manner, you will hate me even more." If I'm cleaning up a little more handsomely, maybe I can get extra points, right? After he finished speaking, he didn't forget to wink at Junbi handsomely.
Junbi felt the tip of his nose a little sour, "You're such a madman." She knew that if she didn't leave now, she would be soft on him.
When Jing Heng heard this, he just smiled slightly, "I'll continue to go crazy." ”
Jing Heng fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, he couldn't find Junbi's figure, he smiled helplessly, and said to himself: "What stupid, how could she come?" ”
Jing Heng leaned back to the head of the bed in a daze, and looked sideways at the hazy emaciated silhouette reflected in the glass window. He reached out and stroked his cheek, his beard grew out, and his hair was unkempt. He didn't have to think about it to know that his face was yellow, and his lips were bloodless. If this ghost was seen by Junbi, he would be even more sad.
The door of the ward was pushed open, and Xia Yuxi walked in.
Jing Heng glanced up, then lowered his head again, "I don't need someone to accompany me, you can go back first." His eyelashes trembled slightly, like butterflies with folded wings.
Xia Yuxi listened to the low voice of the scenery, inexplicably sad, she angrily threw the fruit in her hand on the table, "Who wants to accompany you!" ”
Xia Yuxi really can't stand this person, since he likes it, he said directly, why do you want to do hurtful things, "Brother Feng, do you think that if you abuse yourself, people will see that you are pitiful?" "I took my popularity away, and now I am starting to know hypocrisy again.
Jing Heng smiled with a self-deprecating smile on her face, "Yes, if she is willing to pity me, I can't ask for it." ”
Jing Heng felt very tired, not only physically exhausted, but also mentally confused. Does he like Junbi? He didn't know, he felt it a lot deeper than he liked. Why did he do it? Because it was a choice in his heart, he couldn't control it himself.
He even began to wonder if he really loved Zhuang Zixuan in the first place, or if he just liked to chase things that he couldn't get. If that relationship was not possessive, but real love, why didn't he feel like he was like now, life is worse than death?
"You madman!" Xia Yuxi turned around and slammed the door, and the footsteps faded away.
Jing Heng took out his mobile phone, dialed the phone, and said, "Come and pick me up and discharge from the hospital." ”