Chapter 175: Am I So Untrustworthy?
[He never knew that Zhong Zixi didn't distrust He Yansheng, but had no confidence, just because she really couldn't find such a self who was worthy of all his desperate love - Zhong Zixi! ] ใ
In the past, He Yansheng was very serious, and he would never be so straightforward and utilitarian, Zhong Zixi swallowed his saliva hard, and his fingers covered his cheeks and began to speak.
"No, I didn't think about anything, I was."
Zhong Zixi glanced at someone, and when he saw the triumphant smile on He Yansheng's face, Zhong Zixi knew that this man was doing it on purpose.
can't help but feel a little angry, and for a while he didn't even realize that the current relationship between the two seemed inappropriate for such a close move.
"Hey, why are you like this, you know I'm just."
After making sure that Zhong Zixi was standing firmly, He Yansheng easily let go of his shackles, retreated to the sofa behind him, and sat down with his legs folded and idle, a little lazy and a little casual.
"You just have something to say to me, and you haven't figured out how to ask me, have you?"
The man didn't lay it out, he said it a little directly, and his eyes were a little gloomy under the drunken yellow light.
Zhong Zixi knew that most of the time, this man's sudden change of face had the element of deliberate intimidation, and after a long time, he was naturally not so afraid.
He Yansheng saw that she didn't answer, and said with a smile. "Zizi, let me guess what you want to ask me this time, how about it?"
He Yansheng has always been the one who understands her best, even if she doesn't open her mouth, he knows what she wants to ask, most of the time He Yansheng is willing to coax her to play and make her happy.
"Yes, you've always been the one who knows me best, always have been." Zhong Zixi didn't go around in circles, her light emotions were very straightforward.
The men's palms clasped each other, and the index finger and thumb of He Yansheng's right hand rubbed against each other against the ring finger of his left hand.
It used to be the ring they had chosen together, but it was the wedding that didn't take place, and he didn't have the blessing to wear the ring they had chosen together at the wedding.
Later, on the night when they lost control of each other in Yunshan Villa, He Yansheng secretly put the ring on her hand, which was a very short time.
And before leaving, she still chose to take the ring off and put it in Yunshan Villa, and didn't take anything with her.
Like the original necklace that was broken all over the ground, the moment the jewelry hit the ground was a crisp sound all over the ground, which was also very similar to the sound of heartbreak.
Since coming back for so long, Zhong Zixi has not inquired about this man in detail, and it turns out that he has been wearing the ring.
I don't know what kind of state of mind he has in wearing the ring, and the years he has passed.
"Yes, Zizi, I have always been the one who knows you best, so as soon as you open your mouth, I know what you want to ask, and often I think if I am not the one who knows you best. If you see my fragility and try to pretend to deceive me and coax me, I think I can be happy for a long time! โ
There are a lot of things I want to say, but at this moment, I seem to be a little speechless and don't know what to say.
In Zhong Zixi's heart, He Yansheng is invincible, he will never easily show his loss to others, and now he is so easy to tell her about his vulnerability and helplessness.
Zhong Zixi found that he couldn't bear his weakness, and the dull pain in his heart was too heavy.
He Yansheng laughed at himself and turned his back.
There was a trace of desolation under the lonely back, "He is the son of Jiang Ye, and he has his own mission to complete when he returns to Jiang's house, I can't keep him, and I can't keep him." โ
The pain of her fingers in her palms came through her whisper, and it wasn't until a long time before she could find her voice.
"He, he's really Eno's son, why, I've never heard the senior mention it. Could it be that he really stabbed the Jiang family for that incident? โ
Zhong Zixi shook his head in disbelief, "No, I don't believe it, no, no, that's Jiang Hangfei, so righteous, so sunny, if he is such a person, how can a professor accept him as a student, impossible, I don't believe it." โ
She stepped forward and pulled up He Yansheng's cuffs, her expression was full of sincerity.
"He Yansheng, I can assure you that the senior is not such a person, he will not do anything to betray you and betray the He family, you don't know how much he values you as the boss in his heart, he not only worships you, but also respects you as a faith. You say that a person, how can he betray his faith? โ
Zhong Zixi understood this feeling too well, and his faith collapsed, it was a barren place.
He Yansheng glanced down at his girl, grabbed his arm tightly, looked sincere and defended other men, put it in his trouser pocket, and clenched it tightly into a fist.
This feeling is really TM heart-piercing, and complex emotions sail away in the lonely heart.
He Yansheng lifted the palm of the hand with the diamond ring very slowly and lightly, and patted it on her head with great tenderness, like a husband who just seduced his wife.
But the bitterness in his mouth, but the tearing in his heart is like a huge monster, devouring his existing heart little by little.
"Zizi, it seems that my position in your heart is really low, and I can't compare to a senior who has known each other for a long time, is my husband a failure?"
Zhong Zixi's red lips opened slightly, and she wanted to explain, but her lips moved slightly and she didn't know where to start, she didn't mean that, and it seemed to be what she meant.
At this moment, she felt wronged, and she didn't know what to be wronged when she thought about it.
He Yansheng just couldn't get used to it, and he couldn't bear her grievances. There was silence for a long time before he slowly spoke.
"I know, he's not like that."
The man retracted his gaze lightly, his eyes stared into the distance, and too many emotions under his eyes were things that Zhong Zixi didn't understand.
His side face is sharp, and the lower line of the slight jaw shows that he is particularly arrogant. At this moment, there is like a chasm between them, she can't cross it, and He Yansheng can't get into her heart, she is very depressed and lost.
"That'...... Why did he leave Shengchen, leave you, and go back to the place he didn't like. โ
Yes, she is very stubborn, stubbornly wants an answer,
Want to explore what the past was like?
After all, there were still a lot of misunderstandings between them in the past, and if they hadn't said it at the time, it might have been a misunderstanding all along.
He Yansheng sighed softly, "Zizi said that returning to the Jiang family has his own mission to complete, and I can't keep him, and I can't keep him." Even if you are present at the time, the outcome is the same, others cannot change what we have to face, and we cannot change the responsibilities of others. โ
For a while, no one spoke, and the calm atmosphere was like a chasm in front of the two.
The night was very deep, and occasionally a few stars hung in the sky and blinked mischievously, but they couldn't make a ripple.
A faint "I see" ended the night with all conversations, misunderstandings, and incomprehensions......
If Jiang Yu hadn't known earlier that her sister Zixi had a child, maybe she would have been really shocked at this moment.
The little guy is very good, wearing an off-white shirt and a pair of khaki bib pants. With fair skin and a pleasing high appearance, no one can resist such a child, the key is that he is followed by a cute Samoyed, which is really eye-catching.
Our classmate He Youchen has always known how to please people, especially in the face of the cute attributes of the children's version of the person he likes, which is undoubtedly exerted to the extreme.
The little guy was very curious about what he was when he came to the store for the first time, and Jiang Yu had a lot of fun with He Youchen all morning, and the little guy didn't know that he cooperated throughout the whole process, and the atmosphere was very good.
When he got up in the morning, He Yansheng still accompanied her and Jean Rang to breakfast as usual, and last night's conversation didn't seem to have any effect on him. Still gentle, he sent them to the store with the driver in the morning.
Before getting out of the car, the man hugged He Youchen and gently admonished, "Let Jean go to my mother's shop today, be obedient, can't make trouble, and can't let the mess scare and scare the guests, do you know?" There is also a young lady in the store, do you see that others should be kinder, okay? โ
The little guy is holding his little head and looking very well-behaved. "Okay, Dad, we're little men."
Before leaving, He Yansheng told her gently, "I'll pick you up and let Jean go home together in the evening, and send me a message if you want to eat." โ
The more He Yansheng was so thoughtful, the more guilty she felt, and her mind was full of He Yansheng's sentence all morning.
"You see that your trust in one of your seniors is deeper than that of me, Zhong Zixi, am I so unworthy of your trust? Did you ever question me to my face? โ
His disappointment, his desolation, was like a dagger firmly stuck in her neck, making her unable to resist it.
"Sister Zixi, Sister Zixi?"
"Huh?" Zhong Zixi stared at Jiang Yu helplessly, as if asking what's wrong?
"Sister Zixi, you don't look out of shape today, what's wrong? Feeling unwell? โ
"No, it may be that Chaumet has been a little tired lately, so I'll just rest if it's okay." Zhong Zixi looked not far away
I was happy to play with him, and I was very satisfied.
"He likes you very much, it's a rare thing. Let Jean rarely take the initiative to like someone, Xiaoyu, thank you, really! โ
She is the one who has been with her when she is helpless, it can be said that there is no Jiang Yu, Zยท ZX couldn't have done that well, she couldn't have lasted that long on her own.
Jiang Yu scratched her head embarrassedly, "Sister Zixi, I am really embarrassed that you suddenly said this, you usually take care of me so much, even if you say thank you, I thank you." โ
"Then we thank each other for never giving up?" Zhong Zixi picked up the coffee cup and gestured to Jiang Yu with his eyes, Jiang Yu turned around and took the cup behind him.
"Today, we will replace the wine with coffee, and thank each other for not letting down each other in time, and for us who have never given up. respect, the future; Also respect, life! โ
Life has always been like this, with ups and downs, surprises and accidents.
Zhong Zixi didn't expect that the mood that was difficult to calm down all morning would finally be broken again with the arrival of a man and a woman.
(End of chapter)