The shredded paper on the ground was like Lin Wan's torn heart, and it was painful......

"It's been so long, I still can't see you clearly." Lin Wan wanted to see through Nalan Yun's mind, but he was always surrounded by layers of fog, and he couldn't see Nalan Yun's heart clearly.

"All along, you've always loved Qingluo, right?" Lin Guan said this sentence lightly, it was heavy, it should be a question sentence, but Lin Guan said it was a declarative sentence.

"You didn't like me at the beginning, but then I had Xiaobao, I married you, I thought you would fall in love with me, I really thought you would fall in love with me, but why, why did you do this to me!" Lin Wan looked at Nalan Yun, who was speechless in front of him, and his mood was even more depressed, and all the resentments that had accumulated for a long time were vented.

Lin Wan began to accuse Nalan Yun one by one, Nalan Yun was also depressed in his heart, he didn't know where the fuse was, he thought Lin Guan was making trouble unreasonably.

"Stop making a fuss, okay?" Nalan Yun looked at Lin Guan, who was hoarse, distressed but didn't know what to do. Nalan Yun just wanted to end this farce quickly.

"Trouble? Nalan Yun, do you think I'm messing with you? Don't think I don't know about you and Zhao Qingluo! Lin Wan seemed to be shouting with all his strength.

As soon as Nalan Yun heard Lin Guan and Zhao Qingluo's name, he felt that Lin Guan was making trouble unreasonably, and the contradiction between the two completely broke out.

"Lin Guan, are you making trouble without reason? What does it have to do with green rais! Nalan Yun sat heavily on the sofa, and it was obvious that Nalan Yun was really angry.

When Lin Wan saw Nalan Yun's appearance, he felt ridiculous and pathetic, the funny thing was that Lin Guan was hoarse and in pain, but Nalan Yun didn't know what Lin Guan cared about. And Lin Guan's sad thing is that he was desperate at the beginning, he could do anything for Nalan Yun, and he didn't care about anything. "Nalan Yun, sign the divorce, the divorce agreement is gone, I can still print it again."

"I said," Nalan Yun stared at Lin Guan, whose body gradually softened and collapsed on the sofa, "I, Nalan Yun, can't divorce you, Lin Guan." ”

Lin Wan looked at the man in front of her, she didn't know what to say, Lin Wan needed to calm down her emotions, she was hoarse for so long, but Nalan Yun still didn't know what she was talking about, she didn't realize that the root of the problem was actually on Nalan Yun herself.

After a long time, Lin Guan calmed down. Lin Wan tried his best to speak to Nalan Yun in a steady tone.

"It's been so long, we've been married for so many years, and you still don't understand what I'm thinking, what I care about." Lin Guan's eyes were already red, Nalan Yun saw it, and he controlled himself not to care about Lin Guan. In fact, Nalan Yun probably had fallen in love with Lin Guan a long time ago, but he didn't know it, he always thought that what he cared about was Zhao Qingluo, but unconsciously, Lin Guan had already entered his heart.

"All I care about, from beginning to end, is only you." Lin Wan continued, "But you, all you care about is Qingluo. ”

"Do you know how much I envy Qingluo." Lin Guan's eyes seemed to be shining, as if he was recalling something, "Before marriage, every time Qingluo was injured, although maybe it was just a bump, you were always the first to buy medicine for her, remind her to take medicine, and even apply medicine to her." ”

"Walking on the road, Qingluo's shoelaces are open, as long as you are there, you will never let her bend over, it has always been you who bent down and personally helped her tie her shoelaces"

"As soon as Qingluo has something, you are as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and you can't wait to help her solve it wholeheartedly."

"Qingluo has something to eat, no matter how late or far it is, you will drive out and buy it for her"

"You remember Qingluo's birthday, you will never forget every year's birthday gift, you remember every memorable day with Qingluo"

"At that time, I thought I would never be with you again, but in the end, we got married, and Xiaobao, from that moment, you really faced my existence"

"You know, I really thought that when we were together, you would see my goodness and fall in love with me, but the reality seems to be different from what I thought"

"After marriage, only Qingluo has something to do, you still appear in front of her as soon as possible, I appear with her at the same time, the first thing you see is always her, and the person you care about is still her......"

Lin Wan couldn't help it when he said it, and tears fell from his eyes.

"You still like her, you still care about her"

"I ......" Nalan Yun also seemed to understand something, and he was hesitant.

"I have loved you with all my heart for so many years...... Never...... Change my mind, but I will be tired, I love you, you love her, I sometimes really envy Zhao Qingluo, envy Zhao Qingluo for your love, I have tried, tried hard to make you fall in love with me, but I ...... But I only now understand that you have always loved her, and I can't replace her at all. Lin Wan sobbed.

Nalan Yun finally understood Lin Guan's intentions at this time, but it was too late. In the face of what Lin Guan said, although he didn't want to admit it at this time, those things were indeed done by him.

Nalan Yun lowered his head guiltily, he didn't know how to explain it to Lin Guan. Nalan Yun's heart was tangled like a twist, he did like Zhao Qingluo before, but after marriage, unconsciously, he actually fell in love with Lin Guan. Looking at Lin Guan, who was crying in front of him, Nalan Yun didn't know how to explain.

In Lin Guan's eyes, Nalan Yun was silent because she said what was on his mind.

Lin Wan looked at Nalan Yun's silent appearance, pulled the corners of his mouth, and sneered, the laughter seemed to be about to rush into people's hearts, extremely cold, "Actually, I have always known your feelings for Qingluo, and I have endured it for so many years. It's just, you know, I don't care about anything else but us. ”

"We are obviously the closest people in the world, and I treat you with all my heart, but you, Nalan Yun, have always treated me as an outsider and refused to stay away. No matter how big or small things are not willing to tell me, I will always be the last to know about you. ”

"Actually, I don't want much, even if you only occasionally tell me about the events of the day, I'm satisfied. Oh, you see, what a contented person I am, but you won't even give me that. ”

Lin Wan said as she spoke, as if she had accepted all this, but who knew how much courage she mustered to say these words to Nalan Yun.

"Wan Wan ......" Nalan Yun was a little helpless.

Lin Wan was stunned, "Nalan Yun, this is the first time you have called me Wanyun......" Lin Wan said with the corners of his mouth pulled.

"I ...... Wanyun, can you not get divorced......" Nalan Yun pouted, "I know, everything is not good for me, but we still have Xiaobao." ”

"Let's get a divorce, I've figured it out." Lin Yun's eyes were colorless.

"What about Xiaobao? Xiaobao is still young, and he has just finished the 100-day banquet...... He can't live without a complete home. Nalan Yun begged Lin Guan, he didn't know how to explain to Lin Guan now, he just wanted to use all means to keep Lin Guan. Nalan Yun suddenly realized that he seemed to be unable to live without Lin Guan.

"Xiaobao, I will take it away, he will not be any different from other children, I will make up for his lack of father's love." Lin Wan looked into the distance, as if he was thinking about something.

"Nalan Yun, do you still remember, when we were in school, at that time, me, you, Qingluo, how good the relationship between the three of us was at that time, you were introduced to me by Qingluo, when I saw you for the first time, I fell in love with you deeply, and silently said in my heart that I Lin Wan must marry you in this life, and then I confessed to you, you rejected me, you said that you just regarded me as a very good friend, and said that I could meet better people. I don't give up, I still pester you every day, I didn't know you liked Zhao Qingluo at the time. Later, I confessed to you again, you agreed, do you know how happy I was when you promised me? I know that you have been chasing Qingluo for many years, but Qingluo has not agreed, you agreed to be with me, I thought you liked me, I thought you didn't like Qingluo, but I didn't expect you to still love her. Lin Wan said slowly, not as if he was not mixed with a trace of emotion, but just telling someone else's story.

"Wanyun, I'm sorry......" Nalan Yun lowered his head in shame.

"Nalan Yun, in fact, I don't have a shortage of men to chase, there have been many people who have pursued me in the past, but I haven't agreed, just because what I like is you, it's you Nalan Yun, the man in front of me, if there is a chance to do it again, I may really not want to love you anymore......" Lin Yun smiled, not relieved but pretending to be relieved. Sometimes, pretending is more painful than the truth.

"Wanyun, Xiaobao is still young now, can't you wait for him to be a little older? It's not too late to divorce when he grows up. The damage to children caused by the divorce of parents is really great. Nalan Yun looked at Lin Wan and seemed to be really determined to leave him, and did not hesitate to move Xiaobao out. Nalan Yun knew that Xiaobao was like Lin Guan's life, and Lin Guan would definitely want Xiaobao to grow up well. Maybe. Lin Guan will come down because of Xiaobao, so that he can have time to explain to Lin Guan and explain to Lin Guan with actions.

"Since you know that divorce hurts Xiaobao a lot, but you still do it, why do you want to do that to me?" Lin Wan was reluctant to hear Nalan Yun talking about Xiaobao.

"I've made up my mind, so be it." Lin Yun's eyes were full of despair. Lin Guan believes that Nalan Yun wants to tie himself to his side in order not to worry Qingluo. And Nalan Yun even did not hesitate to take advantage of his own children. Lin Guan was even more disappointed in Nalan Yun.

"Wanwan, I'm really sorry for you, I already know that I'm wrong, can I not get a divorce, you have to think about it, you have to think about Xiaobao's future! I'm begging you! I will definitely treat you well in the future, and completely forget about Zhao Qingluo! Nalan Yun was a little overwhelmed and panicked. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Women and Nobles: Poor Little Wives Come to the Flop", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~