[Mountains and seas are crowded, the sun, moon and stars are shining; Embrace each other and complain to each other. After this journey, despite all difficulties; Husband and wife hand in hand, fearless Zhong Zixi! 】

Looking at his ridicule, Zhong Zixi put his mind at ease, but he was really unhappy. Full of unhappiness was written on his face, "You're making fun of me?" ”

"See?"

Zhong Zixi turned his head away from someone's gaze.

"I'm too lazy to take care of you, why are you so annoyed?"

"Because I love you, because I feel sorry for you, because I like you; Because you deserve it, because you are the best, because, you are irreplaceable! ”

Zhong Zixi's cheeks flushed, why did this man suddenly be so good at talking about love, the previous He Yansheng was obviously not like this.

She looked up at him with a strange look, not knowing what she was looking at. He Yansheng laughed out loud, "What, don't get used to it or suspect something?" ”

Zhong Zixi looked up, thinking that he couldn't always be so speechless by her. The little girl blinked her eyes and laughed at Mimi's response, "Yes, Mr. He is so good, how can I not be just in case?" ”

The corners of his mouth raised slightly and nodded in satisfaction, scratching the tip of her nose affectionately. As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice was slightly lazy, "Zizi, how good you are, do you still need me to repeat and emphasize this matter again and again?" How much I like you I don't need time for it to know, because, I know, you know. ”

Zhong Zixi's heart tightened, and even his heartbeat missed several beats, and before he could last three seconds in his heart, he heard He Yansheng's flat voice sound again.

"Hmmm! I've always been good at this kind of thing, after all, I don't have a watery time to reminisce. ”

"......" is here again, again!

The little girl pursed her lips, stood on tiptoe and poked her head, and kissed someone.

"But he doesn't like me, he has people he misses a lot, all the time. Later, in the previous situation we had, you know, he has been chatting with me and comforting me, He Yansheng 'h' said in my life that I like more like a confidant, a big brother, a good companion, maybe I am really just attached to him, not unwilling. And I really resented you, I was unwilling, I loved, and I refused to give up, it was an obsession that I couldn't take and couldn't let go. ”

Zhong Zixi said flatly, every sentence during the period was very flat, and the calmness and silence in his eyes made He Yansheng laugh.

Look, this is Zhong Zixi's confession is so helpless, he wants to be angry but he doesn't know what to be angry about, where to get angry, it's like there are a lot of things to be angry about, and he can't be reluctant to be angry with her.

In fact, she is confessing that He Yansheng is waiting, waiting for her to let go of her stubbornness, waiting for her to stop being troubled, and waiting for her to be willing to tell him everything, just like the original 'I want to grow up' in the face of 'H' without saying anything.

Zhong Zixi stretched out his fingers and gently hooked the corners of his clothes, with a cautious cowardice.

"Why don't you speak? Are you angry? ”

He Yansheng held her palm with his backhand, extremely patient. "Zizi, you have to know that I will never be angry with you, never. This is not a promise, this is He Yansheng himself, facing you, the truest emotion. ”

"Nonsense, you were obviously angry with me at the Yunshan Villa, I think you want to strangle me. That look, tsk! Tut! Tut! ”

He Yansheng

Looking at this girl, she really couldn't cry or laugh, "You've become bolder, haven't you?" Now you dare to say anything, I won't say anything about that matter, do you dare to mention it? ”

Zhong Zixi knew that he was wrong, so he touched the tip of his nose and stopped talking.

He Yansheng stepped forward and held Zhong Zixi's shoulders tightly, and when the two looked at each other, the little girl no longer dodged, He Yansheng patiently explained.

"Zizi, listen to me, in this world, when my mother is gone, I am your backing, your home, you can come and tell me directly if you have any grievances. This will always be your safe haven, I can rely on you if you are in trouble with me and I am unhappy, but I will never allow you to hurt your body, it has been like this before, and it will be the same in the future, do you understand? ”

His voice was obviously not loud, but it was extremely heavy in Zhong Zixi's heart. His affection was still there, and she doubted if she could afford it.

Zhong Zixi looked at He Yansheng's left hand sideways, the man was helpless, and he really ate him to death with a faint sneer.

He Yansheng stretched out his left hand, and Zhong Zixi picked up his palm and looked at the scar seriously. The wound was deep, and although it had long since scabbed, it was now a deep scar, but when he saw this scar, he couldn't help but think of the day he held the blade in his hand.

It must have hurt, if he had told her? Will it not leave this scar?

He Yansheng lowered his head, a warm breath brushed the tip of her nose, and he said, "Zizi, if you don't tell you, you don't want you to blame yourself, if I told you the truth of the matter, you really wouldn't blame me, but I know that you will blame yourself in this life." You are too kind, so kind that you take everything on yourself, your mother's business is not your fault, and this scar is not your fault, do you understand? Well, I just want to hear a one-word answer. ”

Zhong Zixi's eyes were red, and a layer of tears was stored in his clear and clear eye sockets, shining white and bright.

"But it's all about me, if He Yansheng hadn't met me, maybe your life would have been shining, your family would have been fine, and everyone would have been fine, in fact, your mother is right, it's me who dragged you down, and I didn't help you at all when I was with you, and now I want to make you so passive, I ......"

"Zizi, what is passivity, what is dragging? What is it called again I would have been fine without you. Little girl, you probably don't know how important you are to me, do you? Zhong Zixi, you are the last light in He Yansheng's life, an unchanging myth, and the only unchanging belief. ”

Zhong Zixi slowly pushed him away and walked to the railing of the room. She looks into the distance, she loves rainy days, and especially the feeling of looking into the distance on a rainy day.

Although it is not real, it is not clear to see. But it is this state of clear extinction that makes it easiest for people to choose the turtle mentality, so as to keep escaping and escaping.

"He Yansheng, don't come here, don't look at me, I'm ...... I have something to say to you. Zhong Zixi's fingers kept twisting, and his eyelashes curled to look around.

After a while, He Yansheng whispered, "Okay." ”

"When you went on a blind date, you should know that I was the daughter of the Xu family, right?" Zhong Zixi asked carefully.

"Yes." The man replied succinctly.

Zhong Zixi, who got the answer, was relieved.

"I remember that I seemed to have said to you before, my name is Xu Zixi, right?"

"Yes."

"But the answer I explained to you back then was" Xu Zixi three words

It's purple purple, the morning light comes in, and the bird summons the 'light' that can't wake up, right? ”

She thought that she would never mention the true meaning of the name to anyone in her life, and that meaning was like a shame, a shame that always verified her mother's failed marriage.

But today He Yansheng told her that she was his light, his myth, and his faith. So can she share this disgraceful past with him, so as to relieve all the burden and self-punishment in her heart.

"My grandparents have taught me a lot since I was a child, and the day they divorced was the first time I saw my grandfather angry since I grew up, and it really started with anger. That day, my grandfather asked that person what the three words Xu Zhili meant. ”

The little girl spoke very slowly, very slowly, and the night was destined to be long.

"Zhili represents the meaning of the beginning of the belief in the ceremony, and it is said that the education of the next generation is not good, and it is easy to cross the generation, in fact, before I left the Xu family, our family was the most lenient to me was that person, and my favorite was also that person, but unfortunately it was that person who hurt me the most. He really is the one who gave me all the light and destroyed them alive! Later, I slowly became afraid of other people's sudden goodness, you know it's not that I don't want those good, but I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that it's a dream. ”

He Yansheng asked softly, lest he be surprised that she was in the middle of time, and she was in pain as soon as she pulled the wound. Although some of the pain had already scabbed, He Yansheng was still reluctant.

"So, what exactly did he covet for your birth?"

"On the night I was born, there were large light purple clouds in the sky, like the dawn of hope, he said that my mother and I were his dawn, the purple air came from the east to infinitely good, and the endless dawn was in the sky, so it was called Zixi."

He Yansheng suddenly had the illusion of lifting a stone and hitting himself in the foot, no wonder he said that night.

"Zizi, your appearance warms my world like sunshine, so I hope our children can also warm you like sunshine."

He will never forget that day Zhong Zixi had hatred in his eyes, saying that he was the same as Xu Baihang, it turned out that he had invisibly sprinkled a handful of salt on her wound.

Because there was once a person who coveted her birth, but in the end, he hurt the other in order to fulfill one.

Anyway, He Yansheng at this moment is really happy, finally, finally......

"He Yansheng, why don't you speak, you ...... Is there nothing you want to ask me? ”

Zhong Zixi, who waited for a moment and didn't wait for a sound, slowly turned around, and the next second she fell directly into that warm embrace, and she found that his whole body was trembling.

"You, what's wrong with you."

He Yansheng spread out his palms, his whole body was covered with indescribable tenderness, and he stood there and smiled at her.

"You're no better coaxing now than you were back then, huh! The headband is well kept. Now I want to coax you, I don't know if a box of godiva is okay? ”

"You, what did you say? Back then? Headbands? godiva。 ”

No wonder, no wonder every time this man handed her a napkin, a handkerchief would be folded into a beautiful shape, she had met so many people of the opposite sex, she even thought that every person of the opposite sex was like this.

Later, she found out that it was not, she thought it was the big brother's little habit, and then she met He Yansheng, this man's every move can be called a machine. It turned out that he had been from that time that habit was really a very sacred thing.