The green forest, I opened my eyes, I saw this dark forest, here is covered with leaves, here there are many trees, this place is so quiet, I can't hear insects and birds, the wind is still here, I step in this uninhabited forest, in the distance I see a tree, huge, I am far away from it, far away.

Looking at the four eyes, such a lonely forest, how lonely they must be. The cold in my eyes can feel their loneliness, the wind can't come here, the stars in the sky are shining, is it the sun? But it doesn't shine into this land, I walk down, I can't feel the temperature, these are two worlds.

"Whew~" The face was wet with rain, the raindrops fell on my face, I opened my eyes and looked at the side, there was no forest around me, I was still on the street, at this moment the sky was raining again, the gloomy sky was smashing the raindrops, the pedestrians were running around me in a hurry, the dust was splashed by the raindrops, I saw it so clearly, people couldn't distinguish the dark clouds of day and night, quickly accumulated, the raindrops gradually intensified, I clearly saw the raindrops smashing into my eyes, when it was about to touch my pupils, I closed my eyes, "Boom!" "A loud bang for a long time startled my ears, and the thunder pierced, and I opened my eyes to see the silver snakes in the sky running and meeting in the clouds. Then split in the air, but at this time the clouds seemed to be lower, the silver snake almost swam on the ground, the heavenly river was also discharged, the rain was like being poured on the face, spread my hands, I tried to feel all this, I felt forgotten by this world, abandoned by this world, indulged by this world.

How peaceful, the whole world is no longer noisy all of a sudden, the whole world is quietly listening to Thor performing a war drum, the inaudible raindrops, the water rushing into the ground, the thunder, if the silver snake can swim on the ground, how vivid.

Closing my eyes, I opened my large-character body and felt this exile from this world.

"Who am I?" I opened my eyes and looked at this roaring God, and I scrambled to my feet, "Tell me who I am!" I roared at it, and it answered me with a thunderous voice, "Ahhhh

It didn't seem to have any strength, it didn't roar anymore, let the raindrops fall on me, the lights around me were no longer bright, I reached out and lifted the backpack, and put it down again, I had nowhere to go, and I sat next to the backpack again, and I still had nowhere to go.

I have nowhere to go, like a wandering spirit, I wander in this noisy world, see all the noise and peace of this world, day and night are so lonely, others can't see my traces, but I am involved in their lives, I see the beggars who have picked up the glutinous rice and are devouring it, I see the children who can't return home because they are sheltering from the rain, I see the young people sitting in the restaurant looking at the distance in a daze, I see the teenagers playing in the rain with umbrellas, the car is moving fast and passing the splashed sewage, The water on the leaves swaying in the wind, the birds perched on the trees, and the birds that have been caught in the rain hide in the treetops when the wind is a little lighter.

With my backpack on my shoulder, I've been wandering, aimless and overwhelmed, and helplessness is what I feel the most right now.

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After three days, I looked at the green garden in front of me, and said, "No, I'm not here to come." This place is too unfamiliar, not at all in line with the place where her granddaughter lives in her memory, the old woman looked at this strange environment at this time and was terrified from her heart, she thought that she could find her granddaughter with her own memory, but when she came to this city, she knew that she was full of strangeness to the city, what happened in three days, but also made the old woman's heart full of indifference to the city, it turned out that her granddaughter was so warm in the city before, but it revealed the surface, The city is far from as glamorous as it seems.

Now that she already knew that this community was not her granddaughter's address, the old woman did not stop, but could no longer recall the building attached to her granddaughter, looking up, everywhere was a strange and familiar, the only bad thing in the city is that it changes every day, the change is too fast, and the thoughts that can't keep up, and this steel forest made of steel also hides the lack of human nature.

After taking the car just now, she only had 8 yuan on her, looking at this strange city, the old woman sighed helplessly, now she can't even go home, and she doesn't know how she hasn't been in touch for several days, how her granddaughter is doing, whether she is okay, and whether she is tired from work.

Little by little, his mind hollowed out, and his feet followed the road to follow others, and he merged into the crowd from threes and threes.

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"Month." A low call woke up Liu Yue, who was driving distractedly.

"Well, what's wrong." Liu Yue, who came back to her senses, stared at the road ahead,

"It's the fourth day, and it's already 8 p.m."

"Hmm." Liu Yue pondered for a moment before replying, "I know." Then he pulled over to the side of the road.

The car stopped steadily, Liu Yue looked at the passenger seat, the hands that were tightly clenched into fists on the thighs because of force, the fingers were white, and the pants were full of tears that penetrated into the clothes, unfastened the seat belt, Liu Yue leaned over gently, hugged her head, and Liu Yue's eyes began to seep with tears, but he couldn't make a sound, Lin Xi was already whimpering, "Grandma also wants to abandon herself, she is an ominous person, from the past to the present, no matter which relatives are close to her, it will bring disaster, So I never had friends, never loved ones, and not many people even touched me from elementary school to junior high school to middle school, or even college. ’

"Grandma doesn't want me anymore." Lin Xi in his arms kept whispering this, "Good, don't cry, aren't we all looking for it, you and me, aren't we good sisters." ”

"Grandma's phone can't be reached, no one can find it, not even the police station." Lin Xi struggled to get up and looked at Liu Yue, her red eyes, without a trace of brilliance, coldly stabbed Liu Yue's heart.

"But there's still hope, isn't it?" Liu Yue reached out and wiped her broken hair scattered in front of her eyes.

Lin Xi no longer answered, letting the tears slide down his face. "Let's find a place to eat first, and we'll find it after eating." "Hmm."

After eating, Lin Xi and the others, due to the rain, drove in the city again, patrolling every street over and over again, but they could not find the whereabouts of their grandmother.

Before I knew it, it was 2 o'clock in the morning

"Today, let's go back and rest. I'll look for it again tomorrow. Liu Yue, who was parked on the side of the road, asked Lin Xi in a low voice, Lin Xi looked at the time, and did not answer, but looked at the road without vehicles and pedestrians, bit her lip, and nodded.

Liu Yue drove home with Lin Xi, and when she got home, she found that Lin Xi was already asleep, and reached out to wake her up, touching her face, her hot face was actually hot, "Oh my God, you're ready to have a fever, Xi, wake up." ”

I dialed my family's phone, "Mom, come down and help, Xi has a fever." ”

Mother Liu hurriedly went downstairs in simple pajamas and a coat, and saw that there was a person hanging on her daughter's shoulder, and hurriedly came over to help.........

After carrying Lin Xi to the house and putting him on the bed, "Mom, you go get a towel first and prepare some ice packs." Liu Yue untied Lin Xi's shoes, took the quilt and covered her, only to find that Lin Xi's lips seemed to be pale, and hurriedly went from the bedroom to the hall to get water.

But after a while, when he came back, he found that the quilt on Lin Xi's body had been rolled up, and his body was curled up together, trembling from time to time.

"Stream, can you still get up and drink some hot water." Touching her cheek, but there was no response, Liu Yue hurriedly put the water cup on the bedside table, hugged Lin Xi and got up, "Xi, open your mouth and drink some water first." ”

"How's it going, how did it burn like this?" As she spoke, Liu Mu put down the towels and ice packs in her hands, and then continued, "Wait, I'll go find out if there is any medicine at home." ”

After putting Lin Xi down, Liu Yue put the towel on Lin Xi's forehead and put the ice pack on top of the towel. Looking at Lin Xi's appearance, Liu Yue fell into a long period of contemplation, and when Liu's mother took the medicine to Lin Xi and left, Liu Yue didn't speak, and Liu's mother went back to the room after telling Liu Yue to take good care.

"Looks like we'll need his help."