Body Chapter 54: Lost Memories
Huo Beixiao looked at her quietly, not knowing whether to tell her about what happened when she was a child, it stands to reason that she should have a little impression, but now looking at her puzzled eyes, I am afraid that I don't remember anything.
It shouldn't be!
"Your nickname is An An, you really don't remember?" He spoke slowly, as if to help her remember something.
However, it turned out that all this seemed to be in vain.
She still shook her head suspiciously, and there was no hint of thought in her eyes.
He was a little lost, and just stared at her eyes, "You really don't remember anything." ”
Not only did she forget about it, but she also forgot about herself.
Xia Nuanxin tugged at his sleeve, because of his state at the moment, she said hesitantly, "What the hell...... What did I forget? ”
She tried her best to reminisce, looking for every corner of her brain, but there was no trace of him, and she couldn't even remember the slightest.
She couldn't help but hold her forehead, her expression a little painful.
Seeing this, Huo Beixiao took her hand, "It's okay, don't think about it, I can tell you." ”
It's just a memory, she has the right to forget, why should he hinder it, about that memory, maybe forgetting is the best choice.
She stared at him for fear of missing something again, "Then tell me, what did I forget......"
"Hmm." In a moment, he had swept away the loss in his eyes, and he reached out and pulled the draped clothes for her, because of the little episode just now, the clothes on her body had slipped off her body.
She didn't seem to care much about his move, what she wanted to know most now was about the memory in his mouth, she and him, they knew each other?
He smiled, after so many years, it was the first time he mentioned this past to others, but he didn't expect that the person who mentioned it for the first time was still her.
"The first time we met, when I was ten years old," he said, turning his head and rubbing the bangs on her forehead, "you were seven years old. ”
His thoughts seemed to unfold slowly with what he was saying.
That year also happened to be the year when Huo Beixiao's mother was away.
In 2002, Huo's just got a little better, and his father, who had relied on his hard-working hands and his mother to work hard little by little, was named a nouveau riche by others.
As much praise as it withstands, it bears as much praise as it endures. It's just that Huo Beixiao, who is only ten years old, doesn't understand this truth.
It was a trade ball, he participated for the first time, his father was invited as a legal representative, and he also felt what it means to be glorious for the first time at a young age.
Let's say, all eyes on it.
However, things did not develop the way he thought.
When my father went up to speak, a man in the audience who had never gotten along with my father took a glass of wine and threw it on my father's face.
He clearly remembered the hypocritical appearance of the man and the moment of his father's embarrassment.
He couldn't forget that kind of shame, and even left a deep imprint in his mind.
The audience, who was already sanctimonious, laughed disdainfully at this time.
At that time, he was still a child, and he had no way to accept such a shame.
The father was still smiling, and wiped the red wine on his face with a tissue, although there were already many wine stains stained the white shirt, and the bright red marks looked particularly hideous.
My father didn't say anything, but went up lightly and finished what he was going to say. When my father stepped down, there was no applause in the ground, but a deathly silence.
He couldn't hold back the grievances in his heart anymore and ran out of the venue.
It was the humiliation she received at that time that made her determined to impress all the people who were dismissive of them at the beginning.
After he ran out, he cried for a long time, and walked aimlessly on the street.
The bustling streets are full of cars. He was still crying, his eyes were blurry.
He didn't know where he was going, maybe he could take a walk and vent the emotions in his heart.
When he is frustrated, it is always the most dangerous time, and when he crosses the street, there is a drunk truck driver who runs a red light.
He was still immersed in what had just happened at the venue, and he didn't care about everything that was happening around him.
The distance is getting closer.
When the truck driver saw Huo Beixiao in front of him, he used the accelerator as a brake in a hurry, and the originally docile truck was like a crazy beast at the moment.
He had already seen the truck rushing towards him the moment he turned back. There was no response, he was already stupid in the middle of the road, waiting straight for the truck to rush over.
At this moment, the same middle-aged woman who was crossing the road, with a child about the same age as him, did not hesitate, let go of the little boy she was holding in her hand, rushed to the truck, and pushed Huo Beixiao, who was originally standing in the middle of the road.
Then, there is a kind of damage called substitution.
He could clearly see the woman's painful appearance after being hit by the truck.
The truck pushed her all the way to the front, and it was estimated that the driver was already frightened at this moment, and the truck twisted its pace until it hit the railing on the side, and then stopped.
The woman who originally had a good face and was laughing a second ago closed her eyes forever at this time.
The horns of police cars, the hysterical cries of little boys, the rush of ambulances and the crowd of onlookers followed.
This sudden change was only a moment.
When the father heard the news and rushed to it, the woman had already lost the breath of life.
His father nervously pulled him to look left and right to see if he was hurt.
He clearly saw the angry eyes of the woman and child when they looked at him, and they wanted to eat him.
The boy wanted to go crazy with a bull and ran straight over. Bumped into him who was caught off guard.
He fell backwards on all fours, his ass hitting the ground in pain. However, no matter how much the body hurts, it is not as good as the pain in the heart.
The little boy once aggressively questioned him why he wanted to die and pulled her mother.
He slammed his fist on top of him, crying, "You give my mother back." ”
Women are lifeless later.
During this time, my father put down the work he was doing. has been with the hospital, out of a father's protection of his son, he is afraid that his son will leave a shadow in his heart because of this incident from now on.
The woman's weak breathing has been maintained by various machinery in the hospital, and it is only when the mental road map is still rippling up and down that they know that the woman is still alive.
One afternoon, he was hiding on the edge of the grass and had been drawing circles, when a little girl came over curiously, "Hey, what are you doing?" ”
He was startled by the voice coming from behind him, "No, I didn't do anything. ”
"My name is An An, what's your name?"
To this day, he still can't forget the little girl's big and innocent eyes.
After he came to the hospital, the first time someone accosted him, he touched his head and smiled, "My name is Huo Beixiao." ”
"Huo Beixiao." The little girl put these words in her mouth and read them several more times.
Looking at her puzzled eyes, he wrote his name on the grass fairly, "These are the words." ”
The days with An An are very happy.
Perhaps, in contrast to the huge condemnation in my heart at that time, the time with her seemed precious.
They caught butterflies together in the hospital garden, watched the ants move, and he occasionally brought food out to share with An An.
It's just that he never asked An An why he was in the hospital.
Happy times are always short-lived.
When he was extremely sinking, An An was like a little angel sent down from heaven, bringing him joy and love.
During that time, no amount of joy and happiness could be replaced.
Later, the woman died, in fact, just when she was admitted to the hospital, the doctor told his father that there was no need to rescue him.
However, his father was unwilling to give up, maybe it was a woman who saved his son's life, and at the same time, he had a son as old as himself. It's just that I didn't expect that death would come so quickly.
When he left, he wanted to say goodbye to An An, but when he ran to the garden, he found that he didn't have any contact information about An An at all, and he didn't even know her full name.
I only know that her name is An An.
And so he went.
Later, he went back to the hospital to find An An, but after asking all the buildings of the hospital, there was no patient An An, perhaps, An An, like him, came to accompany others to the hospital.
The woman is gone.
The woman's son, no doubt, lived in their house.
Out of guilt, Huo's father went through the adoption procedures, so from that day on, he inexplicably had an older brother - Huo Jingchen.
On the first day Huo Jingchen came to his house, he occupied his room, "I want to live here." ”
He just felt aggrieved at the time, but Huo Jingchen's next sentence made him immediately move out all his things, he said, "You killed my mother." ”
This also became the reason why he repeatedly tolerated Huo Jingchen.
Huo Jingchen kept hollowing out the company, he didn't know, but hoped that this could make up for Huo Jingchen's lack of maternal love.
20 million is his limit.
Therefore, Xia Nuanxin told him about the loss last time, he actually knew about it, but he didn't want to pursue it.
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Listen to a whole story.
Xia Nuanxin's eyes were a little wet, and she suddenly had an urge to hug Huo Beixiao, it turned out that everyone's strength was not innate, and how many people knew the sadness and sadness behind him?
Seeing that she didn't say a word, Huo Beixiao smiled, "Everything has passed, but fortunately, God let me find you-An An." ”
Xia Nuanxin thought about it carefully, and there didn't seem to be a memory of the hospital in her mind, she moved her lips, and finally opened her mouth, "Did you recognize the wrong person, maybe, I am not the An An you are looking for." ”