Chapter 447: The Past
Zhang Xiaomin went to deal with her own affairs, and her actions were also very fast, she just told her about it in the morning, but she came back in the afternoon.
said that he had already dealt with his own affairs, and now he could deal with the drug dream casually.
Through the hotel staff, she knew that I had opened a room alone, so she went to find me first and told me about the situation.
After all, I have known her once, and now she has to face this strange thing that she has never experienced before, and her heart must be very complicated.
I talked to her a few more words.
I said to her: &t;Xiaomin, we are friends, you don't mind if I call you that, right? &t;
She smiled at me. Shaking his head, he said: &t;Mr. Chen can treat me as a friend, and he is willing to deign to give me a nickname, I am too late to be happy, how can I mind. &t;
&t;Okay, Xiaomin, have you really decided? If you want to become a substitute for Xiaomei, it is very likely that you will never come back. Although your soul is divided into two parts, if something goes wrong with that part, the part that remains of you will cease to exist. And when the soul dies and disappears, the whole person dies completely. &t;
Zhang Xiaomin said to me: &t;Mr. Chen, I know what you said. I appreciate being able to say this to me. &t;
&t;Although I am not the same person as you, I am not stupid, I can guess some things, and this is my own choice, whether it is life or death. It's all my own willingness, and no one will blame or regret the result. &t;
I looked at her, noticed the determination in her eyes, and knew it would be hard for me to say anything more.
Moreover, I can't tell her that what Yao Meng promised her is actually just a trial.
Because if they fail, both of them will die, and this promise will become non-existent, and everything will be in vain.
In this way, it is a little too unfair for Zhang Xiaomin.
So, I just want to know about her, and if something really happens, I can do something for her, and also make me feel less guilty.
&t;Xiaomin, you know the danger of this matter, and you have to agree to the medicine dream, there must be a reason. Can you tell me what exactly you're for? The situation you told me before should not make you so desperate. &t;
When Zhang Xiaomin heard my words, he was slightly stunned, and the expression on his face was a little stiff.
Immediately after that, she lowered her head, as if she was dodging my gaze, not daring to look directly into my eyes, obviously with something unspeakable.
I don't have a place to guess until I know what happened. After all, I really don't know anything about her.
Seeing that she didn't speak, I said again: &t; I don't mean anything else, I just want to get to know you, and if you don't want to say it, forget it. &t;
She remained silent for nearly a minute before she looked up at me again.
&t;Mr. Chen, thank you for your concern, few people care about me so much, especially a character like you. As for my affairs, it may be a little filthy, and you will look down on me when you listen to it, so... So... &t;
&t;No, it won't. &t;I interrupted her directly,&t;We're friends.&t;We're friends. &t;
When she heard my words, tears immediately flowed from her eyes, as if a string in her heart had been touched.
She cried, like a child who had had enough of being wronged, and that look really hurt me.
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She cried alone for a while, then sobbed and said to me: "Back then, my father came to the city, and accidentally rescued my mother from outside, and then took her back to the village and married her. My mother was a beautiful girl from the city, and after marrying my father, she gave birth to me shortly after. At that time, the family was poor, and my father didn't want my mother to suffer, so he went out to work to support his wife and children. This kind of life has lasted for more than ten years. &t;
&t; But. When I was 12 years old, my father was injured while working outside, and he had no choice but to return to the village and become a waster. Soon after, the wicked people in the village began to beat my mother's idea and tried to persuade her to remarry. Those people are all unmarried singles in their forties and fifties, and they make trouble all day long. &t;
My mother didn't pay any attention to them, but one day, they got drunk out of nowhere and broke into my house in the middle of the night. Tied up my dad and forcibly ruined my mom. I was so young that I was so frightened that I was huddled in a corner. I don't know who noticed me and pulled me over too... At the time, I didn't even know who it was, I just felt the pain to death... &t;
Speaking of which, after crying just now, Zhang Xiaomin's body began to tremble violently.
Her whole body shrunk together, her face was pale, as if she recalled the situation at that time, and it was still difficult to cross the shadow of that year in her heart.
And when I heard this, I understood what was going on.
couldn't help but clench his whole head tightly, and couldn't help but curse in his heart, these people are really inferior to beasts. To be able to do such a thing.
At that time, Zhang Xiaomin was still a twelve-year-old child, what could she know.
At that time, the rules in all aspects were not sound, and they did not go out to seek justice, especially in this kind of village. When such a thing happens, everyone hides it, for fear of being embarrassed when it comes out.
In this way, Zhang Xiaomin doesn't know how much shadow will be left in her heart, she can live until now, and she doesn't know how much psychological pain she has suffered.
No wonder Zhang Xiaomin hated like this, it turned out that she still had such an experience.
Seeing her trembling body, I went over to save her and whispered comfortingly: &t;Don't be afraid, it's all gone, it's all right, it's all right now. &t;
She felt me after I passed. He suddenly grabbed my waist and tightened my grip on me, fearing that I would leave.
After that, he said to me: &t; Since then, I have been sent out by my mother and have started to live alone outside. But their life at home is even more miserable. Some time ago, there was an accident in my family, and my father and mother were gone, and this matter also had something to do with the people in the village, who were bullying our family. &t;
So, I must take revenge, I must kill them. The whole village deserves to die, they all deserve to die! &t;
I understand Zhang Xiaomin's psychology, if I encounter such a thing, I will have such a choice, and I don't blame her for this matter at all.
I comforted her and said, &t;Okay, okay, damn it, they all deserve to die. &t;
Zhang Xiaomin didn't say anything more, lay in my arms, snuggled me for a while, and waited until he slowly calmed down.
I didn't speak, I was thinking quietly in my heart, and I felt more and more sorry for Zhang Xiaomin.
After about ten minutes, she suddenly asked me: &t;Mr. Chen, do you think I'm not so good, everyone thinks I'm clean, but I'm actually a person who is cleaner than anyone else. &t;
&t;You're very nice, in my eyes, you're a very good girl. &t;
She smiled at me and didn't say anything more.
I thought about it and thought about it, but I still couldn't help it. opened his mouth and said: &t;Xiaomin, in fact, there are some things she hasn't said to you clearly yet, I... &t;
Instead of living like this forever, it is better to try, and even if you die, you can be pure.
&t;Okay, don't say much, I'm going to find medicine at the helm now, she shouldn't be able to wait, I'm going to go through my own life. &t;
I was slightly stunned, then smiled, and said: &t;Okay, I hope that this day will come now, I hope you can survive, and we will be very good friends at that time. &t;
Zhang Xiaomin smiled and thanked me.
Said to me: &t; Since you are friends, then I will not call you Mr. Chen, just call you peace, and I hope you will be safe in your life. &t;
It can be seen that this girl is also very smart, and she can also think of some things, knowing that this matter is not as simple as Yao Meng said.
Zhang Xiaomin said a word and snuggled in my arms for a while.
The word "good person" is really not for me.
&t;Okay. &t;
For her, death was a relief.
After hearing me say this, she raised her head, smiled at me, and said: "Thank you, Mr. Chen, whether you live or die." I will always remember you, you are a good person. &t;
I said: &t;Don't say that, you will definitely live, I will not watch you have an accident. &t;
I said to her, give her strength and support.
She didn't stay long, she got up soon and said to me: &t;Okay, thank you Mr. Chen for comforting me, and my heart is much more relaxed. &t;
I could only swallow the words.
He also deliberately teased me and said: &t;It's a pity that I'm not good enough, and we are not from the same world, otherwise I would definitely sacrifice myself to you, and I would have entangled you in life and death. &t;
She didn't point it out because she wanted it too.
I stood up, looked at her, nodded and said, "Don't have any psychological burden, there is still a long way to go." &t;
For people like her, what she needs most is support, and she has no self-confidence. Lost confidence in yourself.
&t;Mr. Chen is really a good person, and when he promises to girls like this, he is also handsome to the extreme. &t;
But she interrupted me and said, "You don't have to say it, I know everything." There's no such thing as pie in the world, but I can't afford to miss this one anyway. &t;
&t;OK. Zhang Xiaomin happily agreed, then looked at me and asked me: Mr. Chen, you are an unattainable person for me, but I am really very satisfied to be able to make friends with you, and I have no regrets. &t;
Because of this matter, I deceived Zhang Xiaomin with Yaomeng, and this good person really can't afford it.
&t; I also hope that... &t;
Since that's the case, I can't say anything more. I can only say: &t; Don't worry, no matter what the result is, I will get justice for you, this is what I promised you, and it has nothing to do with others. &t;
&t;I... &t;
When he walked to the door, he deliberately looked back at me.