[Zhong Zixi never thought that Zhong Yu would leave her one day, it was the kind of long-term departure. thought that she had lacked the warmth of the family since she was a child, so God would not cruelly take away this only warmth, but she didn't expect that ordinary night to be the last conversation between their mother and daughter in this life - Zhong Zixi! 】

The man couldn't find anything wrong with his frank expression, but he just felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say what was wrong.

Later, Zhong Zixi learned that when He Yansheng wanted to hide something, others couldn't see it at all.

Most of the time he is extremely serious, except for a few moments, such as now, there is a rare ruffian in his words.

The black hair that was scattered across her forehead ran down her shoulder blades and down his shoulders, twisting and tangling into his bones.

"You're really just so busy for your honeymoon?" Zhong Zixi paused and asked very seriously.

His expression moved slightly, and the strange light that flashed under his eyes was very shallow. At this moment, Zhong Zixi lowered his head and didn't pay any attention to the strangeness on He Yansheng's face, maybe tonight's light was too gentle, or maybe tonight's He Yansheng was too warm.

Gentle Township, being tempted by this kind of thing, men are really willing, and it is also handy to do. She didn't know whether to find an answer to make herself feel at ease, or to make He Yansheng feel at ease.

The man was silent for a moment, smiled very lowly, and then responded.

"Yes."

As soon as he lowered his head, he reached out and grabbed Zhong Zixi's head and directly held her in his arms, and whispered in her ear in a dumb voice.

"Wife, don't move anymore. If you move again, it's not that something will happen in the future, it's something you want to do tonight? ”

Zhong Zixi's earlobes were slightly red, and the temperature on his body deepened. Although the two have long been close.

It stands to reason that people who have experienced negative distance will not be so shy. This girl is really more innocent than he imagined, and his meat words didn't come in handy, so she was shy like this.

He Yansheng sighed heavily, meaning something. "Zizi, it's really a useless place for heroes!"

"He Yansheng, are you not ashamed, but proud?"

He nodded respectfully, his expression extremely serious. "Yes, my Mrs. He."

Zhong Zixi has always been thin-skinned in this regard, and it is too easy to divert her attention. Originally, I just wanted to tease her, but in a blink of an eye, I thought that if I was really amused, I would have to spend time coaxing.

The man directly gave up that thought, and restrained his emotions a little.

Zhong Zixi felt the throbbing of his heartbeat with peace of mind, and he was very steady and enthusiastic.

His fingers ran down her hair, each stroke long. Like the sound of mountain streams, the sound of the stream enters, long and long.

He Yansheng's eyes were macro, and the wall lamps hanging on the walls emitted a warm light. Falling on his eyes, he gathered like an eagle, and in a place where she couldn't see, He Yansheng's thin lips opened softly and said silently.

"Zizi, as long as you stay by my side all the time, there will be no problems."

It's just that at that time, they were too optimistic about the form, and He Yansheng, who had never missed a move, thought that he could be strong

To be invincible, Zhong Zixi, who was addicted to happiness, thought that everything was the beginning of happiness.

A week before the wedding, Zhong Zixi moved back to live with her mother, and she and Zhong Yu have been dependent on each other since childhood.

Although they are all in Cloud City, they can't go home as they want before, He Yansheng has no objection to this. Regarding Zhong Zixi's things within his bottom line, He Yansheng has always been tolerant.

What's more, her mother also hopes that she can go home and stay for a while before the official wedding.

For some reason, it seemed that she felt the warmth of being needed for the first time in Zhong Yu. Once her parents divorced, Zhong Zixi thought about using all her love to make up for Zhong Yu, but she didn't seem to need it too much.

It was raining heavily in Yuncheng the night before the official wedding, and it was another winter, in fact, Zhong Zixi subconsciously didn't like winter.

In the winter of the year I was thirteen years old, my memory was so deep that I still feel terrified when I think about it, and everything is like a dream without warning.

Zhong Zixi sat on the sofa and watched the sound of the rain ticking outside the window, and listened to the sound of the rain in front of the idle court, and the sound was even louder.

Every time it falls, it is like the sound of something new growing, it will not panic, and it will be beautiful enough.

In fact, she had a hint of uneasiness in her heart, but she never told anyone about it. Thinking about it, maybe it's the nervousness that girls at this moment will have.

She likes rainy days, watching such rain stubbornly and lonely, as if to wash away all the imperfections.

After today's heavy rain, it will clear tomorrow, and she thinks that tomorrow everything will be completely new.

Zhong Yu brought the washed fruit out of the kitchen like every time the mother and daughter were ready to chat.

She picked up the pillow next to her and put it on her lap, and placed the fruit plate handed over by Zhong Yu in the middle of the pillow.

Sweet thanks, "Mom, hard work, sit down." Zhong Zixi pulled Zhong Yu to sit down, the mother and daughter sat next to each other, and the air was indescribably quiet, fermenting.

Zhong Yu looked at Zhong Zixi's expression flashing, she raised her hand to cover her heart, and endless nostalgia fell on the little girl's body.

Zhong Zixi thought that Zhong Yu was reluctant to her, so he smiled and livened up the atmosphere.

"Mom, weren't you so reluctant to give the household registration book to He Yansheng that day? At that time, I was still thinking about how when other girls got married, my mother was all kinds of reluctant to take the household registration book, but when it fell on you, it was indescribable, it was even more crunchy than eating Lay's potato chips. ”

Zhong Yu's hand moved, the grinning smile on the corner of his mouth hung on his face, and he lowered his eyebrows to quickly bring the strange look.

Then he reverted to his old look, and people who are immersed in happiness are always prone to lose their vigilance.

If it is placed in normal times, Zhong Zixi will definitely find that there is something wrong with his mother, and sometimes the change caused by an oversight is often enough to regret for a lifetime.

Later, Zhong Zixi always thought about that time, that day, that night. She cares about Zhong Yu as much and as delicately as before, will the tragedy of that day not happen later.

It's just that no one told her this answer, and the result will never give her a chance to do it all over again, and this life has become an unverifiable process......

"My family is small

Xi's hair is so smooth, I'm afraid that tomorrow the makeup artist will be hard at that time. ”

"Mom, don't you feel sorry for your daughter's hard work tomorrow, but you feel sorry for the makeup artist, so you're not afraid that I will be jealous?" Zhong Zixi picked up the largest cherry in the fruit bowl and handed it to Zhong Yu.

She took it with a smile, and the reluctance of that smile made Zhong Zixi doubly warm. Fortunately, Zhong Yu did not abandon Zhong Zixi back then and left her alone in the Xu family, so she will be so lively and full of abundance today.

Zhong Zixi has assumed more than once that if she was left in the Xu family back then, she is afraid that she is really just a withered person without joy, anger and sorrow.

With a good-looking skin, there is only defense and attack left in life. That kind of Zhong Zixi would even be disgusted by herself, how could she be worthy of such a good He Yansheng?

"Mom, thank you!"

Her red lips have a girlish clarity, her pouts are upturned, her ruddy mouth is slightly open, her lines are distinct, her teeth are white, and her teeth are red.

The slender chin under the red lips highlights her cuteness, stubbornness, and willfulness, which is unique to Zhong Zixi's agility.

Zhong Yu has always believed that love is the greatest achievement in her life, although her love has not yet been managed. At least once in her life she has experienced without wanting to reciprocate, and it is Zhong Yu's attitude to be a person and do things without regrets.

But Zhong Zixi is her most precious gift and the pride of her life, and she is grateful to Xu Baihang for this.

She once thought that if she had met Xu Baihang earlier, everything would have been different now, maybe that Zhong Zixi would be far better than now.

"Mom?"

Zhong Zixi's shout interrupted Zhong Yu's distraction, and when she came back to her senses, she sighed softly, she knew that this sigh was to reconcile with herself.

It's time to reconcile with yourself, and the past is like smoke, and it's time to disperse. Xu Baihang, I really hope you don't meet me again in the next life......

"Mom, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, silly girl, where do you need to thank me for this word between you and me. I am your mother, and it is my responsibility to give birth to you, raise you, and take care of you, and it is also the happiest thing for a mother. ”

Zhong Zixi was familiar with the road and rolled into Zhong Yu's arms.

"Mom, you know what? At that time, I actually wanted to grow up, I always thought that as long as I grew up, I would not be left in the same place, there would be no abandonment, at that time, I actually didn't want to choose, I thought that one person is the best result, no one dragged down, so that I could let go and let you each find your own happiness, but at that time I was too young after all. ”

Now Zhong Zixi is no longer sharp when he talks about this.

There is a layer of relief and softness under the contradictory mood, and the corners of his mouth are always with a shallow smile.

She doesn't want to drag anyone down if she can!

"Xiaoxi, you're not a burden, you've never been. On the contrary, it is the greatest happiness for me and your dad to keep you by their side. At first, I left you in the Xu family, because I was not stable enough at that time and could not give you a good life, at least everything will not change if you stay in the Xu family. ”

Zhong Yu never thought of abandoning it, she always knew how much that turn hurt Zhong Zixi back then.

afterward

No matter how hard she tried, the thorn was stuck in the deepest part of her heart, and she couldn't touch it.

"Mom, you don't have to say that I understand, I just want to know if you regretted marrying him? When I met He Yansheng, I realized how happy it is to be able to find someone in life, choose a city for nothing, and grow old for the rest of my life. ”

Zhong Yu lowered his head, the thoughts under his eyes converged at this moment, and when he looked up again, his expression was clear.

"I don't regret it, the moment Xiaoxi chose to marry him, I really wanted to live a good life with him. Xiaoxi has many things, even if the final result is not so good, at least the process was beautiful, and you are the best gift your father has given me. ”

Zhong Yu and Zhong Zixi have said a lot of things, most of them are gentle, because the mother herself is a peaceful person and rarely has great joys and sorrows.

Zhong Zixi's gentleness is also mostly from Zhong Yu, in the eyes of many people, Zhong Zixi has a cold temperament, does not like to talk, is not sociable, and loves to sit alone in the corner on most occasions.

A person's joy and sorrow are a heaven and earth, but those who are familiar with her know that it is not her nature.

How good Zhong Zixi is, He Yansheng knows best.

(End of chapter)