The world means nothing to me!
Looking at Gu Qingcheng, who was going and returning, Yun Liuli, who was lying on the desk writing something, turned his head and still held a pen in his hand.
"It's easier to fall asleep with a glass of milk!" Gu Qingcheng said and brought the milk over.
Yun Liuli just stared at Gu Qingcheng blankly, until he walked in front of him......
Gu Qingcheng bent down and put down the milk, as far as he could see, Yun Liuli's slender fingers holding the pen, there seemed to be only two lines written on the clean and beautiful letterhead, her slender pen was blocked, and Gu Qingcheng could only see the title at the beginning.
It was Yun Liuli's letter to her late mother.
She smiled at Gu Qingcheng: "Thank you, Uncle Qingcheng." ”
Gu Qingcheng saw that the little girl's eyes were still red, and said, "If a person really can't sleep, then go to Uncle Qingcheng's room to sleep?!" ”
Yun Liuli shook her head: "I'm sorry Uncle Qingcheng, I was ignorant before, but now I understand what Uncle Qingcheng said to me, girls can only share the bed with their husbands, Uncle Qingcheng is my elder!" ”
Blocked back by what he had said before, Gu Qingcheng pursed his lips and nodded: "Then you go to bed early!" Otherwise, the wound will not recover well......"
"It's okay, no one cares anyway!" Yun Liuli's clean voice was low, "I've been injured until now, and I haven't received a call from my father!" I don't even care about my biological father, who else cares......"
Gu Qingcheng's mouth was bitter, and he couldn't tell Yun Liuli that her father was no longer there.
"Uncle Qingcheng, I want to go back to the hospital tomorrow." Yun Liuli looked at Gu Qingcheng, "This time has really caused trouble for Uncle Qingcheng!" Thank you Uncle Qingcheng! ”
"Just stay at home!" Gu Qingcheng frowned, "It's troublesome to toss!" ”
The little girl thought for a while, but she still responded obediently: "Okay, then I'll leave as soon as I'm injured, and I'm really embarrassed to trouble Uncle Qingcheng for a while." ”
Annoyed by the three words Uncle Qingcheng of Yun Liuli!
Knowing that he shouldn't continue to stay here, he can take care of Qingcheng...... But he couldn't open his legs, leaving the little girl here alone.
"What to write?!" Gu Qingcheng and Yun Liuli were looking for a topic.
"Letter to my mother." Yun Liuli and Gu Qingcheng explained, "It's my biological mother, and I've passed away......"
After Gu Qingcheng nodded, he didn't seem to have anything to say to Yun Liuli, he asked, "What did you write?!" ”
Yun Liuli didn't care, she took her arm away and looked at it, her eyes were unstoppably lonely and sad: "I want to ask my mother...... If I go to her, won't I be so lonely, will she be with me forever! ”
Gu Qingcheng let out a "pop" in his heart, as if he had been stabbed suddenly.
"What do you think?!" Gu Qingcheng was annoyed, and his voice couldn't help but rise.
Yun Liuli looked at Gu Qingcheng, and his eyes were relatively calm: "I've thought about it for a long time......
Gu Qingcheng grabbed Yun Liuli's wrist and almost dragged Yun Liuli up from the chair, his gaze swept over the letter, which read......
[I want to go to my mother, I don't know if my mother will be happy to see me, and whether she will always be with me, because Liuli is so afraid of being alone. 】
Gu Qingcheng clutched Yun Liuli's wrist tightly, as if he wanted to crush her wrist bone.
"Take back your thoughts for me!" Gu Qingcheng's heart was beating fast, and that feeling was even more frightening than his brushing shoulders with death.
Gu Qingcheng's voice was trembling even with his fingers.
He never knew that Yun Liuli actually had such a suicidal thought.
A suffocating fear swept through Gu Qingcheng's body, he dragged Yun Liuli in front of him, his throat tumbling so badly that he couldn't say a word as if he was choked by a big hand.
"Uncle Qingcheng...... You're just a friend of my dad, and I thank you for taking care of me, but what do I write and think...... Uncle Qingcheng, why are you interfering?! ”
Gu Qingcheng gritted his teeth, and his deep dark eyes brewed with a fury more terrifying than the storm.
"We've known each other for a short time, and I can do whatever I want, as long as it doesn't affect you...... I want to ......"
"You have this suicidal thought, have you ever thought about your father?! Are you worthy of your father?! Gu Qingcheng clenched his teeth.
"If my father really cares, why don't you call and tell my father to let him scold me?!" Yun Liuli and Gu Qingcheng's performance was just the opposite, calm and serious, as if there was nothing worth caring about in this world for her.
Her gaze was hollow and panicked.
Yun Liuli hooked her lips and smiled at Gu Qingcheng: "No one cares about me, never!" This world is so lonely, going to school alone, coming home alone, eating alone, sleeping alone, really lonely. My dad used to tell me that when my mom was there, she quit her job to take care of me at home in order to spend more time with me, so I wanted to ...... Probably only my mother loves me the most, and I can't bear to be lonely, so I want to go to my mother! Even...... Some can't wait. ”
"Yun Liuli!" Gu Qingcheng's always calm facial features seemed to have cracks, and he said word by word, "I'm not allowed!" ”
Yun Liuli only smiled and said nothing.
Gu Qingcheng's brain was throbbing and aching.
It was impossible for him to look at Yun Liuli twenty-four hours a day, if Yun Liuli made up his mind to do something, who could stop him?!
"Uncle Qingcheng, I said that my memory has come back little by little, aren't you afraid?!" Yun Liuli asked, "Right now...... Little by little, the memories are coming back, including...... Feelings for you! ”
Gu Qingcheng's dark eyes were dark and terrifying.
Yun Liuli's eyes were wet and red: "Uncle Qingcheng...... You should wish I was far away from you, I remembered my unspeakable feelings for you...... I also want to be far away from you, isn't the farthest distance in the world ...... Life and death! ”
"Shut your mouth for me! Hear no! Gu Qingcheng roared.
So, Yun Liuli hasn't slept because she remembered?!
"Who are you trying to force with your death?!" Gu Qingcheng clenched his back molars.
Yun Liuli endured the sharp pain in her wrist, shook her head, and tears gathered in her eyes: "Mom is gone, Dad is gone, stepmother is gone, this world is ...... I'm the only one left, who else can I force?! I just wish for another world...... Dad won't be so busy anymore, Mom will always be with me, there is happiness waiting for me in that world! ”
"Uncle Qingcheng, if it weren't for you, probably when my father was away, I would have ended my life, this world is meaningless to me! Only endless loneliness! It's so hard! Yun Liuli's tears fell down her eyelashes, "I think that I may have forty years in the future...... Fifty years, or even sixty or seventy years...... I'm really scared! ”