They were right, how could Xue Xin not care about the friendship that gets along day and night, not to mention, the feeling of love is not only Yinghui, but also Xuexin's heart. It's just that Xue Xin has always been too obsessed with feelings. She also knows that everything must be given priority to the country and the people, but she has not really experienced the suffering of the people, and all concepts are just theories for her. Not on the throne, maybe many things, really can't be considered so comprehensively. Xue Xin's obsession with feelings lies in the fact that she always wants to get warmth from her sister, thus ignoring the fact that her sister is the king; Xue Xin's obsession with feelings lies in the fact that even if he is an outlier, he also wants to keep his beloved, even if it is on the battlefield of-for-tat, as long as he can see him, it is enough.

In the final preparation stage, seeing everyone's enthusiasm and inevitable, Xue Xin was still not the slightest excited. Calling around, aren't there always dead and wounded? Isn't the pain of war the pain of every family's displacement and loss of loved ones?

How could she not be worried when she looked at such a scar.

"Dong En, I'm really relieved." Zhu Bi's feelings for Xue Xin can only be understood by Dong En.

"I thought she had figured it out, but the current state is really unpredictable." Dong En thought that Xue Xin understood his mind, but now it seems that it is not that Xue Xin has figured it out, but that he has thought too much.

"If Xue Xin sneaks back to the Eagle Country in such a state, I'm afraid she will give up on herself." Jubi was hesitant about using Xing Chang to persuade Xue Xin to return to the Eagle Country. The original intention was to let Xue Xin understand this matter as soon as possible, and make a great contribution, so that everyone could surrender. Even if he dies in the war in the end, he will pave a way for Xue Xin. When the time comes, with Dong En assisting her, she will have no worries.

"Queen Jubi, the matter of Xue Xin's return to the Eagle Country must not work now. It's just that I don't know what Xue Xin has experienced in the Eagle Country, so that he will be in this state now. Dong En didn't have a good impression of the Eagle Country in his heart, he was always worried that Xue Xin would be harmed by the barbarism and viciousness of the Eagle Country.

As everyone knows, Xue Xin's nostalgia and reluctance to Master Xingchang, coupled with her guilt and longing for the Yinghui brothers and sisters, made the depression in her heart unable to let go for a long time. Xue Xin doesn't understand, why do you have to go through so much? Why did my sister push herself again and again. The beauty of those experiences is like a little thorn that penetrates into the texture, from the itch that touches the skin to the pain that pierces into the flesh, every time she thinks about it, she has to experience such torture. She really wished that she could use flower poison to make herself demented, so she didn't have to think about these things anymore. But Xue Xin can't, poisoning her own kind and poisoning herself is a big crime, and if she does this as a princess, it will definitely make the whole royal family disgusted by Flower Poison.

Responsibility, Loved One, Love······ All of this is tormenting Xue Xin. She hopes that she can completely become bad and be a ruthless person. With her sister fighting all the way to the Eagle Country, let Yinghui see herself and let Yinghui kill herself. But when she thought of Yinghui's disappointed eyes, her heart would ache like a knife.

Recently, all kinds of Xue Xin also understood Dong En's intentions. But the more Dong En cared about her, the more she hated herself. What does a real stalker look like? Even Xue Xin himself didn't know. Is it the cute and petite look in Yingrong's eyes, or the gentle and lovely look in Yinghui's eyes, the crying and laughing in Dong En's childhood impression, or the father who can poison his beloved, can let his sister use him again and again, and can make the people around him who really care about him leave her. Which one is what she wants to be.

She didn't know, she didn't even know what the meaning of her life was now. Maybe it's just to hang a breath and go to see Yinghui and see his disgusted eyes. At that time, I really will die.

Seeing Xue Xin's state, she decided to talk to her as a sister.

"Xue Xin, since you have decided to participate in the battle, you shouldn't be so sluggish, you will make the army discouraged." Jubi looked at her and was really angry: "If you don't want to risk going to the battlefield, you can not come, why bother?" "There is such a big event as the war between the two countries, and Xue Xin is still making a small temperament, whether it is a queen or a sister, she can't bear it.

"Your Majesty, when you go to someone's house to fight and ask for someone's land, do you still have such a heartbeat?" Although Xue Xin didn't completely think so in his heart, but the love catastrophe he experienced when he went to Huadu and the death of Master Xing Chang, all of which Xue Xin resented Zhu Yuan.

"Bold! Xue Xin, it seems that my sister spoiled you! Ju Bi was shocked and angry when she heard this, as the princess of the Huadu royal family, she actually said such a rebellious thing, fortunately, there were only two sisters at this time, otherwise it would not be an exaggeration for Xue Xin to be convicted of treason.

"Am I wrong?" She was not convinced by the airway.

"Big mistake! If it weren't for the cruelty of the Eagle Country, why would we have stayed in this small situation. The people of Huadu are already multiplying fast, the country is small, and our people live in a small place, have you ever thought about their suffering? She was heartbroken, and she could complain that she had not fulfilled her obligations to be a sister, but she shouldn't be so indistinguishable from wrong.

Xue Xin also understood that he was unscrupulous, but he was unwilling to admit defeat. "My sister hasn't experienced what happened back then, so how do you know what the truth is?"

"Whether you experience it or not, now that our people are living in Huadu, it is my responsibility as the queen to fight for a better life for them!" After saying this, Ju Bi turned around, with a lot of pain and remorse in his heart: "If Master Xun Chang hears your remarks today, I'm afraid he will be heartbroken." ”

Xue Xin didn't say more, Zhu Bi was right, although he knew in his heart that he was just trying to block her, he didn't really think about the lives of the people of Huadu, and he shouldn't say so. Seeing her sister's sad appearance, she was even more sad. The two sisters' topic today ended without a hitch, one was extremely disappointed, and the other was reluctant to explain too much. It's just that in the following days, Xue Xin's state adjusted better, actively participated in training, made plans carefully, and told all her knowledge of the Eagle Country, hoping to help. It's just that every time she mentions Wang Zihui of the Eagle Kingdom, she can't calm down in her heart, and she hides such unrest, but she is noticed by her sister Ju Bi between her eyebrows.