When others don't know, making decisions for others that will affect their lives, even if you pay a lot, it is unfair to others.

"What about unfairness? There is no turning back. If he could give me hope, I wouldn't despair. For him, all love and hatred are just a catastrophe, and when his soul returns to his true nature, there is no fairness or not. "

Shen Zhujun was sad, and in front of his best friend, he was finally willing to admit that all the enlightenment and fulfillment were just disheartened and wanted to give up.

Hu Xianxian was still trying to reconcile them, but Shen Zhujun rejected all proposals.

said that it was impossible to be involved with Han Zexi again, and said that Shen Tingyang might have an accident, so let her help her protect her parents.

"My parents have been affected by me, and most of them will probably end their lives in bleakness. I am lucky to be their daughter in this life, but it is a great misfortune for them to have my daughter. "

The thin eyebrows are frowning, how much gratitude and guilt are pressed in my heart, and I can't let go and can't afford it.

Shen Tingyang and his wife love their daughter very much and have cultivated them since childhood, but Shen Zhujun did not give them the beautiful and warm life they expected, perhaps it is unfortunate to have a daughter who is too smart and noble.

Hu Xianxian looked at the cold Shen Zhujun and couldn't help but sigh with regret, and finally reluctantly agreed to what she wanted.

Ah Lu was full of hope when she saw Hu Xianxian coming, and was very disappointed when she saw that she was leaving.

Leaving the Hanlu Courtyard and flying to the imperial study, Hu Xianxian saw that Han Zexi was still reviewing the folds, and the anger in his heart disappeared slightly.

Seeing her suddenly appear, Han Zexi only raised his eyes to look at her, not too surprised.

Hu Xianxian said solemnly: "I don't want her to be embarrassed, so I will be a loyal subject and obedient to the people." And thou shalt also abide by the morality of being a king, and thou shalt not prey on the people. "

There are fewer and fewer people who can make her have scruples, even if the world is turned upside down?

Hu Xianxian walked away, the guards watched her come and go vigilantly, but did not act, and Han Zexi did not order anything to do, as if she was just a gust of wind that blew by chance.

On September 18, the palace was lit up with lights and a celebratory scene, people came and went with joy, Han Zexi issued a decree to officially canonize Ke Yajie as the queen of Yide, Ah Dai as the concubine Dai, and also named six selected beauties.

This palace, which used to be a little different from the previous dynasties, is now similar to the pattern of the three palaces and six courtyards of the previous dynasty.

rewarded the concubine, Han Zexi also named Ke Yarun as Mrs. Fuxing, and Cha'er as the eldest princess of Ningxing.

Ke Yarun is no longer the widow of the anti-king who is allowed to enter the palace during festivals, she is the queen's sister-in-law, the emperor's eldest sister-in-law, and a first-class lady.

Many princely families sent matchmakers to propose marriage, and Ke Yajie also said that it was okay for Ke Yarun to remarry, but she refused on the pretext that she wanted to guard the tomb for the queen and learn from the virtuous women of the previous generation.

Cha'er is also a serious tea emperor's aunt, and there is an endless stream of people proposing marriage, and she refuses on the grounds of filial piety to the Empress Dowager.

In the palace, she and Gao Youquan have become more intimate, but she has a lot of schemes, not as easy to deceive as Gan Ruju, and it is always difficult for Gao Youquan to catch her in the palm of his hand.

On September 22, Shen Tingyang was demoted from the capital and given the false title of a consolation envoy, allowing him to set out from the capital to promote the court's longen to the soldiers of the border.

Hu Xianxian escorted all the way, and the leaves and grass withered along the way, and the weather became colder and colder.

When I was about to reach the border city, the mountains were full of yellow sand and withered grass, and my eyes were almost blurred and I couldn't distinguish the color, and suddenly I saw a red leaf on the cliff like fire.

"That's a cocoon?" Shen Tingyang licked his chapped lips and lifted his spirits a little.

"I don't understand, in addition to maple leaves, there are many leaves that turn red. It is red because of the sudden change in temperature difference in dry and cold weather. Hu Xianxian also smiled at the bright red in the long earth yellow.

Shen Tingyang's literati soured up, and after sighing with emotion, he bowed respectfully towards the red leaves of the cliff: "The cliff is still unyielding, red and fierce like a child's heart, my generation should learn this kind of gentleman's attitude." "

It was cold and windy, and those entourages just wanted to go to the post station to rest quickly, and they were very impatient to urge him, Hu Xianxian scolded those people, and waited for him to lose interest before going on the road together.

Because of Hu Xianxian's presence, although the road to condolences to the soldiers in Xubian was hard, Shen Tingyang did not suffer too many grievances.

On the tenth day of October, it snowed lightly in the capital, and he lived in the cold dew courtyard where the wind and rain leaked, Shen Zhujun's condition worsened, and his legs were weak after walking two steps, and he couldn't eat.

She has always been very weak, but there is no specific illness, and now the symptoms are obvious, her fingers are stiff, and sometimes she can't hold the pen.

After escorting Shen Tingyang to inspect the border pass, he arrived at Lu Laizun's camp and asked him to help take care of it, and Hu Xianxian rushed back to the capital.

Shen Zhujun didn't return until he was relieved, and when he came back to see her like this, he decided to take her away.

But Shen Zhujun just handed over the manuscript to Hu Xianxian, refusing to leave, and unwilling to eat Baicao Dan to maintain his body.

She looked at the manuscript like a newborn baby, smiled at Hu Xianxian and said: "This is the result of my life, and it is not in vain to live this life." All words are my personal testimony of this life, beyond my providence, beyond what I asked for in my previous life. I have been to this world, and I have seriously left my own mark, living up to the time, and I have no regrets in this life. "

With the manuscript in her sleeve, Hu Xianxian knew that she was worried about Shen Tingyang's safety, so she had to leave again.

Only then did he go to the border city barracks to see Shen Tingyang, and news came that Cheng Haofeng was wanted because he colluded with Di people to intend to rebel.

Hu Xianxian just sneered, he couldn't contact Cheng Haofeng, and the others couldn't find it, so what else did he want? It must be a trick that Gao You doesn't know about the situation, in order to force Cheng Haofeng to appear.

On the fourteenth day of the winter month, a heavy snowfall fell in the capital, and the thick snow blocked the wooden door and made it difficult to push it open.

It's easy to wait for the food, but the person who delivered the food said that the snow was thick and the road was slippery, and the food was cold after arriving at the Hanlu Courtyard.

However, when I opened the dishes, I found that the food was not only cold, but the rice was mushy and the dishes were also rancid, and I couldn't eat it at all.

Shen Zhujun called her twice: "Ah Lu, Ah Lu...... The meal was delivered, is there millet porridge? My throat is itchy and painful......"

"Oh...... I'm hot......" Ah Lu agreed, tears welled up, quickly wiped away his tears, and ran out again.

She went to call someone to send some coarse grains, and she could cook porridge for Shen Zhujun to eat by herself.

"Open the door, open the door......" The gate of Hanlu Courtyard was closed, and Ah Lu shouted for a long time without responding.

"What howl? Can't you sleep well on the kang on such a cold day? Finally a hoarse voice came.

"Can you please give us some food? Regular brown rice will also do. I'd like to thank you big brother in advance. Lu whispered to the crack in the door.

The guards guarding the door refused to help, and two more guards came and quarreled with her.

The quarrel was fierce, and Ade, surrounded by many slaves and maids, arrived with a food box.

"Have you abused the Shen family? After all, she used to be the queen, in case she regains favor one day, you are not afraid of sin? As for being a man, don't be too bad in your heart, you will be punished. Adele said with a smile.

The guards saluted and greeted each other, flattering and praising them: "Those people say that Concubine Dai is beautiful and kind, and when I see it today, it really deserves its reputation." has come to this point, and Concubine Dai has come to visit, and I don't know the blessings that the slut in the Hanlu Courtyard has cultivated for several generations. "

Ah Lu couldn't argue anymore, and went into the house with Ade.

Ah Dai picked up a piece of roast venison and fed it to Shen Zhujun's mouth, Shen Zhujun shook his head weakly, "I can't get used to smelling this oily smell, thank you, I just need ...... Just drink a few mouthfuls of coarse grain porridge......"

"Don't eat roast venison? This was hunted by the emperor himself, and he specially rewarded me to eat, and I was reluctant to enjoy it exclusively. Thinking that my sister hadn't eaten delicious food for a long time, she came to serve it on purpose, but she pretended to be high and didn't eat it, which was in vain for my good intentions. Adele pouted in displeasure.

What is the United States? It was obvious that he was here to ridicule Shen Zhujun and make her angry and sad, but Shen Zhujun was too lazy to pick it out, and his throat was uncomfortable, so he simply closed his eyes and ignored Ade.

Adele babbled and talked a lot, and kept feeding Shen Zhujun's mouth, so that she couldn't be quiet for a while.

Ah Lu saw that Shen Zhujun shook his head and was almost dizzy, and persuaded softly: "My young lady is weak and has a bad stomach, so eating some porridge soup and stewed vegetables can warm up the body, these roast venison, braised shrimp, smoked sheep's trotters or something hurt the body." "

"Where did the mouthy come from? This concubine kindly gave your master the delicacies of the mountains and seas to eat, but did she do something wrong? Come on, give me this mouthy who doesn't know what to do! Ade's long nails poked at Midori's forehead and shouted.

In order to curry favor with Concubine Dai, a tall and strong eunuch ran over quickly, and with a "snap", Ah Lu's face was half swollen at that time.

Shen Zhujun got out of bed trembling and kneeled down towards Ade: "Please forgive the concubine, I have no way to discipline her, please spare her." ”

Looking at Shen Zhujun, who refused to bow his head in front of the emperor, and bowed his head to Ah Dai for his own sake, Ah Lu cried and asked her not to do this, and wanted to rush over to help her, but the tall eunuch grabbed Ah Lu's neckline, and Ah Lu could only struggle weakly.

The goal was achieved, they finally left, and Shen Zhujun breathed a long sigh of relief.

Thinking that he had escaped, two guards came the next day to arrest Ah Lu, saying that Concubine Dai had found evidence that Ah Lu was a spy here, and she wanted to be arrested and interrogated.

Shen Zhujun protected him from arresting, and they said clearly: Ah Lu pretended to be an orphan girl and fainted at the gate of the Shen Mansion with hunger, and over the years she had collected a lot of top-secret information to report to Di Ren, and she was a terrible spy who was very deeply hidden.

"She was only five years old when she came to my house! What can a five-year-old girl do? She grew up with me, and she has never behaved strangely for so many years, how can she be a spy? Shen Zhujun propped up the edge of the table and asked with all his might.

"Concubine Dai has already found evidence, I'm just here to do something, and if we dare to stop it, don't blame the knife in our hands for not being long-sighted."

After listening to the guard's intimidation, Ah Lu told Shen Zhujun not to worry, and she took the initiative to follow out.

But they took her to a wooded hut behind the Xinggao Pavilion, which had been expanded by Ade after she became a concubine.

"Even if it's a spy, I should be handed over to the Criminal Department and the Military Department for interrogation, what is it to lynch me in a dark room?" Seeing Adele sneering and entering the house, Ah Lu was not afraid, calm and reasonable.

"Yo, it's worthy of being a person who has seen the world with Shen Zhujun, and he won't change his face when he falls into such an embarrassment! Hmph, it doesn't matter if you're a spy or not, I say you're what you are! Come on, stab her sharp mouth for me. Adele ordered with a shriek.

Two sturdy eunuchs walked over to Ah Lu and stabbed her with a long needle.