(fifty-four)

Ye Wenyu was like an escaping rabbit, running out of the bar where he worked at lightning speed, like a gust of wind, stopping a taxi and telling the master to go directly to school.

Usually, in order to be thrifty, she tries not to take a taxi, but today, in order to escape Lin Tingfeng, she also had the luxury of taking the fastest transportation and returned to the university campus.

When she arrived at the campus, she got out of the car, paid for the car, and hurried into the college campus, at this moment, her hands and legs were still shaking, and her body was still sweating like water.

The black night surrounded her, and the faces of the pedestrians on the opposite side began to be difficult to see, the night was deep, like a mine, Ye Wenyu finally breathed a long sigh of relief, slowed down, and was no longer so nervous and afraid.

She really reunited with Lin Tingfeng again in this life.

It's horrible!

What to do, what to do, what will happen later? Will he be like in the last life, slowly and quietly bury the trap, and then wait for her to be deceived?

Ye Wenyu's heart was anxious, nervous, painful, and afraid, and all kinds of emotions jumped up and down like a dragon, making her uncomfortable.

As soon as the cold wind blew, Ye Wenyu realized that at this moment, she was already soaked with sweat, and the whole person seemed to have just been fished out of the water.

Deep in the forest, she found a bench and sat down slowly, holding her hands tightly so that she could restrain each other, and at the same time restrain her hands and body from trembling in fear.

The mobile phone rang, it was Cai Wenchuan calling, he must be concerned about her life, and want to know what she did all day today? Thinking of this life, the love with Brother Wen that had just started was so sweet, so relaxed, and so harmonious, she didn't dare to imagine the life with Lin Tingfeng's participation in the future.

She didn't have the guts to answer Cai Wenchuan's call, but WeChat replied: "I'm fine, I'll call you tomorrow." ”

Her hands were still cold, and the afterglow of the reunion was like the aftershocks of an earthquake, and she couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.

Cai Wenchuan thoughtfully hung up the phone and replied with a "good night" emoji, Ye Wenyu looked at the emoji and fell into deep memories.

She remembered the past when she and Lin Tingfeng met for the fifth time in her last life.

The past was like ice, making her whole body feel like falling into the icy sea.

The fourth time she met Lin Tingfeng, it was on her way to work, she met gangsters in the middle of the night, intending to violate her, Lin Tingfeng was like a big hero who fell from the sky, rescued him, he fought with gangsters, his fists were invincible with four hands, he was injured, she went to the pharmacy to buy medicine, bandaged her, it is said that the most tempting moment for a woman is to bandage the wound of her beloved man. Later, he sent her back to school, and it was almost dawn.

The two of them had an unforgettable night, and before leaving, she mentioned the matter of paying the tuition again, and wanted to get his phone number, so that it would be convenient for him to pay him back later, however, he praised her for being an ambitious child, and said that he was happy to help her, as if she did not need her to pay it back, and then, when she was immersed in his praise, like a schoolboy who was highly praised by the teacher, he turned around and drove away.

Still haven't left a phone number.

She still has nothing to do with him, no contact information.

Wave your sleeves and don't take away a cloud.

Next, he disappeared from her world again, and she resumed her life as a part-time worker.

The days were very hard, like clocks, and the machinery was monotonous.

Day after day, autumn passed, winter came, and she worked hard like a spinning top every day, striving to survive.

There was no one to help her, to care for her, she was like a lone traveler in the desert, struggling to survive.

During the winter vacation, the other students went home for the New Year, but she had no home, and her mother did not call, asking her to go to her new home for the New Year, she was also interested, when she took the initiative to call her mother, she thoughtfully reported the good news and not the worries, saying that everything was fine in school, and in order to study well, she planned to stay in school during the winter vacation. Mom breathed a sigh of relief, and her tone was all happy, and she naturally wouldn't mention going home for the New Year.

In this way, she stayed at school throughout the winter vacation, still working, studying, the library, the girls' dormitory, and the place of part-time work, three points and one line, day after day, repeating like a robot.

She tried hard to make herself strong, however, on the night of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, alone in the dormitory, eating a fast food dumpling, listening to the sound of firecrackers outside, and watching the Spring Festival Gala on her mobile phone, she finally couldn't control her crying.

It's not easy for a teenage girl to endure a difficult life.

The next day is the first day of the new year, because now many families are popular to go to restaurants for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, the hotel has fewer waiters, it is a good time for her to work to make money, so she wiped away her tears and cheered up her spirits and went to work again.

After a winter vacation, winter went to spring, she lost a lot of weight, and she was already skinny, like a piece of paper.

She became more and more tired and pale, and her whole person became more and more depressed, sometimes she couldn't speak a word all day long, and her relationship with her roommates and classmates became more and more alienated, like a weirdo.

She has forgotten when she last met Lin Tingfeng, the first semester of her freshman year has passed, and the second semester has begun, and the students have returned to school in twos and threes, the willow trees have pulled out new branches, green new shoots have grown, and the spring flowers have bloomed, but in just half a year, she has lived as long as her life.

The other classmates laughed and laughed, their eyes were shining, and their steps were brisk, but she was silent all day long, they lived in the sun, and she seemed to be in the darkness and cold forever.

Ye Wenyu took off her heavy winter clothes, and still lived in three points and one line, school, classroom, and part-time job, because the time was too long, she was already desperate, and she was not hopeful that she could see Lin Tingfeng again, she thought to herself, he must have no idea to ask her to repay the tuition he lent her, so it will not appear in her life again.

Although, she never forgot him, and even in her dreams, often dreamed of him.

She misses him like crazy, because he is the only person who has given her warmth for most of the past six months, and his existence is her courage to persevere in a difficult life.

So tall and handsome, so calm and calm, so slow and methodical, so quiet, when looking at her, so gentle, speaking slowly, when happy, the corners of his mouth will rise slightly, and he will stare at him tenderly when she is not paying attention.

The first time they met, he wore a black sweatshirt and a hat on his head, like a beast, and the second time they met, he wore a black formal suit, standing outside the door of the principal's office, and the camphor tree not far away was green, which looked even better like a painting, and the third time they met, he was wearing a white shirt, his tie was loosely undrawn, and he was wearing a black suit on his hand, and he rescued her from the crisis of being drunk and humiliated by a group of men. He drove an army-green Humvee, like a great hero who fell from the sky, saving her from the hands of gangsters and saving her from being violated by bad people, he was injured for her, and his black trench coat couldn't stop the blood that flowed straight out—

The scenes of the past made her feel warm and made her want to cry, Lin Tingfeng's image was originally just scratched on the surface of her heart, but later, in the thoughts that she wanted to see but couldn't see, it was like a brand, deeply engraved into the depths of her heart.

Every time they meet, Ye Wenyu is like a treasure, she knows that her heart has fallen unconsciously, like a thread held by him in the palm of her hand, loving someone doesn't seem to be something she can do, if her feelings can be controlled by herself, she will definitely not let herself fall in love with him.

Because think of the distance between yourself and him, which is heaven and earth, clouds and mud.

She is a poor girl, but he is the president of the Lin Group, which has a huge wealth of more than 10,000 people.

Ye Wenyu can only give this feeling to time, hidden in the depths of her heart, she thinks that one day, she will always forget him, even if they can't be together, then think about how he once took care of her, these warm and beautiful past, can inspire her to always move forward bravely.

Ye Wenyu worked for half a year in a row, the heavy workload of the body, coupled with the perennial canteen only ordered one dish a meal, malnutrition, her body soon couldn't bear it, with a few spring rains in early spring, she caught a cold, she smiled bitterly and thought, is it because of lovesickness, or because she is too hard, her body can't bear it and begins to resist.

She coughed violently, she had a fever at night, her body was cold and hot, she bought fever-reducing medicine ruthlessly, but her body was not good, the next day was the weekend, she wanted to lie in bed and rest for a day, but she still had to struggle to work, because she didn't work, next month's food and living expenses were not settled.