Chapter 21 Ling Miao, who intends to restrain herself
It took about two hours to be carried back by Lhotse.
Relying on the wolf's excellent recovery ability, Ling Miao woke up.
It was not yet dawn, but the full moon had already sunk.
And everything that the wolf did also came to mind from the depths of his mind.
Recalling the raw meat he had eaten, and his act of going to the morgue to find the corpse, a strong rejection arose from Ling Miao's heart.
Although there was a strong rejection in his heart, the instinct of his body still made Ling Miao drool.
Ling Miao could recall those memories very clearly, and even what the wolf was thinking at the time, Ling Miao knew the same.
Because of the relationship between Ling Miao and the wolf, some of them are like split personalities, but they are a little different.
The relationship between Ling Miao and the jade wolf is more like a person's two states, an extreme state.
If the human mind is a mess of yarn, each yarn represents a kind of thought, and countless thoughts constitute a person's self, three views, and personality.
Then the split personality is from one ball of wool to two pieces of wool.
In the case of Ling Miao and the wolf, a ball of wool was woven into a different shape, and the wool was still those wool, but the shape was already different.
Even if the memory is the same, the idea of the same thing changes.
And now, even if the full moon has sunk, the wolf's instinct still exists, and that bloodthirsty desire and strange appetite still exist in Ling Miao's body.
It is precisely because of this that Ling Miao is so unacceptable to wolves, so repulsive of wolves, so afraid of wolves, so disgusted, and another self.
But thinking of Luo Zixi's words at that time, the wolf could disappear at any time, and there was a trace of pity and uneasiness in Ling Miao's heart.
The scent of a human being came from all directions, and the hungry body was stirring with the scent of a human being.
Under this constant torture and temptation, Ling Miao didn't know how long she could hold on.
One day, one week, or one month, Ling Miao even suspected that if she couldn't survive the next full moon, she would compromise with her body and with the wolf, because that kind of torture that existed all the time was simply the biggest challenge to human willpower.
"Even if you go crazy in the future, make sure that you don't hurt other people when you go crazy."
"Maybe at that time, I will be disgusted with my current self when I have compromised my desires, just as I hate the wolf."
Ling Miao muttered to herself, rummaging through the room.
Hemp ropes, silk scarves, curtains, bed sheets, everything that could be used as ropes were all found by Ling Miao.
And when performing these actions, Ling Miao also subconsciously lightened her movements, because Ling Miao knew that Luo Zixi should be resting in the living room at this time.
The more things you get, the more you fear of losing.
Ling Miao in the past knew this very well, so he deliberately dressed up like that, so he deliberately alienated and even took the initiative to exclude others.
But now that Ling Miao has been accepted, he doesn't want to be abandoned for the second time, even if there is a slight possibility, it will make the current Ling Miao feel great fear.
In this way, Ling Miao, who was tiptoeing, began to tie herself up with those ropes.
Starting with his feet, gradually rising little by little, and then reaching his chest, Ling Miao encountered the first difficulty, that is, his hands could not go around his back at all.
At this time, Ling Miao, who was entangled in layers of ropes, lost her balance when she reached out and tried to touch her back, and her forehead hit the head of the bed, making a "bang" sound.
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Luo Zixi, who had woken up, lay on the sofa, looking at the ceiling, recalling his past experience.
Unconsciously, his thoughts drifted away, but a "bang" sound came, pulling Luo Zixi's thoughts back.
'That guy woke up, his body was overdrawn like that, and he didn't get any nutritional supplements, but he was able to wake up in such a short time, it seems that the wolf's resilience is stronger than I thought.' ’
However, Ling Miao is the only wolf I've ever seen, and maybe the other wolves aren't like that. ’
Thinking like this, Luo Zixi got up from the sofa and opened the door of Ling Miao's room, and an extremely strange and funny scene appeared in front of Luo Zixi's eyes.
"Poof, poof, haha."
"What are you doing, actually, actually making yourself look like this."
"It was a surprise."
Luo Zixi looked at Ling Miao, who was entangled in ropes and wriggled on the ground like a green worm, laughing wantonly.
"Because it happened last night, and I didn't want to hurt anyone, that's why I decided to tie myself up."
"After all, as long as you can't move your body, you won't hurt other people."
Looking at Luo Zixi who appeared, Ling Miao explained in a low voice.
"You can only get out of control when the moon is full, and there is still some time before the next full moon, so you don't need to tie yourself up now." Luo Zixi said, and squatted down to try to untie the rope on Ling Miao's body.
"But I'm afraid, I'm afraid I can't resist the wolf's instincts, I'm afraid I'll give in. At that time, even if I wanted to restrain myself, it was too late. ”
"And if I can't help it, I'll hurt someone, and I'll be abandoned by you."
Ling Miao lowered her head, not daring to look directly at Luo Zixi and said.
"No, I won't abandon you unless you want to leave, trust me." Luo Zixi stroked Ling Miao's head and reassured her.
"At that time, it is not up to us to call the shots, if there is a hurtful incident, the committee will come forward, and even if you don't want to, there is no way to disobey the committee."
"So, tie me up before it happens, that's the only way to do it." Ling Miao said very uneasily.
"Ling Miao, calm down, your heart is in turmoil."
"Everything is fine, I won't abandon you no matter what."
"If you're really scared, use that fear against your body's instincts."
"In addition to believing in me, you have to believe in yourself, don't you?"
"I'll be with you until you're used to it."
Luo Zixi held Ling Miao's hand and said seriously
"Really, they won't abandon me, they will always be with me." Ling Miao listened to Luo Zixi's words, and clenched Luo Zixi's hand tightly and said.
At this time, Ling Miao faded away from her precocious shell, revealing the expression and heart that a twelve-year-old child should have.
"Really." Luo Zixi replied.
At the beginning, I didn't have anyone to support me, and I persevered for so long, and I still admired myself a little when I think about it. ’
But at that time, I was already an adult, and Ling Miao in front of me was just a child after all. ’
Luo Zixi looked at Ling Miao in front of him and thought.
"But let's tie me up for a few days. Because even now, I'd like to take a bite of you, until I'm used to it. Ling Miao said a little unconfidently.
"Am I like that pervert who imprisons a young girl at home? If you look like this, if you are seen, it will be the biggest trouble. Luo Zixi said this, and continued to untie the rope on Ling Miao's body.
And this time, after listening to Luo Zixi's words, Ling Miao didn't resist.
"Perverted!"
"You, you, what are you doing, you're only twelve years old, that's not right."
Lu Xiao, whose face was flushed, stood at the door and shouted excitedly.
Lu Xiao, who came back at a very coincidental time, looked at Ling Miao, who was tied up by a rope, and Luo Zixi, who was untying the rope.
In an instant, the bad picture of the two of them last night was delusional by Lu Xiao.
After all, Lu Xiao was separated last night, and Lu Xiao saw such a bad picture this morning, although Luo Zixi felt that he couldn't explain it clearly, he still planned to struggle.
"Well, listen to me, things are not what you think." Luo Zixi looked at Lu Xiao, who appeared very coincidentally, and explained with a desperate expression.
On the side, looking at the exaggerated appearance of Lu Xiao and Luo Zixi, Ling Miao couldn't help laughing, and at this moment, even that bloodthirsty desire seemed to have disappeared for the most part.