Chapter Seventy-Seven: Cause and Effect in the World

A chill came to my face, and I pulled up my collar and walked into the temple of the plague man, the bridge to the icicle had been cut off, but the towering icicle still stood there, because there was a deep chasm between it and me, it seemed to be even bigger, obviously a man-made object, but it was like a relic of prehistory, and it was full of mystery in the space that had become extraordinarily transparent because of the cold.

Tian Tian was dressed in a white robe, standing alone under the icicle, slender as an ice cube, as if it would break at any time.

"You're here?" Tian Tian was not surprised to see me, as if he had been waiting for me to arrive.

"You didn't run!" I said coldly.

"Everything is done, my wish has been fulfilled, why should I run?" Tian Tian was unmoved, and reached out to caress his long hair.

"Wishful? Is it your wish to destroy this city? I felt that this man was unreasonable, and asked rhetorically.

"Of course not!" Tian Tian tugged at the corners of her mouth, "You didn't watch the video I gave you, right?" If you read it, you wouldn't ask me that. ”

"You've made such a mess for me, how can I have time to watch your footage? If you have anything to say, just say it! ”

"I'm waiting for you here, of course. If no one knows what I've done, wouldn't my sacrifice be meaningless? Tian Tian walked slowly to the side.

I kept an eye on her, clinging to the wall, and followed her to the side. The path went around the wall, covered with thick white ice, but luckily the temperature was low enough that it didn't feel slippery.

"You say I'm going to destroy the city, but you're wrong. This city is more than just a city! ”

"Oh? How? ”

"In the aftermath of the cataclysm, the remnants of the people gathered together, some of them degenerated into hells of the jungle, some of them were held over by ambitious warlords, and some of them became the traps of Gega. In just a few months, humanity has experienced the fear of extinction and the threat of degradation, and the ignorance and brutality that have existed in human history can be seen everywhere, but here it is different! Tian Tian didn't stop, and walked slowly around the icicles.

I didn't speak, waiting for her to continue.

"It's different here, because there are plague people here, they not only provide protection, but they are also excellent experimental materials, because their presence makes it possible for humans to defeat Gega. I've been in contact with countless human settlements, and I've never found such an example, but I think you'll agree that this is the hope of humanity. ”

"I agree, so I don't understand why you're ruining this place."

"Because I'm going to destroy humanity!" Tian Tian stopped and looked at me, his eyes were full of hatred and disgust.

"Why?" I was stunned, although this Tian Tian was an epidemic person, at least he was once a human being. She just hates the people in this city, how can she even hate the entire human race?

Tian Tian smiled, holding on to the icicle as if he couldn't stand up with a smile, "Don't worry, I will definitely tell you, otherwise how lonely I would be!" ”

I stared at the woman in front of me who was smiling like a madman, not knowing what to say.

"I don't know who my father is......" she stopped laughing and began, "my mother took me to marry a man when I was three years old......"

I'm a little confused, is this guy doing psychoanalysis? Do you want to start with your childhood?

Tian Tian didn't speak again after saying this, and after stopping for a long time, he suddenly opened his white robe, revealing the graceful body underneath and the shocking scar.

"Si'an! Am I beautiful? ”

I stared at her, no longer feeling the human breath on her body, and said coldly: "I can't see it!" ”

"You don't dare to say it!" Tian Tian let her clothes open, like a self-pitying resentful woman in front of the mirror, "I'm beautiful!" I've known this since I was twelve years old, and since then I've been in possession by the man who claims to be my father! ”

I was stunned by what she said, it's not like I've never heard of this kind of thing, but it's the first time that the main character has stood in front of me like this.

"He never treated me as a human being, but he would buy me the most exquisite underwear and eat the best things because he needed me to develop a better body to please him!"

"Your mother doesn't know?" I couldn't help but ask.

"She? She's a workaholic, and she doesn't go home, how can she know this? Tian Tian said coldly.

"If I had known about it, I would have killed him!" I felt angry, though I didn't want to be angry about this madwoman.

"It's a pity you're not here." Tian Tian sneered: "When I was fourteen years old, I killed him!" But my mother abandoned me because of this! You can't imagine the days of living on the streets, but you should be able to think about how a fourteen-year-old girl can survive on the streets. ”

"I met all kinds of people, all kinds of sanctimony and dirty hearts, and then a priest brought me back to the church after being satisfied......"

"Then I became a board member. This way out was bought by me in the small dormitory behind the church, with my own body, and this exchange took ten years! ”

"I hate these men, both secular and clerical. But I don't dare to kill them, because I want to live, I want to live better! Do you understand? ”

I nodded, "I understand, but I don't understand ......"

"Don't understand?" Tian Tian smiled angrily, "Whether you understand it or not, you are not much stronger than those people, although my body has become like this, but when you see it, your heart softens." Why are you deceived by me, and why will Feng Yan obey me? You're all damned people! ”

Tian Tian gently stroked the scars on his body, but the words in his mouth became colder and colder.

"When I was plagued, I helped to shelter some of them, and for them, I endured hunger and distributed my food to them, and for them, I kept the windows open all night, but I was sick and dying. But now, I finally don't have to be afraid of the cold! Tian Tian laughed maniacally.

"When I was at my weakest, they feasted on my body and left scars on my body, and I sacrificed with my body and with their blood!"

I looked at her in a daze, my heart was mixed, if it weren't for the current ending, I would feel deep sympathy, but now, I only feel cold, cold to the bone.

“…… Chang Cheng left with the epidemic man, and I also left with the epidemic man, before he left, I saw him once, and then he looked for me. ”

"What are Chang Cheng looking for you for?" I couldn't help but ask.

"That pretending monk, he wants to persuade me to take the plague people out of the city and make dogs for these beasts with him! But he discovered one thing, and it was because of this incident that he kept the secret of this organization and did not reveal it to anyone. ”

Chang Cheng actually knows the secrets of this organization!

"Can't think of it, right? The woman who gave birth to me, she is Chang Cheng's daughter! Tian Tian laughed, "The monk who has been ordained since childhood, the living bodhisattva who voluntarily fell into hell is my grandfather!" ”

I was shocked, I didn't expect these two people to have such a relationship, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart about the cause and effect in this world.

"Without him, I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't have gone through all this suffering. When I woke up again and again from that fear that I couldn't control, I had nothing but hatred in my heart. God is right when he says that we are all sinful, and this sin is so deeply rooted in the bones of human beings that no amount of repentance is used, even boiling them with holy water. This evil creature can only be extinct! ”

"Shu's plan reminded me, and later I found Feng Yan, I knew he would help me, and after he approved the plan, I killed Chang Cheng! Si'an, I have to thank you, you gave me the opportunity! I have cut off the sins of my body, and the next thing is to cut off the sins of all mankind, I am the real oracle, I call this purification revenge, what do you think? ”

My mind was in a mess, and even though I knew that it was just a madman's babble that she was going to exterminate all mankind, it was ridiculous that the reason for all of this was so. Of course, I have a lot of words to refute her, but I don't think there's any need anymore, everything is irreparable, and I don't want to bother to save this woman who has lived in the shadows since childhood.

Tian Tian laughed for a while, and suddenly said, "Si'an, do you have nothing to say?" ”

I shook my head and said, "The situation is still within our grasp, and I don't have anything to tell you." ”

"In control?" Tian Tian seemed to have heard what a ridiculous thing it was, "Chang Cheng used to think that everything was under control, and Xiang Ci also used to think like this, Li Shan, Li Er, forgiveness, and anger, they all thought that they had the chance to win." But they all lost, and you were no exception! I know you've dug a rat hole, but there's nothing I can do about it? The human race is almost finished, summer is coming, and the plague is over. ”

Tian Tian took a step forward and stood on the edge of the abyss, "Gejia...... What a wonderful name...... They are so pure, only food and killing, how beautiful they are, without any evil bodies that one can covet. How wonderful it would be when there were only them left in this world! ”

"At that time, there will be the evil of that time!" I said coldly.

"That's their business, if you can see it, please tell me!" Tian Tian smiled and said, "Human beings deal with human affairs, Gejia deals with Gejia's affairs, that I ...... Will definitely do a better job than me......"

Tian Tian said and took a step forward inadvertently, and fell leisurely into the bottomless abyss, the wind ripped off her white robe, slowly unfolded in the dark background, and floated down.

Standing against the wall, I was a little dizzy, and I felt deeply powerless from what she said. I don't know what about humans, but the whole city of Chang'an is about to fall under her plot. And the cause of all this is just the tragic experience of a girl. Looking at the magnificent pillar in front of me, I actually understood her a little, in his eyes, human beings have indeed decayed incorrigibly, there is no light in her eyes, but it is human beings who take away these lights.