64 Misconception
For example, when discussing how Fang Jinglan asked, Zhiyi's mouth was like a tightly pursed mussel, but he couldn't open it, Fang Jinglan hated and was impatient, and he couldn't help but feel sad, feeling that he was really a failure as a father.
Zhili Zhiyi lost his mother when he was young, and he has been raised by the old lady, as a father, he can be regarded as having done enough of his duties, eating, wearing and spending the best money, spending great efforts to invite the best master, they are also competitive, serious study, serious martial arts, and generally free from the exaggeration and shallowness of the children, which makes him very proud, and proud, but it is a little colder.
Looking at Zhiyi's unwavering face as usual, Fang Jinglan felt that there must have been more wrinkles on his forehead, and he asked patiently: "Zhiyi, you have always been sensible, why are you so tough today?" He coaxed with kind words, "Tell me quickly, what is the matter with the prince of King Jing coming to our mansion?" You have to let the father have a bottom in his heart. ”
Zhiyi pursed his lips tightly, thought about it and thought about it, opened his mouth slightly, glanced at Zhilian again, and finally snuggled about something, and pursed his mouth back.
Fang Jinglan was disappointed, the patience that had been supported for a long time was finally polished, and he was about to fall when he raised his slap, but when he saw Zhiyi's handsome face similar to his deceased wife, he couldn't beat it for a while, and he suddenly remembered that Zhiyi was born prematurely and was frail and sickly, and Da Li died not long after giving birth to Zhiyi, and he didn't want to see him before he died. Fang Jinglan knew that he had broken his wife's heart, and he felt a lot of guilt for this frail and sickly son, so he later asked him to try to learn martial arts, and finally trained his body a lot. Later, with the birth of Zhilian and other brothers and sisters, Aunt Zhang and Zhilian were also sick for three days, which made him lack skills, and the old lady took the initiative to take over the burden of raising two children, so she rarely really cared about the brothers.
Thinking of this, Fang Jinglan put down his hand dejectedly and sighed long, "Forget it, you don't want to say that you are a father and don't force you." After a pause, he said, "I heard Master Lin say that your martial arts are getting more and more sophisticated, and you are ready to take the martial arts exam the year after tomorrow?" ”
Zhiyi shook his head.
Fang Jinglan was puzzled, "Why don't you go?" You love to read military books so much---"
"In addition to the imperial examination, which is held every three years, the martial arts examination is only held according to the emperor's temporary please. Even if you win the top spot, it will be nothing more than an insignificant position. Instead of spending effort to go to those fancy scenes, it is better to cultivate enough spirit to follow the path of the general of the pillar country, start directly from the school to comfort the soldiers, and go to the battlefield to earn fame with real swords and guns. ”
This is the first time in these years that Zhiyi has said such a long word to his father, and it is also his future career plan, Fang Jinglan was greatly surprised, after thinking about it, he felt that his son was not unreasonable, and he couldn't help but be happy, stroked his beard and praised, "Is this what you pondered yourself, or did General Zhuguo tell you?" ”
"I figured it out on my own. Li Xiao thinks this move is also good. ”
Fang Jinglan suddenly frowned, "How is your relationship with King Jing?" ”
"Ordinary."
"----" Fang Jinglan resisted the urge to hit the wall, and patiently persuaded: "Jingwangfu has been friends with General Zhuguo for many years, if you get close to him, I believe that as long as Li Xiao says a few kind words in front of General Teng, won't your opportunity to make a contribution come?" ”
Zhiyi didn't raise his eyelids, "What General Teng appreciates most is the fame he has made on the battlefield." He looked at his father with a little pity in his eyes, "The old general's life is bright and fair, the sun and the moon can be seen, and what he hates the most is to trust the relationship and talk about human feelings." ”
Fang Jinglan's handsome face unique to a middle-aged uncle could barely hold it, he coughed lightly, trying to regain his dignity as a father, "Since that's the case, then act according to your wishes." If there is a place to spend money, just look for an account to withdraw it. ”
"Thank you, father."
Fang Jinglan wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just a few words of advice and left.
After walking a few steps, Zhiyi suddenly opened his mouth, "The purpose of Li Xiao's trip is not that I refuse to tell my father, but that I am afraid that if I say it, it will cause unrest in the family." ”
Fang Jinglan turned around, not knowing why.
A touch of mockery finally appeared on the corner of Zhiyi's lips, "If all the brothers and sisters in our family came out of one belly, it would be fine, but ---"
Fang Jinglan was stunned, and suddenly realized something, some impatience, some resentment, and finally a burst of shame.
Zhilian didn't understand anything about it, but he was also a smart person after all, and he quickly realized that Zhiyi was degrading him, and he couldn't help but sink his face, and after Fang Jinglan left, he sneered at Zhiyi, "Second brother is really good, even my father dares to be disobedient." ”
Zhiyi's eyelids were slightly eyelid and he didn't reply.
"Then what is the purpose of King Jing, why don't you tell us?"
“---”
"Are you talking? You look down on me like that? ”
"Because you're not right."
"You ---" Zhilian was so angry that his handsome white face was almost distorted and deformed, Zhiyi's words almost ignited the anger around him, but it was impossible for him to find Zhiyi to fight desperately, because Zhiyi had already left in stride.
Staring at the door where Zhiyi disappeared, Zhilian almost vomited blood with hatred, because his words were like a blunt knife stabbing into his heart, although it did not hit the vital point, it made him so painful that he couldn't draw his strength all over. Anger, grief, sorrow, desolation, sadness, impatience, etc., flashed one by one, and finally turned into the anger of shame.
Coming out of Fang Jinglan's study, the porter found that the third young master, who had always been high-spirited and personable, talked and laughed, seemed to have drained his strength, and he looked like he was powerless and depressed, and he was greatly surprised, knowing that although he was a concubine, he was most loved by his own master, and he didn't dare to slack off, so he hurriedly stepped forward to touch him, "Third son, you, what's wrong with you, where are you not ---?"
Zhilian pushed him away and roared, "Get out." ”
The poor little guy was just bought from outside, and he had been running errands for the big guys around Fang Jinglan, and was responsible for checking the door, seeing that the masters of the Fang family were very kind, and he was glad that he was lucky and found a good family, but he was yelled at by the three sons who had always been kind, and he lost seven souls, and he was terrified in his heart, thinking that he was angry with Zhilian and wanted to punish himself, so he knelt on the ground and shrunk.
Zhilian saw this little guy lying on the ground in fear, if in normal times, he was still proud, but at this moment, he didn't think like that, and only felt a burst of sadness welling up in his heart.
The hateful Zhiyi actually said that his mind was not right, where was his mind wrong, did he harm others? Has he ever taken the young master's shelf? He's just, just----
Looking at the direction of Yiqingxuan, a burst of sadness suddenly welled up in my heart, "I'm just my aunt's son, even if it's not for myself, I have to think about my mother, can I not earn it?" ”