Chapter 212: Memories of a Past Life
(two hundred and twelve)
Ye Wenyu fell into the memories of the past.
In her previous life, because she was young and ignorant, she faced life alone, and as time passed, her feelings for her mother became more and more indifferent. Even because she kept working and felt all kinds of torments and tortures in life, she had a grudge against her mother, and this resentment was increasing day by day, so that she didn't want to face her.
Although when her stepfather was sick, her mother called and borrowed money from her, and she also lent her money decisively, but this was only because she didn't want to leave Lin Tingfeng, she objectively needed a reason to push her closer to him, and her stepfather's illness came at the right time, so she agreed to help him.
That is to say, she agreed to lend money to her mother, not because she thought that she was her mother and thought that she was good, so she borrowed money to help her stepfather, but because she needed an objective reason to get close to Lin Tingfeng and accept his suggestion to ask her to be his mistress, because if there was no objective reason, she would be his mistress willingly, which seemed too shameless and depraved, just like those wandering warblers and prostitutes, if there was a reason for her father's illness, then she would be able to stand with him, but she could arouse sympathy, and she was psychologically at this level, also passable.
This is the consideration and choice she made in the previous life.
Because she helped her stepfather for such a reason, after being with Lin Tingfeng, she never thought of meeting her mother one day.
Until one day at home, in the study with Lin Tingfeng, she was reviewing her homework during the day, he was reading the newspaper opposite her, there was a bottle of dark blue hydrangea on the desk, the huge bouquet made the room more quiet and beautiful, and then her mobile phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was a call from her mother.
At that time, she and Lin Tingfeng had been living together for half a month.
When she saw that it was her mother's mobile phone number, she didn't answer the phone and let the phone keep ringing.
Until Lin Tingfeng asked through the newspaper: "Why don't you answer the phone?" ”
Ye Wenyu glanced at him and cut off the phone.
The room became quiet, and she continued to bury her head in her homework.
Lin Tingfeng put down the newspaper, stared at her from a certain distance, and suddenly said, "Your stepfather's illness should be cured." ”
Ye Wenyu was stunned for a moment, thinking about whether she was made of crystal glass in front of him, and he knew everything about what she was thinking. Could it be that he has clairvoyance and ears, so from a distance of a few meters, he can know who calls her. She had forgotten about her stepfather's illness, and he actually remembered. It's just that when she promised to be with him at that time, she said that her stepfather was sick and needed money urgently.
Ye Wenyu lowered his head, pretended to be serious about his homework, and said softly: "I don't know, it should be fine." The tone was very cold.
Lin Tingfeng looked at her as if she was sad and angry, so he said to her gently, "Come here." ”
Ye Wenyu really needs love and warmth, she obediently walked over, he picked her up and put her on his lap, Ye Wenyu stuck to his chest like a cat, did not speak, buried deep in his heart, and the resentment against his parents was like a tide, surging up, making her extremely painful.
She thought to herself that her parents divorced when she was a child, she didn't know what "father's love" was since she was a child, she refused to call her biological father "Dad", let alone call her "stepfather" who had only met once or twice as "Dad", compared to those two men, Lin Tingfeng was more like a responsible father.
Lin Tingfeng's voice sounded above her head, and he asked gently, "Was it your mother's call just now?" He gently stroked her long hair with his hand.
"Yes," she replied softly, closing her eyes in his arms, quietly feeling the warmth from his chest. Her father left her when she was young, and her mother sold her house and married after she turned eighteen years old, she lost her home and became an orphan.
Lin Tingfeng said slowly: "Then why don't you take it?" ”
"Because—" she said quickly with a sudden opening of her eyes, full of resentment, "because she abandoned me!" She said that she did her duty to raise me until I was eighteen years old, she got married, and then sold the house, leaving me homeless and my relatives overnight! became a homeless outcast! She pushed me hard into society and made me face a miserable life alone, I suffered a lot, suffered a lot, if it weren't for you, I would have died on the streets, I can't forgive her! At the end, she gritted her teeth, blushed her face, and clutched the clothes on his chest tightly.
Resentment made her face twist and her emotions spiraled out of control.
Lin Tingfeng felt the intensity of her emotions, stretched out a hand and gently patted her back, like coaxing a child.
Ye Wenyu gritted her teeth and said, "Is such a mother worthy of being a mother?" "Her mouth was like a piece of ice in her mouth, and her words were fierce and cold.
Lin Tingfeng listened quietly, did not speak, and let her vent her emotions angrily.
Ye Wenyu clenched his hands into fists, gritted his teeth and said fiercely: "I will never forgive her!" After I went to college, she got married, and she was so busy with her stepfather's two children that she didn't call me on the phone, and now I'm doing well, she called me, and I knew exactly what she wanted, I didn't give it, never gave it! ”
The resentment brought great pain, reminded her of all kinds of chilling past, and the whole person almost went crazy, and its anger and depression could not be described in pen and ink.
She knew that since her stepfather was sick and her mother borrowed money from her successfully, there would be a second time, and a third time, and their greed would be a bottomless pit, she sold herself to Lin Tingfeng, but she sold herself for herself, not for that terrible and chilling original family, so her mother's call came, but she didn't answer because she knew what she was thinking.
She was now able to help her mother, but she didn't want to help her because she had been so ruthless to her before.
She hates her so much!
Lin Tingfeng felt a little strange, he remembered an incident in the past, and asked her softly: "Before that, your stepfather was sick and needed money for surgery, why did you lend them money?" ”
"I-" Ye Wenyu's body stiffened, her face suddenly burned red, and her heart panicked, she didn't want Lin Tingfeng to see her true heart, so she immediately struggled to get up from his arms and retreated to the side of the shadow.
is like a child who has done something wrong, playing with the corners of his clothes in his hands, biting his lip, his little face is red, and his big eyes dare not raise to look at people.
Because of her series of small actions and the appearance of evasion, Lin Tingfeng saw it all, what a smart person he was, and he immediately knew the reason.