Even if the yellow sorghum is a dream, it is necessary to moths to fight the fire
Bai Si knew from birth that he was the one who wanted to be the queen. That feeling of being on top is something that any girl will yearn for. It's just that the more he grows up, the more panic Bai Si has in his heart. She is not afraid that she will not be able to do well, in fact, Bai Si is very smart and learns things quickly. She's just afraid that the person she meets isn't what she loves.
Bai Si, who was a girl, saw the crazy appearance of her best friends for love, and was very envious. Her best friend's name is Ying'er. Ying'er and Bai Si have the same family background, their parents have close contacts, and the two girls are of the same age, so they have had a deep relationship since childhood.
Ying'er falls in love with the family member. The little boy had no parents, but he always stole Ying'er's books to read. It's just that Ying'er doesn't like to read. As soon as the two came and went, they secretly fell in love. Although Ying'er's lifelong events are not set from birth like Bai Si. But you have to find the right one.
When the two made an appointment to elope, Bai Si was very envious. When they came to Bai Si for help, Bai Si did not hesitate.
"Aren't you afraid of being punished by your father?" Ying'er was a little moved, but still scared.
"How is he going to punish the future queen?" Bai Si asked with a smile.
The two girls laughed, laughed and laughed and Ying'er cried, Bai Si saw Ying'er's tears, she knew that Ying'er couldn't bear her, and she also knew that Ying'er felt sorry for her. Except for Ying'er, no one asked Bai Si if he was willing to be the queen.
"Bai Si, what if he doesn't love you?" Ying'er grabbed her hand and trembled a little.
"I'm not afraid that he won't love me." Bai Si was still smiling: "But I'm afraid I don't love him."
Ying'er doesn't understand, but she's leaving, and she'll probably never understand.
"Bai Si, you want to be happy." Ying'er cried like a child, she was a child, they were.
"I will." Bai Si yelled at Ying'er, "Whether there is love between us or not." Bai Si whispered this sentence to himself.
Bai Si watched them fly together in the sky, and finally shed a tear. Bai Si himself didn't know whether he was happy or sad.
When he returned home, he naturally had to face his father's anger, and Bai Si was mentally prepared. It's just that when he saw Ying'er's father, Bai Si was a little surprised and guilty. What surprised her was that she didn't expect that as a father, he would age so much all at once. And this guilt made her instantly understand her naivety and impulsiveness.
Bai Siwei wanted to make amends, but Ying'er's father refused. After all, she will be the queen in the future, and no one can afford her reparation.
After sending Ying'er's father away, Bai Si's father asked her: "Have you ever thought that after the freshness of the two children is over, Ying'er is a girl after all, what should she do if she is bullied outside?"
Bai Si knew that this was a parent's concern, but she still stubbornly said, "Ying'er, she will remember the way home."
Father Bai Si shook his head, sighed, and finally didn't say anything.
In fact, Bai Si and Ying'er have not discussed this issue, it was Ying'er's words that moved her: "I only want to love sincerely, I'm afraid that if I don't be impulsive this time, I will have no love in my life."
Bai Si helped Ying'er escape, maybe it was to realize the dream that flew away in his heart! Until Bai Si was about to enter the palace, Ying'er didn't go home. Bai Si silently thought in his heart that they must be doing well.
On the day Bai Si entered the palace, it was the first time she saw Queen Lan up close. That graceful and luxurious temperament, that pride that thousands of people look up to, it really makes people yearn for it.
Queen Lan likes her very much, and Bai Si is also very good at getting along with people. It's just that Bai Si has too much uneasiness in his heart. No one could see that this girl, who couldn't find fault with her gestures, had a small flame in her heart, and she was very anxious.
Bai Si knew that she couldn't sit still, she needed to take the initiative, she needed to know that person, whether she could see it. Yes, what if he is as noble as a prince, if he can't get into Bai Si's eyes, then Bai Si can only try his best to be a queen, not a wife.
At night, no one knew that Bai Si, who had always been well-behaved, would secretly disguise himself as a palace maid to "peep" at Wang Zihui. The moment Bai Si saw Yinghui, the corners of his mouth rose. Because Bai Si knew in her heart that she was in love with this person. Bai Si pretended to be a palace maid and served Yinghui for a while, but he was afraid of being recognized by the palace maid who changed shifts, so he fled. Later, Yinghui didn't recognize her, how could Yinghui at that time pay attention to the little palace maid? This matter became an eternal little secret in Bai Si's heart.
Bai Si didn't know if Yinghui was a little uglier and weaker in temperament, not so gentle in talking to people, and not so serious in reading books...... Will he fall in love with him at first sight? But so what? Bai Si was very happy that this man liked it so much. I used to imagine the worst I could be, and I told myself to try not to dislike it. The best appearance in the fantasy is not as good as the current appearance of Yinghui.
Later, Bai Si saw the helplessness in Yinghui's heart, and I saw that the love in Yinghui's heart had already belonged. When Yingrong was hostile to her, when she saw Yinghui defending the palace maid who appeared inexplicably, Bai Si loved Yinghui even more.
In his life, Yinghui has never had love for Bai Si. But Bai Si didn't care. Because it's not the worst day for her. Yinghui took good care of her, and she never made any mistakes in the queen's profession.
When Yinghui abolished the system of blood transfusion for princesses, Bai Si felt more grateful to him. As a mother, it is a great blessing to be able to watch her children grow up without having to face that cruelty.
Ying Chu was the first princess of the royal family to marry, and the wedding scene was very grand. Ying Chu's husband was chosen by herself, and he was indeed a good boy. Yinghui's love for Yingchu can be said to be unique. Even if the prince can't choose the object that will accompany him for a lifetime, Ying Chu, the first living princess of the Eagle royal family, is really lucky.
Bai Si thought a little about Ying'er.
Bai Si asked Ying Hao if he was envious of his sister being able to have a lover and eventually become a family, but Ying Hao said he didn't understand. In Ying Hao's view, Xi Wu is the favorite to govern the country, what queen or something, anyone can do it.
Bai Si hesitated for a few days whether to discuss with Yinghui and not want a destined queen, and let the princes choose for themselves. But she eventually gave up, worried that Yinghui would misunderstand whether she regretted becoming queen. How could Bai Si regret it, this is something she can dream of laughing at in her life.
Bai Si told himself to be selfish this time. Hao'er doesn't care, so don't care if this system can deprive anyone of happiness in the future. There will always be people who will bravely resist for love.
After Hao'er's queen entered the palace, Bai Si treated her well, just as Queen Lan treated herself. The little girl behaved decently, but she couldn't hide her curiosity and trepidation. Bai Si arranged for them to meet early in the morning, wanting to cultivate their relationship. But Hao'er's mind was still not here, and the little girl was obedient not to disturb.
"Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren." Yinghui comforted her. Bai Si's heart is very warm, he has not been the person in his heart, but he has always been the person by his side. This may be sad in the eyes of others, but it is Bai Si's luck.
"Where do you want to go in the future?" Yinghui asked her. Bai Si has always just followed Yinghui's steps, and when Yinghui asked him like this, he couldn't speak.
"It's okay, you can think slowly." Yinghui is as gentle as ever.
"No, I've figured it out." For the first time, Bai Si bravely spoke out his needs in front of Yinghui. Her tone was firm and expectant: "I want to find someone."
"Where to look?" Yinghui smiled, maybe he should have tried to understand the girl too.
"I don't know. But I remember what she looked like when she was a child. Bai Si also smiled. A sense of well-being arises.
"Okay, let's go find her." Yinghui looked into her eyes and said softly.
"Hmm. Her name is Ying'er. Bai Si looked into the distance, "I want to know if she's doing well." ”