Fang Jing didn't know what his mother meant!

He also heard the other meanings in Fang's mother's words!

"Mother! What do you mean by that? Of course I want to cure the fifth master! Don't you know that the fifth master still has a pony? I've always wanted to help them before! But I never knew how to help! ”

Fang's mother said solemnly, "Do you know how to help now?" ”

Fang Jing was puzzled! "I don't understand what you mean!"

"If only it was just a silver tael for the pony! It will make him feel that this is charity! He won't take it! The best thing to do is to be able to share it for him! How do you share it for him? His burden is still on the fifth master! ”

Fang Mu pulled Fang Jing into the distance! Continuing to ask, "And then?" ”

"And then? I'm sure I'll be able to get the fifth master back on his feet! Regain your ability to live! At least it's okay to eat and take care of yourself! ”

Fang Mu nodded! "I know what you mean! But what about the root of the fifth master's disease? ”

"The root of the fifth master's illness?"

Fang Jing thought for a moment, "Although he can stand up!" There's nothing wrong with living on your own! But it will definitely not go back to the way it used to be! Does this count? ”

Fang Mu asked rhetorically, "Then what do you say?" ”

"Forget it! Not completely healed after all! But the most I can do is get him to his feet! Regain mobility! Isn't that enough? I want to be completely healed! I'm afraid the gods can't help it! He's old! There is no healing at all! ”

"As long as it can get him to stand up! You can eat and sleep on your own! That's for ponies! It's a big burden for him! ”

Fang Mu sighed! "You think so?"

Fang Jing is noncommittal! At least that's what the ponies thought! No one wants the fifth master to be able to stand up again than him! ”

Fang Mu continued, "Then have you ever thought about it? Do you know that the fifth master once thought about seeking death before? ”

Fang Jing nodded! "He thinks he's dragging the pony down!"

Fang Mu asked, "What else?" ”

Fang Jing thought for a moment, "And?" None of them! Doesn't he just want to drag the pony down? ”

"And one more important reason! Except that you don't want to drag down the ponies! He still feels useless! You can't bring anything to the ponies! Especially after Pony turns down a marriage for him! He felt like a wicked man! ”

Fang Jing was stunned! He hadn't thought of that possibility!

Meanwhile! He vaguely knew what Fang Mu wanted to say!

Fang Jing is silent!

Fang Mu sighed again, "Xiao Fang! I know you grew up with ponies! See the state of the pony and the fifth master! We're worried too! This time of your absence! We also often send medicine to the fifth master! But the ponies will stuff us with silver taels every time! He's a good boy! ”

"I ask you! Say so! If there is no fifth master! What kind of life will a pony live? ”

Fang Jing thought about it very seriously, "There is no Fifth Master!" What kind of life can a pony live? There is no little fifth master! The pony is long dead! It's not that the fifth master picked him up and fed him with a handful of and urine! Where is he today? ”

"I don't mean what you want to say!"

Mother Fang has lived a lot of age! How could you not hear the meaning of Fang Jing's words?

"I know what you say! I certainly don't want ponies to be ungrateful! In fact, the ponies didn't do that! The fifth master's kindness to him! I'm afraid he won't be able to pay it off in his lifetime! ”

"I mean now! If the fifth master is gone! There is no burden of the fifth master! What kind of life will a pony live? ”

Fang Jing said, "What kind of life will you live!" Exactly! It's hard to say! But it's definitely better than it is now! The pony is tall and strong! As far as I know! There are several girls who are interested in him! And it's not a small family either! But it's all because of the existence of the fifth master! Stop them! ”

"If there is no fifth master! Well I think! Ponies are alone! I should be looking for a good family! Be a door-to-door son-in-law! Hit the good one! If you treat him like your own son! That's a good life! Even if it's a little worse for him! It's better than it is now! Many times stronger! ”

Fang Mu nodded! "That's true! Do you think that's all you know? ”

"Although the fifth master is lying on the couch all year round! But he doesn't know any less than you do! For the status quo of the pony! Nothing knows better than he does! ”

Fang Jing is silent! remembered the brief conversation he had with the fifth master just now!

He felt that something was a little wrong!

When he said he could heal him! When it comes to getting him back on his feet! The fifth master said thank you with relief!

If it's a normal reaction! Shouldn't it be exciting?

But the fifth master didn't look happy at all! At that time, he felt that something was wrong! But I didn't think much of it at the time!

Fang Mu saw that Fang Jing's face became gloomy!

He reached out and patted Fang Jing's shoulder!

"This thing! It's up to you to decide! ”

Fang Jing didn't ask what it was! But guess it! The thing that Fang Mu said! It's about the fifth master! He wants to know his problem!

Fang Mu continued, "From many, many years! The day when the fifth master picks up the pony back! It's destined for one thing! That is, the fifth master will be good to that baby! No matter what you do! The first thing he thought of must be Xiao Ming! This started the day he met him! Until now, half of my body can't move while lying on the couch! The first thing he thinks of is not himself! It's still a pony, too! ”

"Now the ponies are young! A few more years! Old! The body is not as good as before! The way he looks, he may be able to drag on for a few years! Except for not being able to move! He doesn't have any hidden problems! ”

"And! The pony has taken good care of him in recent years! He's scared to keep going like this! Pony keeps rejecting karma after karma because of him! ”

"As the old saying goes! I'd rather demolish a temple than destroy a marriage! He's not just ruining it! ”

"So he wants to die! He doesn't want to be a burden to the ponies! ”

"But he can't die! Because he can't move! But what about when he can move? What do you think was the first thing he wanted to do? ”

Fang Jing took a step back!

He already had the answer in his heart! But he didn't say it!

"It's... What is it? ”

"Seek death!"

Fang Mu stared at Fang Jing's eyes and said!

Fang Jing shook his head! Although he didn't want to believe it! But he knew it was very likely! Very big! It's likely that the front foot Fang Kui just cured him!

Back! And he immediately went to seek death!

"Why?"

Fang Jing muttered, "What's so bad about being alive? ”

Fang Mu sighed again! "Of course it's good to be alive! Who will seek death if they are good? No one wants to! ”

"If you think about it! You will find Ni Duan! When did the fifth master start to germinate the idea of seeking death? ”

Fang Jing shook his head!

Fang's mother said, "It's after the pony rejected a girl!" ”

"Before ponies refuse that girl! Everything is still as usual for the fifth master! Eating and drinking are very active in cooperating with the pony! When the pony hears from the outside that there is a home remedy in Lang Chu! Come back and talk to the fifth master when you listen! The fifth master will also be very excited! I look forward to the day when his body will be healed and get back on his feet! ”

But when he learned that there was a family of girls who liked ponies! And the pony loves the girl too! It's time for the two to talk about marriage! The pony rejected the girl for her own reasons! Since then! He's changed! ”

"The idea of seeking death came from that moment! In the future! It's even more out of control! ”

"Because he thinks a lot! Pony rejects a marriage for him! Will also refuse the second one! He's going to keep refusing it! Until he dies! ”

"The fifth master knows the character of the pony! As long as he is alive, he will never give up on him! But for the happiness of the ponies! He had to die! ”

It was like a thought had been planted in his head! And then take root! Now it has grown into a towering tree! ”

"But I can get him back on his feet! That way he won't be a burden to the ponies! ”

Fang Jing still didn't want to believe it! Meantime! He didn't want to accept that outcome!

Fang Mu shook her head! "It's useless! Even if you could get him to his feet! But can you turn back the clock? Even if you can get him back to mobility! But what? He's a lot old! It's old! That's the deadliest thing! And there are only a few years left in the golden age of the pony! ”

Fang Jing wanted to speak and stopped! The whole mouth is shaking!

"He felt like a burden! It starts with ponies rejecting that marriage! That's what he thinks! Until now! Still hasn't changed! Nor will it change! ”

Fang Mu looked directly at Fang Jing, "You are saving the fifth master!" It can also be said that he is harming the fifth master! ”

"I'll give you an example! The fifth master wants to die! But I can't move myself! Your intentions must be good! You cured the fifth master! But it only cured his body! His heart is sick! You don't have the rule of law! ”

"After healing the fifth master's body? He'll continue what he didn't finish just a few years ago! ”

"The result? According to the current idea of the fifth master! As long as he's dead! The pony is no longer burdened! Ponies will find a good girl! Marry a wife and have children! Live a happy life! ”

"But this is just wishful thinking on the part of the fifth master! Not absolutely! Do you understand what I mean? Things could go in the other direction! ”

"Maybe the fifth master underestimated the pony's kindness to him? Although the two are not related by blood! But it's closer than your own! The death of the fifth master! Especially when he knew it was because of him that he was looking for death? ”

"Can a pony really turn around and throw herself into the arms of Gentle Country? Probably not! Ponies are going to be sad! ”

"The death of the fifth master! Probably ruined both of them! ”

Fang Mu sighed! He patted Fang Jing on the shoulder again!

"It's just my personal thoughts! What to do! It's up to you! Maybe I'm thinking too much, maybe not! The fifth master is so alive! For him! Both physically and mentally! It's torture for him! ”