Chapter 167: Despair

The fifth brother laughed for a while, was silent for a while, and then said to me: "This place is the ruins of the Guge Dynasty, we have not found it for many years, or foreigners have found it, the things in it have been stolen almost, and the rest, we must vigorously protect it, originally this place is not regulated, but recently in the market, there have been things in the ruins of the Guge Dynasty, so there must be someone stealing it inside, so we have to go up the mountain to excavate protectively,"

I said, "It's a shame that I met you, if I met someone else, I wouldn't want to go in today, but if I hadn't encountered this thing, I think this place would be quite beautiful, but now I'm not in the mood,"

The fifth brother smiled and said to me: "You don't believe in God and Buddhism, why don't you bless your baby with God and Buddha?"

I knew that the fifth brother was making fun of me, so I was dull and didn't speak, and the fifth brother was unhappy again, so he sighed and said to me: "I have been to Tibet many times, but the Guge Dynasty is the place that impressed me the most in my investigation of Tibet, not only its mysterious historical background, but also its magnificent and majestic castle is really shocking."

I know that the fifth brother is about to start again, and he always likes to tell me about the most majestic scenery and humanities he has seen, and he thinks he is amazing, but the places I have been to and the things I have encountered are simply incomparable to him.

The fifth brother walked all the way and nagged me all the way, all of which were about the historical sites he did to investigate in the Guge Dynasty, and I listened absentmindedly, so I thought it was to pass the time

We walked all the way, and I didn't know when we would get to the place we were looking for, and the fifth brother told me that Guge Castle was built on a dirt hill in Zabuljang District, all of which were made of earth, and the ruins went from the foot of the mountain to the mountain: "The place you said should not be here,"

The old lama didn't speak, just looked around, and when he also found that there was nothing here, he said to me in despair: "This room used to be the dormitory of the last king of Guge, and it was here that he died of illness, and when he died, the Guge dynasty perished, so this place we call him the Land of Damnation, and all those who have been cursed to commit the death penalty in our Zada region will be exiled here,"

When I heard this, I was so desperate that I searched everywhere, and I was anxious to smash the wall everywhere, trying to smash a hole, and maybe all of a sudden, I could see the ugly baby in the hole, but there was no one here.

My loss of control was stopped by Yang Wenzhao and Cuom, they put me aside and asked me to calm down, I am calm, just desperate, they can't understand the feeling of being left in the barren mountains and mountains and you have no way to save him, it is a feeling of impotence, and I also know that my wife will also leave me because of this, and everything will be broken for me,

I am now a little disgusted with my profession of being a feng shui master, because, Grandpa Hu Banxian told me that if you do this business, you can't avoid three shortcomings and five disadvantages, one day, so Grandpa Hu Banxian will not get married and will not have children, which is destined.

I sat in the hall for a long time, about an hour or two, King Moda has been chanting, Tsomu is also very self-blaming, he always says why his ability is limited, Yang Wenzhao comforted me on the side, the fifth brother is also very sad, he also hugged the ugly baby, although he thinks he is ugly, but the ugly baby is still a child after all, the fifth brother said that superstition has harmed the ugly baby, he also said that this is my retribution,

I don't know what I've done wrong and need to go through such retribution,

I can't find anyone, I only go back in despair, the way down the mountain is soon over, I stand at the foot of the mountain, I stop and go, I don't want to go, I always think, such a big mountain, maybe the ugly baby is in other places, but I look at this majestic mountain, how can a two-year-old child walk around, hope and despair are intertwined in my heart at this time,

I looked at so many caves, and I thought to myself, the ugly baby may be hiding in one of them, and I want to go and find each cave, but I roughly counted, there are at least a hundred caves here, and they have just burned hope, and they are extinguished by despair.

I walked with my head down, and soon I was at the foot of the mountain, I was very lost, I walked very slowly, I didn't want to face this reality, suddenly, the corpse cat in my arms came out of my arms, after he jumped down, shook off the fur of something, squatted down and scratched his neck, and then glared at me, if it was before, I might have scolded it, saying that it was a beast that ate mouths, and would not get up until I was hungry, but now I am not in the mood, not even in the mood to scold it,

The corpse cat stood on tiptoe, he would always circle around me at this time before, but this time no, he actually started to run towards the opposite mountain, I looked back, the entire mountain wall is a grotto, it is dark inside, nothing can be seen, the corpse cat ran to the edge of a stone cave, and kept calling at me, I was very angry, I picked up a stone, wanted to smash it, but it suddenly jumped, and actually ran into the stone cave more than two meters high,

I can't hit it at all, the corpse cat is still calling at me, I really can't understand, suddenly, I watched the corpse cat go into the depths of the stone cave, my brain suddenly exploded, I think the corpse cat can't go inside for no reason, it must have found something,

That's right, it must be, thinking of this, my whole body is excited, I burn hope,

The ugly baby won't die so easily, it must be,