[The accidents you think are actually the inevitability of putting on makeup and wearing a mask, and the coincidences you think in your eyes are the deliberate result of my countless careful preparations-He Yansheng! 】

It's ironic to say that to this day, she still thinks this man is noble and outstanding, and it attracts attention.

Under the slanted and heroic sword eyebrows, there are a pair of deep eyes, like an eagle in the dark night.

Hibernation, waiting, seeking, and being silent every bit has become the foundation of this man's life, for He Yansheng, Zhong Zixi didn't see it when they were in love, let alone such a huge disparity in status at this time, they still stood on opposite sides.

When you meet someone who is too amazing when you are young, you will always inadvertently compare and measure whether you are alone or someone else for the rest of your life.

So when he chose to leave, Zhong Zixi was ready to die alone.

Zhong Yu's appreciative eye has always been good, and Zhong Zixi has inherited his mother's characteristics 100% at this point. She has always been indifferent, even in her clothes, and often how she comes at will.

Sometimes even Zhong Yu couldn't help but ridicule, "Fortunately, you have inherited my natural beauty, otherwise you would be so lazy and ugly like you!" Who will be able to take a fancy to you in the future? ”

Zhong Yu's concept of education advocates that the casual way of speaking of mother and daughter tends to be friends, and Zhong Yu asked about feelings when Zhong Zixi was in high school.

At first, Zhong Zixi mistakenly thought that her mother was afraid of her early love, so she would give guidance without a trace.

Until one day, Zhong Zixi scratched his head and looked at his mother helplessly, and his tone was indescribably melancholy and resentment.

"Mom, you often knock on the side and ask co-authors not because you're afraid of my early love, but because you're afraid that I'll not be in love, right?"

Zhong Yu thought about it thoughtfully, and nodded very seriously, "Yes, you have good grades, good looks, and a cold temperament." A girl like you is basically the type of class that can only be seen from afar, and if I were a boy, I would be able to be shocked by your cold aura. ”

The shyness of the girlhood is not divided into anyone, Zhong Zixi helplessly supported her forehead, and said glutinously, "Mom, don't talk nonsense, I don't like those boys." ”

Zhong Yu was a long time later, his expression was exaggerated, and he was a little distressed: "Girl, you don't like boys, you don't like girls, right?" Alas! Although the times are advancing, science and technology are flying, and thinking should not be too limited, but my mother still expects you to give birth to a little one for me to play with? Forget it, who wants me to be a more enlightened parent, if you can go back to the furnace and rebuild I'm definitely not going to let you go so far-fed, don't you really think about liking boys? Actually, the little boy is quite cute, right? ”

If Zhong Zixi was just a little speechless to Zhong Yu in the front, her last sentence of "right" and her unique eyebrows were full of charm and a little seductive, which really made Zhong Zixi a little cold. 【… iQi Literature **Better, Newer and Faster】

Her mother was not like this before, but then she didn't know whether to live happily or to enjoy herself.

Zhong Zixi leaned against the wall with his hands around and stared at Zhong Yu for a long time, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows raised slightly, as if he was smiling

It looks like it's talking, and then acting, and the acting skills are not bad.

Zhong Yu is not ashamed to know that she has been exposed, Zhong Zixi's heart is very guarded, this is what Zhong Yu has known for a long time, as a mother, she does not want the grievances of the previous generation to affect her longing for love.

After hesitating for a moment, I still couldn't hold back, "Girl, in fact, the word home is still very beautiful." ”

Since beating this girl with her, she is extremely resistant to mentioning her real father, and Zhong Zixi when she was a child is independent enough and very affectionate.

When she was alone, she completely replaced her name with a surname with different homophones, and Zhong Yu understood. The girl's mind is the most delicate and sensitive, and some injuries that do not distinguish between right and wrong will add an extra sense of pain every time they mention it.

The best way to choose to forget the scars is to keep silent.

As time goes by, it will slowly fade, and when Zhong Yu finds that Zhong Zixi has not forgotten it as he grows older, but has converted this pain into a mustard and fear of love, Zhong Yu really regrets it in his heart.

She is a failure as a wife, and she is selfish as a mother......

So far, Zhong Zixi remembers everything about that conversation very clearly, and she even remembers what Zhong Yu told her at the end of the conversation.

"People are different, the shortcomings in my place may not be unsatisfactory in you, maybe one day in the future you will meet a different person."

Later, she really met a different person from her father, this man was loving, single-minded, outstanding, and high-end, but in the end, he still couldn't hide that there was a bigger conspiracy behind it.

Maybe Zhong Zixi and He Yansheng were not all the way from the beginning, even if they occasionally coincided on the road of life, they would still part ways in the end.

No matter when and where he is, he is always wearing a well-tailored suit, and the golden ratio of wide shoulders and narrow hips makes the whole person even taller.

Let every connection be just right, and under the straight suit pants is a pair of slender legs.

There is a unique alienation in every gesture, but it makes the other party feel happy and convinced that everything should be like this.

Because of this, standing in the crowd at this time, he was arrogant, cold and domineering, with thin lips with clear contours under the bridge of his tall nose, all of which were showing nobility and elegance, and the strength in his bones and his innate sense of superiority were natural.

It's always been so tepid, and by her side, even if she doesn't say anything, it won't make her feel a little uncomfortable.

In some ways, he is stubborn, for example, He Yansheng never cares what brand of clothes he wears, but he never wears the finished product, and every piece of clothing must be customized; For example, no matter what time you get home, how late or tired you are, the first thing you do when you get home is to take a shower; Another example is that no matter how hungry you are, you will never eat a plane meal, and you will only drink coffee without sugar.

I thought that these memories had been completely sealed with my departure a year ago, and it was only today that I realized that there were some things that human beings could not fight.

No matter how much you want to forget or erase your memories, in the end you are just deceiving yourself. Those are called

Memories have long been embedded in the bits and pieces of life, and they have become her natural habits.

The husband who has been in bed with him for more than a year, they should be the closest people in the world.

Those warm and beautiful moments, she once naively thought that she could be forever white-headed, but unfortunately she still had the luxury of hope after all.

The lessons of her parents made her stop in love, and it was this man who taught her how to love and how to be loved.

Because of this, it will seem so heartbreaking when the damage comes.

What's wrong with him after all? He Yansheng just obeyed the wishes of his elders at the most appropriate age and married a woman from IKEA and IKEA, and got what should have belonged to him.

What qualifications does such a broken Zhong Zixi have to be willful, she has always been just a superfluous person, that's all.

Is there a man who makes you dare not dare when you want to love, reluctant to hate when you want to hate, unable to forget when you want to forget, and timid when you want to see?

If someone asked Zhong Zixi, she would not hesitate to say, "Yes, a blank piece of paper meets a hand-drawn person with a pen." No matter how you wipe it, the stains on the paper are all witnesses to the traces. ”

In that wedding that did not start, Zhong Zixi thought that it was a deliberate marriage.

He Yansheng said, "Yes, it is indeed deliberate. But I love you, and the purpose is just to get and calculate in the name of love! ”

So she asked for life and death to never see each other again, and he chose not to end the unfinished ......

In fact, Zhong Zixi didn't know that the blind date back then was indeed He Yansheng's "deliberate".

If some love was not her inadvertent warmth when they first met, he might not force it. After all, the time that has been warmed is so warm and shining.

As the only son of the He family, He Yansheng has been pinned on by his family since he was a child.

In He Yansheng's limited memory, his mother said the most to him was "You have to fight for energy, you have to be better than all childhood people, and the He family will be yours in the future, and the He family will be yours, and you will only be strong enough to make your grandfather willingly hand over the He family to you." ”

In fact, most of the IQs between people are similar, and those who seem to be powerful are just working hard while others are resting.

At first, He Yansheng, who heard these words, always worked hard, and only when he got better results and higher than one certificate was handed to his mother, he could get the only praise and care.

His mother never cared if he was happy today, if he worked late last night, if he was under a lot of pressure.

The emotional stagnation will explode one day, even if he just completes all his studies and plays ball with his companions in the compound in advance on his birthday, he will be reprimanded by his mother for not wanting to make progress.

The boy had never felt such anger, He Yansheng's eyes had a unique melancholy, and the evil smile on the corner of his mouth covered the anger around him.

"Mom, what am I in your heart? It is a tool for you to gain a firm foothold in the He family

, or are they the chips you use to show off your pride? How many times have you hugged me over the years, and have you ever cared if I was tired? Hungry or not? Unhappy? Can you afford it? Be! I am the only son of the He family, and I have an indescribable responsibility to the He family, but I am also your son, your only son. Do you remember that today is my birthday? ”

After the boy said this, he walked out of the house without looking back. This home is just a luxurious cage for He Yansheng, and he is just a valuable person in this cage.

He Yansheng had thought more than once if he wasn't as healthy as he is now, if he wasn't that smart, if he was just a girl. So what kind of existence will he be in the He family today.

The emotion is lost for no reason, and even the birthday seems to be boring.

The boy walked in the compound with the ball in his arms and aimlessly. The small figure is particularly conspicuous in a field of flowers, perhaps it is really because he has been lonely for too long, and the small figure makes He Yansheng move his steps unconsciously.

(End of chapter)