Chapter Seventy-One: Mother's Love, Thin and Soft
[Zhong Zixi always thought that Zhong Yu had a grudge against her, but when she looked back many years later, she realized how much Zhong Yu loved her back then. The fragility of life lies in the blooming and falling of flowers, some obsessions in people's lives are added to themselves in their lives, and it is very late when they wake up, and the soft and long mother's love is actually what she has always had - Zhong Zixi! 】
He Yansheng likes Zhong Zixi, everyone knows it, and now He Yansheng himself knows it.
He has always believed that the best way in love is not that I love you, because those three words can't match me marrying you after all, and the best way to end a love that goes around and around is to enter the palace of marriage!
Marrying her is the firmest determination that this man has planned in his years, and it is also a little secret that he has kept in his heart for many years.
And this morning, the mother and daughter at home on the other side of the city are enjoying the most quiet warmth at the moment, Zhong Zixi at this moment does not want to entangle the haze of the past and stubbornly hold on to the past, now she just wants to look forward.
Leaned quietly in her mother's arms, and accompanied Zhong Yu to live happily every day.
In the past, Zhong Zixi loved to be coquettish and whisper in front of Zhong Yu, but now an intimate sentence can only be said after a long time of psychological construction.
The little girl smiled and raised her head, her voice still shy, "Mom, I'...... I love you, only you. ”
Zhong Yu looked stunned, the wrinkles on the side of her cheeks were the best precipitation given to her by the years, and she could see some tenderness when she smiled. Zhong Zixi has never said the word "love" for a long time, and although some feelings will heal, they will eventually become unfamiliar.
She thought she couldn't wait any longer, but now fortunately, everything was still in time.
When he was a child, Zhong Zixi often liked to talk about "love" and was never shy to express his emotions.
Since he fell seriously ill that year, Zhong Zixi has rarely had a moment when his emotions are exposed, let alone taking the initiative to express his feelings, the debt and hurt have been caused, even if Zhong Yu is anxious, he can only think about it slowly.
So today, her heart is gradually letting go and she is willing to take the initiative to express, does it mean that she is slowly letting go of the past and coming out.
Zhong Yu smiled with satisfaction, and the soft sunlight slowly and leisurely reflected through the window, and the circle was round like the best annual rings.
"Your little mouth is either so sweet when you don't say pleasing words, and you can say things like you only love me, so you are not afraid of slapping your face when you fall in love in the future? You know how to make me happy. ”
"What is there not to say? Why did I slap my face when I only love my mother? Besides, even if I fall in love, it doesn't stop me from only loving my mother. Zhong Zixi shouted and refused to admit defeat, but she was still a little retreating in her heart, she didn't know how to define it between her and He Yansheng, and she didn't know what kind of relationship they should define now.
Lover? And it seems that neither of them pierced that layer of window paper, colleague? Ambiguity, lovers are not full, why are colleagues a little weak-hearted?
Zhong Zixi's cheeks were slightly red, as bright as peach blossoms, as if she had no pressure to talk about this topic with her mother in the past, but now she is also beginning to worry
Nervous, probably this is the legendary weakness of the heart!
"Xiaoxi, you are not young at this age, and you should have reached the age to talk about marriage. When you meet a good match, why do you only love me? Zhong Yu teased Zhong Zixi, and the light in her eyes fell on her, which was a mother's most ardent hope.
She hoped that when she was still okay, she would be able to do this concern in her heart.
The shyness of her mentality made her miss the emotions in Zhong Yu's eyes, and at this moment, the mother and daughter had different thoughts......
"Mom, I'm still young, you just talk to me about a good marriage or something, what's the matter, why are you in such a hurry to sell your daughter? Think I'm in the way at home? Or do you have any new plans, Mom? If there were, I would do my best to cooperate. ”
Zhong Zixi raised his paws, with a determination to go to the soup for Zhong Yu's happiness.
Zhong Yu reached out and patted Zhong Zixi's raised little hand, looking helpless.
"Hmmm! It's urgent. Speaking of which, you're not too young, why doesn't anyone take a fancy to you? ”
Zhong Yu lowered his head and looked at the girl in his arms seriously, looking left and right, as if he was really looking for something and something lacking. "Although you have a cold personality, Nai is just good-looking, why shouldn't no one take a fancy to you?"
Zhong Zixi got up with a bow and sat on the sofa to calm his emotions. "Mom, how much do you dislike me? Didn't you say that if I was going to be kicked out of the house by my own professor, I would say that I couldn't get married? Is your daughter's market that bad? ”
Zhong Zixi was extremely resentful in his heart and said, "Obviously, there is a hungry wolf behind her who is online at any time 24 hours a day, and from time to time he will come to tease her, and her output value and force value are extremely high, where is her market bad?" ’
Zhong Yu stared at Zhong Zixi carefully, and then nodded seriously, "Hmm! Yes. ”
Zhong Zixi laughed angrily, "You are really my mother, awesome, I will not doubt that I am your daughter at all, if you want to be so ruthless, there is no room at all." ”
"yes, you didn't want to doubt it? I'll tell you the answer, yes, if it weren't for my own birth, I wouldn't have said that about you. Zhong Yu summed up his thoughts seriously.
"Mom, you really deserve the title of a logical genius."
Zhong Yu gently squeezed his palm and looked out the window. Back then, her own life was on the wrong path, but at that time she had the backing, and everything could be carefree.
Now she hopes that her daughter can do the same, but some expectations will not be fulfilled by her wishes. In this world, most parents' love for their children is sincere, and Zhong Yu wishes that Zhong Zixi can be peaceful and happy in this life.
Some decisions should be made, and some respect should be given.
In the meantime, she wants to give Zhong Zixi a chance to choose the love of her heart openly and fairly, if the person her daughter loves is enough to protect her in this life, she will choose the same approach as her father did back then.
Support, approve, protect, with everything she has. If not, she has to choose a way that can give her peace of mind to protect her for the rest of her life.
"Xiaoshio."
"Huh? What's wrong Mom? Zhong Zixi tilted his head sideways, and his smile was bright
Dazzling.
"Tell Mom, do you have someone you like now?"
Zhong Zixi looked at Zhong Yu defensively, she had an illusion that Ms. Zhong Yu today was very strange. As soon as she said that her market was poor, she would ask her if she had anyone she liked, and if she said no, would she plan to go on a blind date next?
Zhong Zixi bent down and picked up the teacup on the low table, pursed his lips gently, and turned his head in the next second, "Mom, why are you asking this?" ”
Zhong Yu looked up and down, as a person who has been working as a teacher for a long time, especially a woman, don't underestimate her eyes.
An action, a smile, will be decomposed and uncovered in her eyes, not to say that the teacher's eyes are equipped with a microscope survey system!
Zhong Zixi unconsciously looked away, saying that she was in love, and she and He Yansheng were not up to the standard of love at all, and wouldn't it be the same shame to admit that she didn't have someone she liked.
She subconsciously rubbed the corners of her clothes, her eyes looked everywhere, and her slender eyelashes flashed like a dark shadow across the corners of her eyes, making people itch to look at.
In her selfish heart, she doesn't want to tell Zhong Yu about He Yansheng's existence now, He Yansheng, a man who is too thoughtful, Zhong Zixi has not figured out what he thinks so far, and not attacking rashly is the bottom line for her to stay.
In the face of him, many things cannot be decided by qualitative.
At least now Zhong Zixi didn't want to expose him, she dodged away from Zhong Yu's gaze and interrupted with a smile.
"Mom, can you not look at me like this, okay, I'll be nervous if you do this." She picked up the teacup and pursed her red lips again, and her speed of speech was obviously several times faster than just now, "There is no one you are in love with, and you don't like anyone, and Mom, when did you start gossiping like this?" ”
"Really no, Xiaoxi, if there is, my mother hopes you can tell me honestly, compared to mother and daughter, I thought we were more friends, and friends should not have nothing to say!" Zhong Yu asked again and again, and the sincerity in her eyes was her innocent love.
Zhong Zixi glanced at Zhong Yu suspiciously, and muttered in a low voice, "Whoever said that friends will know everything, and friends have to stay behind a line of defense, okay, so that they can get along for a long time!" ”
"What are you muttering? So afraid I could hear it? Weak heart? ”
"I ...... I have no good intentions. Mom, you're so weird today, huh? Are you hiding something from me? ”
Zhong Zixi was puzzled, there has always been something between her and Zhong Yu to say that repeated temptation is not the way for them to get along, but today's mother's hesitation made Zhong Zixi feel bad in his heart.
Some panic and uneasiness struck, and I couldn't tell where it came from.
"No, what can I hide from you, you kid just loves to gossip with you, why do you dislike your mother for being too long-winded, right?" Zhong Yu pretended to be angry, because she carelessly underestimated Zhong Zixi's slenderness and sensitivity.
She should have thought that she would be suspicious if she revealed too much in front of her. Zhong Yu has felt guilty about her for so many years, and he doesn't want to make her sad because of anything else, if he can
She hoped that she could spend those happy times with her.
There is no doubt, no resentment, no uneasiness, no one else, just them, only them.
Zhong Yu suddenly pretended to be deflated, "Alas, this daughter is so smart, it's not good at all, it's rare to lie to you, and I have to hollow out my mind once, but I still get recognized, I'm bored, I can see through it, I don't say it." ”
"Lie to me? Mom, what are you trying to fool me? The emotion on her face was still the same, but her voice was not as soft and delicate as it had just now, and she was obviously absent-minded in coping.
"Xiaoxi's mother wants to discuss something with you, I hope you can promise your mother, okay?"
Zhong Zixi saw that Zhong Yu was not joking this time, but he had a correct attitude. "Mom, if you have something to do, you just give an order, what to discuss!"
"Okay, my daughter has grown up, and she is sensible and knows how to make her mother happy, so today I called your father."
Now that Xu Baihang is mentioned again, Zhong Zixi no longer has the initial too obvious resistance, just a silent "Oh! "I said I knew.
(End of chapter)