On October nights in the Northeast, the weather is already cool. Feng Lu's left hand, which was infused outside, was frozen. Wang Haitao took out a thick jacket from his backpack and lightly covered the outside of Feng Lu's towel quilt. He gently rubbed a few fingers of Feng Lu's left hand with his two hands, and the temperature of this hand slowly rose a little.

Wang Haitao saw Liu Yan walking beside her and was bored, so he looked up and said to her: "Liu Yan, I really want to thank you today, as well as your two classmates!" If it weren't for you, Feng Lu had a high fever and collapsed in the water room, a little longer, I don't know what would have happened, it was you who picked up her life! Now that the infusion is so slow, it can take several hours for this large bottle of saline to be infused. There is nothing else to do during the infusion, you don't have to be here with you, it's a waste of time. I'll call a car for you, and you go back to the dormitory to rest first. After the infusion, I will send Feng Lu back to the dormitory, and there may be other things that I need your help with when I get to school. ”

Liu Yan said that she would not go first by herself, and insisted on waiting for her senior sister to go back to school with them after hanging up the saline.

"Senior, you don't have to thank us. Several of us are senior sisters of Senior Sister Feng Lu, Senior Sister is sick, and there is no one in her dormitory, we happened to meet, shouldn't we take care of it? It's better for me to take care of the senior sister with you. Senior sister has a lot of infusions, in case she has to go to the toilet, how can she do it without the help of a girl? I don't have anything to do when I go back to the dormitory now, so I'll stay with my senior sister. Liu Yan looked at Wang Haitao sympathetically, and suddenly became concerned about him, "Senior, are you carrying this travel bag, are you going to travel?" Why didn't you go with Senior Sister Feng Lu on National Day? You are so good to Senior Sister Feng Lu, hasn't she reconciled with you yet? ”

Wang Haitao was busy for almost the whole night, he was sleepy and tired at this time, his mind was dizzy, and he kindly persuaded Liu Yan a few words, but he didn't expect Liu Yan to crackle and care about him, and he didn't know why this Liu Yan's energy was so strong! Thinking of his relationship with Feng Lu, he couldn't help but sigh softly and shook his head, what could he say? Feng Lu said that she has a boyfriend in the field, since she has a boyfriend, why doesn't she take advantage of this little long vacation to get together with her boyfriend? It's rare to have a small National Day holiday, which pair of lovers isn't trying to get together? But Feng Lu was still alone during this holiday, and she didn't see any signs that she had a boyfriend. But if she doesn't have a boyfriend, why should she deliberately avoid him? He has always encouraged himself in his heart to work hard and never give up easily, and he believes that he will continue to patiently protect her with sincerity and will definitely impress her again! But why is it so difficult?

"Senior, what are you sighing for? We all know that you are good to Senior Sister Feng Lu. I think Sister Feng Lu is also good to you, she listens to you, no matter how we persuade her to come to the hospital, she didn't agree. But after a little persuasion, she agreed to come to the hospital. Really, we can all see that you two are still deeply in love with each other. Senior, don't you feel it? ”

"What do I feel is the use? She once told me that she had a boyfriend who was out of town and went to school, so she forced me to break up. But you don't know, I never saw her happy again, I didn't see any boys she went to, and I never saw any boys from other places come to her. During this time, I have always insisted on guarding her, and I hope that when the boy is away, I can protect her, cherish her, cry with her, and laugh with her! But I feel like I can't really get into her heart now, I don't know what she's thinking. I'm also miserable and struggling at times, and I always encourage myself to keep going! On the day of the school anniversary, she told me that she had no plans to go out this National Day. Before and on the day of the National Day, I invited her, hoping that she would go out with me and not stay in the dormitory all the time, but she refused me immediately. I thought she was going to be with her out-of-town boyfriend, so I was sad and sad. I wondered if I was going to give up on this relationship. I'm actually going to go to a classmate in Beijing tonight to relax and calm down for a few days, and I think I can restrain this relationship. I didn't expect to receive the news that she fainted as soon as I got in the car, and my heart was immediately entangled again, and I rushed back without the slightest hesitation, and I still couldn't leave her at all. Wang Haitao continued to rub Feng Lu's hands mechanically, lowered his head and said bitterly.

Liu Yan was stunned, she looked stupidly at the former Minister of Sports of the Student Union who had been dominant in the school. He is the idol of many girls in the school, but because he and Feng Lu used to be so beautiful, like a fairy couple, the girls stopped! Although the two broke up later, his undiscouraged pursuit of Feng Lu also discouraged these infatuated and resentful women! Now, this once high-spirited boy confided his heart in front of her, telling her the unknown sorrow and hesitation in his heart, how much pain, sorrow and unwillingness should be in his lonely heart!

Liu Yan looked at Wang Haitao blankly, not knowing how to comfort him for a while. She quietly looked at the senior sister who was leaning back in the chair and sleeping quietly, thinking how lucky she must have been to have the love and pity of such an infatuated boy!

Wang Haitao was also stunned after he finished speaking, he didn't know why he told his hidden thoughts in front of this irrelevant outsider, because of the consequences of his mood release after being frightened tonight? Or have you been depressed for too long and need someone to talk to? He didn't bother to analyze it at all now, he looked up and looked at the sleeping girl lying in front of his eyes. It seems that the fever reducer has worked, the flushing on her face has slowly subsided, and she has slept peacefully and sweetly! This girl who once loved him so much and he loved so much, who does she love in her heart now? But these are no longer important to Wang Haitao, as long as she is still by his side and he can see her from time to time, he will feel very happy. Poor man, what has been going on lately that has been causing her mental stress to increase? Is it because of the performance of the school celebration party? But just singing two songs and dancing two dances was a breeze for her! Or maybe it's because of the job search? She has a good academic performance, passed CET-4, has the experience of the student union, and has the specialty of singing and dancing, so finding a job should be a very easy thing for her! Wang Haitao really can't think of what caused her to have so many accidents today and be so sick.

He knew in his heart that Feng Lu was no longer the Feng Lu of the past, where did the faint sadness that was deliberately hidden in her eyes come from? Is her seemingly friendly but estranged estrangement intentional or unintentional? Each time he felt himself trying to take two steps forward, he looked back and found that he was still where he was.