Chapter 318: Hate is out of the heart
Three days later, the good girl was transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward, and the test results of the remaining residual medicine also came out. Judging from the surveillance retrieved by the pharmacy, the good girl quickly recognized the "enthusiastic nurse." “
At first, the nurse refused to admit it, and the old-fashioned big brother used abnormal means to force the question, and she explained it clearly. There was no problem with the medicine she took out, she secretly replaced the medicine that Xiao Qingmei had prepared in advance in the toilet.
Lan Yingying and the old-fashioned eldest brother found Xiao Qingmei, and as soon as they met, he slapped Xiao Qingmei twice in succession, causing half of Xiao Qingmei's face to be bruised.
Lan Yingying hurriedly stopped him, but forced Xiao Qingmei to apologize in the hospital, Xiao Qingmei sneered at him and said, "It's only your fault that you are too good to her!" If someone else had come with her that day, I would have just been jealous that you had another child, but not so badly. “
Xiao Qingmei wiped the blood oozing from the corner of her mouth, and every word was full of resentment: "But it was you who accompanied her that day, you looked at her like a warm spring sun, you have never looked at me like that!" It's only you, you made me lose my mind and go completely crazy! ”
Later, he wanted to kill Xiao Qingmei, but Lan Yingying and they stopped him; He wants to sue Xiao Qingmei, and the good girl stops him!
The good girl thinks that everything is his fault, no matter what Xiao Qingmei does, it will not help, and the damage has been done. Moreover, after all, there is a son between him and Xiao Qingmei, and he can't make the already weak father-son relationship between him and his son worse.
Xu Dongyin rushed to see the good girl, and after hearing the details, she said that all this was indeed the fault of the old-fashioned big brother.
The two unborn children he killed in his previous life, one became the eldest son born to him and Xiao Qingmei, and the eldest son will be his enemy for the rest of his life. The other is this fetus, a fetus destined not to be born smoothly, knowing who he cares about the most, he will use this most tragic way to retaliate against him.
The old-fashioned big brother is the kind of person who has a lot of remorse and guilt in his heart, and he will also speak eloquently, and there is no factor of "admitting mistakes and admitting defeat" in his nature.
However, after hearing Xu Dongyin say this, he muttered, "I was wrong...... I was wrong......"
At this time, the good girl said in a cold tone: "You are wrong, you can go." I don't want to see you again, I'm really scared. ”
He was stunned for a long time, she repeated it three times, and he turned away!
Others kept trying to persuade them, but in their ears it was as if they had automatically blocked out the voices of others.
In her eyes, the hospital's old, gray ceiling was lifeless; Those relatives and friends who speak eagerly with their mouths open and closed are also lifeless; And he was as lifeless as a paper doll burned to a dead man.
She herself is lifeless, and she has no interest in life, so how can she care about parting?
Later, Lan Yingying recalled the past and said that when the old-fashioned big brother turned around, the sun seemed to be dimmed. The good girl squinted her eyes and thought about it, his back was indeed blended into the darkness.
Lan Yingying blamed herself very much for her carelessness, and she did her best to take care of her good sister in the hospital. One morning, after sleeping on the side of the hospital bed for a while, Lan Yingying rubbed her neck and said that her cervical spine hurt.
The good girl asked her to see a doctor and go home to get a good night's sleep. Lan Yingying refused to leave, saying that she was just not energetic, and she jumped twice to refresh herself.
The good girl said seriously: "You can recite the Yuefu poem to refresh your mind, which is the one that starts with the sentence 'Kwai in the Qingqing Garden, waiting for the sun'." Recite it early in the morning, thinking that you should cherish the time, and your spirit, energy, and spirit will be very good. ”
Lan Yingying looked at her suspiciously, trying to see if this method worked. Suddenly found tears in her eyes, realized that this should be taught by the old-fashioned big brother, and hurriedly opened the topic.
Lan Yingying stood in front of the window, and the old god was saying, "Reciting ancient poems? I can't remember. I've got a pick-me-up for it too. ”
Lan Yingying coughed twice and cleared her throat, and said loudly: "I don't have to bother reciting poems in this way, listen-I'm a bad person!" Lao Tzu is a bad person! I'm a fucking bad guy! ”
Lan Yingying had just finished yelling, the nurse who was patrolling the room came, and after the routine examination, the nurse turned around and left a sentence when she went out: "What a fucking snake spirit disease!" ”
Lan Yingying waved her fist at the nurse's back, and spread her hands at the good girl, and the good girl's pale face finally showed a smile.
A while later, a pregnant woman in the next ward came to her door and asked them anxiously how painful it would be to give birth.
Lan Yingying said that in fact, as long as it goes well, it will not be as exaggerated as it is on TV, but if it doesn't go well, it will be countless times more painful than what is played on TV.
The pregnant woman's face turned pale when she heard this, and she prayed that it would go well, and asked the good girl how she gave birth to a second child and something happened.
The good girl replied with a wry smile: "If you have a normal birth, it doesn't hurt much, because the pain is not long, and because there is an expectation of a new life when it hurts." People say that the first child is difficult, and the second child is relatively smooth, and when I gave birth to my daughter, it was really smooth, but I didn't expect the second child to be like hell. ”
After hearing this, the pregnant woman said that she would give birth to one child, and she would never give birth to a second child if she was given 10 billion, which was too sinful.
Lan Yingying wanted to explain the situation of the good girl, so it was better not to say more after pondering. After the pregnant woman left, Lan Yingying sighed and said, "Why did my fairy sister learn the Tao? How good it would be if it were a Buddha. ”
The good girl asked her why she thought like this, and Lan Yingying said that Buddhism has a secret technique of cultivating from a female body to a male body, so that you can avoid suffering a lot.
Lan Yingying saw that she didn't believe it, and gave a long list of messy examples, and finally slapped her head and shouted: "Alas, how did I forget that the current medical methods can change gender without any secret techniques!" Well, I have to save money to prepare for transgenderism! ”
The good girl shook her head, and her tone was cheerful, "You, just tease me!" Alas, I know you're making me amuse. ”
Lan Yingying turned on the TV with a smile, wanting the good girl to try not to think about sad things as much as possible.
A costume film was playing on the TV, and the good girl looked at it and said: "I didn't choose the costumes of this crew, you see that the little apprentices who have just started in the Taoist temple are wearing hibiscus crowns, and they are not in accordance with the rules at all." ”
Lan Yingying knew that these common senses must be said by the old-fashioned big brother, so she hurriedly changed the channel and switched to a comedy variety show.
"That TV series is really badly filmed, oh hehe, this one is good! This person's face looks like a 'embarrassment' character, it's so funny, and the two eight-character eyebrows are still shaking......"
Lan Yingying smiled exaggeratedly, the good girl didn't pay attention to these at all, her mind had already drifted away.
Lan Yingying reluctantly unscrewed the bottled water, wanting to drink water to extinguish the fire, but she didn't think the pure water tasted good, so she grabbed a few strawberries and squeezed the strawberry juice into it.
The good girl stopped her: "Eating fruit and water like this hurts the stomach and intestines, and it is easy to be infected with bacteria." ”
Lan Yingying directly threw a strawberry into her mouth, handed her another one, she took the strawberry and looked at it carefully, "When my daughter was a baby, he heard the doctor say that fruit juice can supplement vitamins, so he squeezed strawberry juice every day to feed the child." He thought that the strawberries sold outside had oxyheton, so he planted a few plants in pots on the roof of the building......"
Lan Yingying heard her say this, and hurriedly hid the small fruit basket containing strawberries in the drawer.
The good girl took a deep breath and said with a faint smile: "Sister Yingying, thank you for taking the trouble to make me happy." You don't have to be like this, there is so much about him that you can't hide or cover it. ”
Lan Yingying felt like a failure, and sat in the corner like a deflated ball.
The good sister comforted Lan Yingying softly: "Sister Yingying, I'm not afraid to think of him, I can't forget him at all." He is so special to me that if I erase the memory of him, my life for more than 20 years will almost become a blank. ”
Lan Yingying could only sigh, knowing that she couldn't forget it, and she wanted to force him to leave, how could such a heartache be solved by others?