Chapter 194: I've Been Trying to Accept You
Mother Ning walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator door, and looked inside. She said to the two who came with her, "Look, there's a few fresh vegetables in the fridge. If there is something missing, Birch can buy some more. Birch, don't buy too much. Jianyang put these things in and stuffed the refrigerator with them. There was too much heating in the house, and the temperature was too high to put anything. ”
Ning Hua promised in his mouth, walked to the bedroom and took out his coat: "Okay, Mom." I'll go to the supermarket right now. Senior brother, you are the head chef, what are you missing? I'll buy them all for you. ”
Peng Jianyang also walked out of the kitchen, went to the living room to put on his coat, and said, "I can't think of anything else for the time being." Well, I'll drive you to the supermarket. When I saw something there, I knew what was missing, so I bought it. Wife, you don't have to worry about anything, don't worry about going to the gym, just come back for dinner. Senior sister, let's go too. ”
Ning Hua hesitated slightly, but still agreed. She hadn't gone out alone with a boy for a long time, and she was a little worried and expectant.
"Then let's go downstairs together, and when we get downstairs, we go our separate ways. I go to the gym, you go to the supermarket. Ning's mother also went to her bedroom to pick up the clothes she had gone out.
The three of them put on their coats, Ning's mother put on a gym bag, Ning Hua only brought her mobile phone and home keys, and Peng Jianyang took the car keys, went out in turn, and walked into the elevator.
Ning Hua agreed to go out alone with him, which made Peng Jianyang very happy. There was a smile on his face that could not be hidden. When Silly Le got out of the elevator, he remembered to snatch his wife's gym bag and put it on his shoulder: "Master, I have a car now, let's drive you to the gym first." You're done, send me a message and I'll pick you up. ”
Mother Ning said lovingly: "You are going to buy groceries, you have to cook, and you want to take me to the gym." I have received your wishes. Alright, don't bother you anymore. As Hua Hua just said, you are still in class for a week, which is hard enough. We're all fine, and after a week of idleness, you leave me alone. Dinner will be over to you. I drove and drove back by myself, and when I came back to eat your meal, I was already so happy. ”
Peng Jianyang saw that his wife insisted like this, so he had to send the fitness bag to her car, and said with a smile: "Master, then I won't pick you up." Drive slowly and stay safe. ”
"Good. When you drive a new car, be careful on the road and pay attention to safety. Mother Ning said, reversed the car, waved at the two, and drove away.
Ning Hua saw a new car, which he had never seen before, and guessed that it was Peng Jianyang's car. She walked towards the new car, and as soon as she walked to the side of the car, she was startled by the crisp sound of "dripping" accompanied by the flashing lights of the front lights.
"I'm sorry, I'm not used to this car yet. Scares you, right? Peng Jianyang stretched out his hand and scratched his head, smiling apologetically at his junior sister. Then, he opened the co-pilot's door: "Senior sister, it's cold outside, you can get in the car quickly." There is a smell in this car, should you open the window? ”
"New cars smell like they all smell, it's okay, just close the windows, it's too cold to open the windows. I'm not used to being in the front, so I'd better sit in the back. ”
Peng Jianyang was a little embarrassed. He hesitated, closed the co-pilot's door, walked to the back row, opened the door, and smiled unnaturally: "It's okay to sit in the back row, the back seat is safe." ”
Ning Hua couldn't help but laugh when he looked at him at a loss. Her uncomfortable feeling just now dissipated: "Although this is a new car, you are not a novice, I am not worried about safety, I don't want to sit in front of the car and look at the road in front of the car, my heart is too tired." I also sit in the back seat of my mother's car, and I like to sit in the back and play with my phone, which is a habit I have developed since I was a child in my mother's car. ”
Peng Jianyang smiled with relief, got in the car and fastened his seat belt. When he turned around and reversed, he saw that Ning Hua was really playing with his mobile phone heartlessly, and he didn't feel funny. He stopped the car and continued to observe Ning Hua secretly.
Ning Hua played for a while, and when she saw that the car didn't seem to have started yet, she looked up suspiciously, but saw Peng Jianyang looking at her with strange eyes, and hurriedly coughed: "Cough, cough, why haven't you left yet?" ”
"I'll leave right away." Peng Jianyang caught his mind, started the car, and drove towards the supermarket.
At the supermarket, the two picked up some onions, peppers, rape, yams, and a large piece of ginger, a few garlic and a green onion, three cans of beer, and went downstairs to pay. After getting in the car, Peng Jianyang saw that Ning Hua was still sitting in the back seat playing with his mobile phone, so he didn't make a sound, and the two drove home without saying a word, making Peng Jianyang so depressed.
After entering the house, Ning Hua put on an apron for cooking, saw Peng Jianyang sitting on the sofa in a daze, and was not in a hurry to go into the kitchen to cook, and asked, "Chef, I'll wash the dishes first, okay?" ”
"It's still early, not in a hurry to cook. Senior sister, come and sit and rest for a while. ”
Ning Hua obviously hesitated, didn't walk over, but asked, "Senior brother, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Senior sister, I've been fond of you since I saw you a long time ago, you know that. Last semester, we met, but by mistake, you didn't accept me, I can understand. Now, there is no one else around you, and my feelings for you have not changed, you should know that. I wanted to hand over everything I had to you, along with the heart that jumped in my chest, but I didn't do anything about it, and you were playing with your phone in the car just now, not caring about my feelings at all. I didn't have a chance to talk to you if I wanted to. Peng Jianyang said aggrievedly. He wanted to simply take advantage of this opportunity to say what was in his heart, if Ning Hua could accept him now, of course it would be the best. In case Ning Hua still can't accept it, he will continue to be her senior brother as if he didn't say it, and wait until she can figure it out one day and accept him.
"Senior brother, it's not that I don't care about your feelings, and I understand your intentions. Just now in the car, there were only the two of us, and I played with my mobile phone to avoid too much embarrassment between the two. Actually, I've been trying to accept you, otherwise, I wouldn't have agreed to you coming to my house so often. However, the shadow in my heart still lingers, because I was so wrong before, I am really scared. I hope you understand that. Ning Hua covered his face and muttered.
Peng Jianyang listened to the front, and he wanted to jump up happily, forgetting the little grievance just now. Ning Hua's words in the second half seemed to make him fall into the abyss of pain as well. He looked at Ning Hua with pity, and really wanted to go over and hug her and comfort her. But he didn't dare, he was afraid that his unintentional actions would hurt her. Every time he thought that Ning Hua had wrongly paid his feelings to such a despicable person, causing his teacher to lose his life, he couldn't help but want to pull that person out and dig with a knife to see what color his heart was, to see if he had a heart.
"Senior sister, don't be afraid, you have a mother who loves you, and me, and so many brothers and sisters who care about you, everyone will not let you be hurt again. You are like this, I look so heartbroken, I hope you can accept my feelings, and also give yourself a chance, I am willing to accompany you to face it. ”