Text Chapter 158: Apologize

Chu Mu carefully recalled what had just happened, and repeated every word he had said, and those words were like sharpened knives piercing one small hole after another in his heart.

He thought that when he said it just now, Yan Qingruo must have been very sad when she heard the words, her mood should be the same as what he is now, and she would even be even more uncomfortable and disappointed.

Chu Mu raised a hand and rested it on his eyes, forcing himself not to think about it and not to look at the endgame in front of him, at this moment, he vaguely heard the small prompt sound of the mobile phone placed on the table, he took the mobile phone weakly, and found that it was sent by Chu Shijia, who had just left.

[What's going on with you, I saw that Qingruo was sad to leave alone, you have such a little bearing as a man, what qualifications do you have to like others. 】

I was bored in my heart and when I saw such words again, my heart was even more tormented chu mu pressed the home button of his phone to lock the screen for him and then put it on the table he closed his eyes and thought.

Do you want to apologize to Qingruo, after all, this matter was caused by my irrationality, if I did such a thing but retreated, I would really become a person without grace as Chu Shijia said.

As for whether Li Shaolin is the child's father, or whether this child belongs to the two of them, I am just an outsider now, what qualifications do I have to interfere?

After hesitating for a while, Chu Mu still felt that he really shouldn't do this, he stood up, picked up the clothes hanging on the back of the chair, draped them over his body, and walked outside.

As a regular customer of this restaurant, Chu Mu greeted the boss and left in a hurry.

Yan Nuonuo stopped crying after leaving the hotel, he jumped off Yan Qingruo's body with his little short legs, he walked beside Yan Qingruo, raised his fleshy little hand to hold Yan Qingruo, pretended to be an adult and comforted her: "Mom, don't be sad, that uncle just now didn't mean it." ”

Yan Qingruo was only realized by Yan Nuonuo's words, she realized how out of shape she was now, she sighed and pulled out a smile, looked down at Yan Nuonuo and said, "Mom is not angry, but I am sad that the friendship with your Uncle Chu is about to end here." ”

Yan Nuonuo didn't seem to understand, vaguely remembered what the kindergarten teacher had said, and repeated it to Yan Qingruo.

He said: "Two children quarrel, as long as they shake hands and make peace, they can continue to be good friends, Nuo Nuo thinks that you adults should be like this, as long as you can apologize and admit your mistakes, you can continue to be friends." ”

Yan Qingruo didn't expect that one day she would be raised by herself to educate a little bit of education by herself, she felt angry and funny, she nodded lightly on Yan Nuonuo's little head with her fingers, and said meaningfully: "I know what you want to say...... But sometimes it's really not easy to shake hands and make peace. ”

The streets are hot on summer afternoons, and the heat waves roll in the air towards them, and there are occasional cars around them, but most of the taxis passing by pick up customers.

Yan Qingruo quarreled with Chu Mu again, at this time, it was really impossible to find a suitable driver to send their mother and son home, Yan Qingruo's forehead was already sweating, she had just been discharged from the hospital, her physical strength was slightly exhausted, she held Yan Nuonuo's hand, and her steps were a little vain.

She thought to herself that if she couldn't find a car, she might be sent back to the hospital before she got home, and she might even scare Yan Nuonuo if she fainted suddenly.

It can be seen that Yan Qingruo can only hold on to every step.

"Mom, there's a black car following us all the time, isn't that one you know?" Yan Nuonuo suddenly asked.

Yan Qingruo looked in the direction of Yan Nuonuo's finger, and the object was a black Audi, and the body model was very familiar to her - this car was Chu Mu's car.

Yan Qingruo felt anxious, and couldn't help but take Yan Nuonuo's hand and walk faster.

The owner of the car seemed to be in a hurry when he saw this scene, and quickly stepped on the accelerator and drove all the way, and after the turn, he braked sharply and parked the car horizontally in front of the mother and son.

Yan Nuonuo was startled by the car that suddenly rushed out, and Yan Qingruo panicked and hurriedly protected Yan Nuonuo behind her.

Chu Mu got out of the car and scratched the back of his head embarrassedly, his original intention was to stop them, but he didn't expect that he would startle both of them by doing so.

Yan Qingruo looked at Chu Mu's face, and inexplicably gave birth to a look of disgust, her eyes were cold, and she could see Chu Mu's hairs stand on end.

Yan Qingruo didn't speak, but led Yan Nunuo to go around Chu Mu's car.

What should I do?

Chu Mu obviously didn't expect things to develop like this, he hurriedly grabbed Yan Qingruo's arm, he exerted a little force, Yan Qingruo fell in the direction where he was, Chu Mu saw the opportunity to hug Yan Qingruo's waist to prevent her from falling.

Yan Qingruo's body stiffened and broke free from Chu Mu's arms, she looked at Chu Mu as if she was looking at an enemy, and that kind of look made Chu Mu very heartbroken.

Yan Qingruo saw Chu Mu's lips squirming, guessing that he should have said something like sorry, although Yan Qingruo was expecting Chu Mu to apologize like this, hoping that everything could return to the original state, but she knew that there was no way back to now.

Instead of letting that sorry be a word stuck in the hearts of two people, it's better not to let him say it in the first place.

Yan Qingruo spoke coldly, interrupting Chu Mu's preparations, she said, "I said that we don't have a relationship anymore, if you still do this, it will only make me feel troubled." Chu Mu, please let me go, I don't want to let this kind of emotion that I don't know how to describe dictate my life.

She saw that the expression on Chu Mu's face had changed, and she thought that what she said had a certain effect on Chu Mu.

Yan Qingruo slowly stood still and nodded solemnly at Chu Mu.

"We're going to leave it at that."

"Is there really no chance of remedy? What I said in the restaurant hurt people, you are sad and I am sad at the same time, I am sad that you are already a mother, and I am sad that I hurt you impulsively. I know it's wrong, why don't you even want to hear a word of sorry? Chu Mu's tone was full of despair, and he asked Yan Qingruo in a trembling voice.

Yan Qing took the step to take back, and she seemed to use all her strength to say the next sentence.

"If sorry is useful, then all the sins of this world can be forgiven. It is precisely because there are too many things that cannot be solved with a simple sentence, so when a prisoner is convicted and sentenced, there is never an example of commutation or even release because he said sorry. ”

Yan Qingruo took a deep breath and continued: "Just like you and me now, I and Li Shaolin have children who didn't tell you It's my fault, I know it's useless for me to say I'm sorry." And when you say those words in the restaurant, do you know how much my heart hurts, it's like being stabbed with a knife, can you forget the pain if you say I'm sorry? ”

Chu Mu lowered his head and muttered to himself, "I'm sorry......"

"There's no need to apologize, and there's no need to spend time and energy on things that can't be undone. Chu Mu, thank you very much for the previous thing, now it's time to say goodbye. ”

Yan Nuonuo stood aside and watched the two adults say something that he didn't particularly understand, squatting on the ground boredly and breaking the blades of grass in the grass, when he heard Yan Qingruo say "goodbye", his eyes lit up, and he suddenly got up and ran to Yan Qingruo's side in small steps, holding back a smile, bowed solemnly to Chu Mu and said, "Uncle Chu, goodbye." ”

Yan Qingruo was confused by Yan Nuonuo's sudden movements, but Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the almost ravaged blades of grass in the grass, and roughly understood his eagerness to go home.

She wanted to say something precious, but she couldn't say these two words, maybe she was reluctant, or maybe it was because these two words were too heavy.

Yan Qingruo pretended to shrug her shoulders easily, and a helpless smile appeared on her face.

In the end, she didn't say anything.

She took Yan Nuonuo and left, and left without looking back.

Chu Mu clenched his fist unwillingly and hammered it on the outside of his thigh, he watched Yan Qingruo take Yan Nuonuo away step by step, and gradually disappeared from his sight.

But he was like a man who had lost his ability to speak, and his heart was hoarse, but he couldn't make any sound.

Chu Mu leaned on the car door for a long time, and finally sat numbly in the car like a walking corpse in the horn of the car behind him.

On the way home with Yan Nuoruo, Yan Nuonuo seemed to know that Yan Qingruo was in a bad mood, so she also let go of her usual best tricks, and it was very quiet along the way.

If Yan Qingruo didn't see a black Audi following behind her, it would be a relief for her.

As the two of them walked slowly and leisurely home, the sun had already moved silently to the west. Leaving only a faint afterglow, it seems to be lonely.

Yan Qingruo fumbled through the pocket of her jacket, but she couldn't find the key to the house, she patted her head and suddenly remembered that she put the key in her bag when she was discharged from the hospital, and the bag was now in Chu Mu's place.

Yan Qingruo not only wanted to complain about her embarrassing memory at this moment.

Despite this, but they have already walked to the door and have no intention of going back, Yan Qingruo pressed the doorbell hard, and was mentally prepared to wait for the person who would open the door later to give him a few words of lesson.

But what she never expected was that she was greeted not only by a reproach, but by something more terrible waiting for her.