Chapter 45: I Don't Want to Lose You
made a call to Wang Guozheng and said that he would be late. Wang Guozheng seemed to be busy, but he simply hummed and hung up, which made Man Jia a little embarrassed. It seems that her boss is actually not very willing, but now, she really feels that she does not have the spirit to work.
"Man Jia, let's go down and take a walk together." Yu Fengcai said.
"Okay." Man Jia nodded and said, "I haven't been with you for a long time."
A few people went downstairs, Yu Fengcai stopped first, touched Man Jia who lowered his head and said, "Man Jia."
"Huh? What's wrong? Man Jia raised his head, but was stunned when he saw the man not far away. Chen Zimo. ”
Chen Zimo was wearing yesterday's clothes, his chin was a little blue, and he looked a little decadent standing under the tree not far away, and when he saw Man Jia and them coming down, his expression changed slightly, he hesitated for a while, and still walked over.
"Mom, Dad, Manjia."
His voice was a little hoarse, and Man Jia saw that Chen Zimo's eyes were bloodshot, and it seemed that he hadn't slept all night.
"What are you going to do?" Yu Fengfeng said coldly: "Sure enough, you quarreled with Man Jia, didn't you?" What did you do? ”
"Mom." Man Jia was a little helpless, maybe when indifference became a habit, even behind her back, her mother seemed to be persuading herself not to mess with Chen Zimo, but if she really encountered it, she still wouldn't give Chen Zimo a good face.
"Don't speak." Yu Fengyun glanced at Man Jia with a straight face, and walked in front of Chen Zimo again, a little annoyed: "Since you are here today, you have to have an explanation." ”
"Mom, okay, you guys go first. I'll talk to him alone. Man Jia knew that if he didn't say something, maybe he would make his parents even more angry, in fact, after yesterday's night, Man Jia suddenly felt that anything can be changed, but some things will remain forever, such as family affection, this kind of blood relatives, will never fade.
"Okay, don't get involved, let them talk, let them solve it themselves, we parents are more and more helpful." Man Jingliang walked over, pulled Yu Feng, and then glanced at Man Jia, who seemed to have some encouragement.
The corners of Man Jia's mouth hooked, wanting to reassure his father.
Yu Fengyun was chattering in his mouth, but he still followed Man Jingliang away. Man Jia looked at Chen Zimo in front of him, and for a while, he was a little wrong. It's been a couple for so many years, but now it's a little cramped, and the reason is just a misunderstanding.
"Let's go." Man Jia stretched out his hand and signaled, and then slowly walked towards the outside of the community, Chen Zimo glanced at it and followed.
The two of them walked in the opposite direction from Yu Feng. Man Jia's mind is a little messy now, and it seems that there are a lot of thoughts impacting him, hesitating, thinking, maybe Chen Zimo is here to apologize, so whether he wants to accept his apology. If he is here to continue arguing with him, then do you still have to continue to explain to him, or do you want to give up arguing?
When Man Jia was still speculating, Chen Zimo stopped, coughed and said, "Man Jia." Don't go yet, let's talk. ”
"Yes." Man Jia also stopped, took a deep breath, and then looked at Chen Zimo's appearance, and couldn't help but say, "When and where did you bring it." ”
"Half past three." Chen Zimo said lightly, "Originally, I wanted to sleep, but I really couldn't sleep, I was always thinking about quarreling with you." After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to come over. ”
"Oh." Man Jia bit his lip and said, "Actually, you can call me, you can come up." ”
"Manjia." Chen Zimo stretched out his hand to Man Jia, and his open palm was clearly marked. Man Jia stared at his hand, a little like crying, and paused for a long time before hesitating to put his hand in his palm and let him clench it.
It seems that the palms of the two people are touching, and the temperature between each other finally warms Man Jia's heart. It turns out that what I have been waiting for is such a temperature. His eyes were a little moist, he raised his head to look at Chen Zimo, and choked up a little: "Do you know that you wronged me?" ”
Chen Zimo closed his eyes and nodded, "I'm sorry." Actually, how could I not believe you, you are not that kind of woman at all. I really feel sad that I said something that hurt you. Manjia, I'm just afraid of losing. I'm too scared, so sometimes I can become a little irrational when I speak. ”
"I know." Man Jia felt that tears were about to flow out, and raised his head slightly so that his tears would not fall. "Actually, there is no need to say such things between us."
"Do you blame me?" Chen Zimo stared at Man Jia and asked.
Man Jia narrowed his eyes, and tears still flowed, "You are a person, really." Do you think I'm not to blame? You told me yesterday that I cheated. Do you know how serious a word it is? I've never thought of having sex with other men in my life, I chose you, even if there is some unhappiness between us, but whose husband and wife don't quarrel. We all understand, don't we? ”
"Don't say it, don't say it, Manjia." Chen Zimo stretched out his hand, hugged Man Jia in his arms, and muttered, "I'm really sorry." It's all my fault, I shouldn't have said that. It's all my fault, you forgive me. Good no good? ”
Man Jia stiffened and didn't speak, Chen Zimo was even more worried, hugged Man Jia hard, and his voice was a little choked, "Man Jia, let's live well, I really don't know what's going on with us lately, always quarreling, always quarreling, I'm tired, I know you're also tired." We are all people who want to live with peace of mind, why are there so many contradictions now. ”
"I don't know." Man Jia shook his head and said, "Zimo, I've always thought that maybe there are indeed very different opinions between us, and even the things we pursue are different. I'll be going to Dubai in two days, and you'll be home by yourself, even though you said that day you'd be waiting for me at home. I was really touched that day, but I was also thinking, in fact, you are not very willing. ”
"Manjia, I'll try to change my mind. None of that matters, the most important thing right now is that I really don't want to lose you. Chen Zimo said, "So, no matter where you go, you know to come back on time, you just need to know that there are people waiting for you at home." Okay? ”
"Eun." Man Jia nodded vigorously, and finally cried, hugged Chen Zimo and muttered, "I'll go home with you, we won't quarrel, I will definitely come back on time, I know, you are waiting for me at home."